Cosmic Awareness Issue 2012-10

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2012-10

Issue No. 677

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The Hot Summer of 2012

In This Issue

Update on the Energies of These Times -2

Planet Nibiru Approaches -3

You Are a Singularity and Also a Plurality -6

Transcending Physical Rules and Laws -8

The 12 Primary Aspects of the Soul -8

What Becomes of the High Self after Graduation? -10

Imagination and Manifestation -11

Will Nibiru Have Positive Effects As Well? -13

The Paths of Alchemy, Service and Suffering -14

The Eternal Now -16

More on Releasing Karma -17

Rudolph Steiner Was a Crystalline Being -18

We Have All Had Dark Lifetimes -20

Embracing Our Own Darkness -24

The Pyramids of Montauk -24

What Exactly Is Original Sin? -26

Time to Put Aside False Documents -26

What Is Christ? -27

You Are Independent in the Creation of Your

Reality -28

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2The following message was channeled by Will in Canada and dictated by phone to Callista, in Australia, August

11, 2012.

A MESSAGE FOR THOSE SEEKING AN UPDATE ON THE ENERGIES OF THESE TIMES

COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness has a message for those seeking information from this

Awareness - an update if you will, into the energies of these times. At this particular moment in time

there is an energy afoot that is akin to the holding of one's breath, but this is a collective holding of

the collective breath. These times are such that there is an apprehension of the unfolding energiesand what they entail. The majority of the collective have no idea of what is coming, and yet still there

is apprehension and high levels of anxiety. Many think that this is the result of negative markets and

a downturn in the economy.

Many dwell on the negative energies that are being promoted by those in charge to convince the

masses that they are in bad shape. Even during the middle of the Olympics in Great Britain, their

inancial spokesperson came on to tell the nation what bad inancial shape it was in. This was a

deliberate act to burst the high positive energy bubble that Britain is currently experiencing due to

the Olympics and the great success the home team was having. This is but an example of how the

media is constantly putting out negative messages at this time while also suppressing the news and

certain information that it would be well for the masses to know.

So it is and so it will remain as long as those who are the Elites are in charge. But this is about to

change drastically, and even the Elites themselves know this. At the beginning of the Olympics there

was information released that suggested the Galactic Federation forces had issued an ultimatum to

the Elites that they were to come forward with the truth or else they would be ousted by the Galactic

Federation and be shown for what they truly are - these extraterrestrial Orion/ Reptilians. There was

much talk that August 4th would be a crucial day in the exposure process of bringing the Elites to

public attention and even possible criminal actions against them. Needless to say the 4th came and

went for it was not necessarily the intent of the Divine to be fully tested at this time.

And so the journey moves inward, the responsibility being on the shoulders of those seeking spiritualenlightenment. This means that in these intense times it is the most perfect of times to do one's inner

work. True recapitulation of one's life where one looks very, very strongly at their own life histories

will make it possible to understand the strategies that are currently being used against humanity.

The question for each and every individual at this time is whether or not one will take on personal

responsibility and look deeply within oneself to address and acknowledge criticism, and defamation

of character from others who are still trapped in the mire of 3D.

As such, it is the personal responsibility at this time of great deception and denial by the Powers That

Be, to not be led astray by the machinations of the dark cabal, as they seek to manipulate the current

world situation in such a way that the majority of individuals in 3D-reality remain asleep.

It is for this reason that certain plans are currently being initiated that will bring several extreme

events to the surface of the world's stage where they can be played out. This Awareness does see that

for many in the next several weeks it will be a time of great upheaval and being thrown off-center.

Despite the outer conditions and situations, it is recommended by this Awareness that one stay true

to one's own spiritual journey and that one does not look to the outer events that are being

manipulated and created by the dark ones, thus becoming caught up in them, but rather that they

look at these events as relections of their own creations.

This creative act is being done in ignorance with little or no awareness that it is even being done at

all. The masses remain in a state of somnambulism at this time, and it is for this reason that the


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3dramatic and powerful events are scheduled to proceed at this time. It is to awaken the many who

need the spiritual 2x4 to hit them so that they will awaken. The unfortunate counterpoint to this is

that many may not survive the times ahead. This is seen by this Awareness as simply the traditional

form of Ascension back to Spirit.

Therefore in these times of great upheaval, stay focused on your own spiritual journey - DO NOT

SUCCUMB to the treacherousness of corrupt oficials and leaders who would have you believe that

the future is not a shiny one. It is indeed the NEW DAWN, the new beginning of a bright future for

many. Many will create the new Planet A along with Mother Earth, Gaia, in cooperation and harmonywith her and in deepest understanding of her. They will understand that her upheaval is necessary to

shake herself free of the chains of enslavement that are currently holding her down. In the long order

of things, Planet A will recognize and acknowledge always those who have assisted her in her own

personal process of Ascension.

Then there are those many good individuals who, while they are not ready or prepared to investigate

metaphysics, will nonetheless be available to support the process of transformation. As for those who

will go to that which will be the new Planet A/B they will do so with a new opportunity to create a

dualistic physical experience, no longer shrouded in darkness, but imbued with the love and light of

Spirit Itself, creating a quite different physical reality than that which currently exists now. But to

reach this new beginning point, the planet itself must go through the death throes of these EndTimes.

As this Awareness has already said, the Powers That Be will try and dumb down the world populace

and keep them ignorant and asleep. But even these efforts will fail, for it is time for the many

timelines to coalesce for a period of time, so that the new futures can emerge. If one stays focused on

their inner experience and works on themselves for greater self-awareness and understanding, one

will be able to look through the maya that is being created by the Powers That Be. Equally, one can

lose oneself in the illusion being created by the Powers That Be that one has no control over their life

or their reality, and that one is a victim, receiving the energies of chaos and death and destruction

that surrounds them.

It is therefore of extreme importance in these End Times to remain calm, focused, positive and pure

to the positive future that lies ahead. Sometimes one must go through disruption and the loss of all

that is loved and familiar in order to move forward. One can do so in resentment and hostility,

becoming lost in the unfolding chaos, or one can do so with great positivity, faith and trust that what

they may be experiencing directly or indirectly needs to transpire for the old ways to come to an end

so that the new times may be birthed. Do not go meekly into the dark night full of fear and

trepidation but rather greet it with a sense of power and certainty that as things unfold, all will be

well and one will be led into the New Dawn of the world being born before your very eyes. The choice

is yours.

This completes the message from this Awareness at this time. This Awareness sends Its light, Its loveand Its blessings to one and all.

CAC Red-Hot Alert, August 31, 2012 Will Berlinghof, Interpreter. Joan Mills, Questioner and Energizer.

PLANET NIBIRU APPROACHES

How It Affects Earth & Energies At this Time

COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness is prepared at this time to offer this message. It is a message

of urgency for those who at this time are experiencing dificult times. It is a message to help many


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4understand that the inal months of these "End Times" are indeed underway and that many

individuals are experiencing at this time extreme dificulty: mentally, emotionally and physically.

Part of what this has to do with is the energies of the planet Nibiru that is accelerating now toward

Mother Earth. It has been proceeding towards the planet for some time now and there are many sites

on the Internet that are showing pictures of the winged disk, for that is how Nibiru is presenting

itself: a disk-like object with two streaming wings of light and energy streaming outwards and

backwards from it.

Those who are interested can seek these sites out to see for themselves this winged disk that is

Nibiru, the same winged disk that was used in many ancient cultures for they too knew of Nibiru and

they symbolically represented it as the winged disk. This a symbol common to such cultures as Egypt

and even the Mesoamerican peoples, including the Mayans. This was shown at a time when Nibiru

approached the last time or even times before this and now it is approaching again.

There is much activity from the Galactic Federation forces, as it is already starting to create harmonic

disruption to Mother Earth and putting great pressure on the templates of the planet. These

templates are those that when they move will create great geophysical upheavals, and the Powers

That Be know of this, and it is what they have always known and it is why they have prepared so

diligently for this time, creating their underworld/underground bases and habitats, thinking thatthey will soon need to abandon the surface because of the inluence of Nibiru.

The Galactic Federation forces are very involved in stabilizing the geophysical templates that are

already affecting this planet and many are starting to see signs of this. In the part of Australia that the

Interpreter and his wife live in, they can see on a nightly basis the ships over the southern Ocean as

they are working to consolidate the drifting of the templates and the actions that are being carried

out on them.

There is indeed even interference from those known as the Greys, those known as the Orion/

Reptilians, as they are trying to create maximum chaos. It is their wish and their desire for these

plates to shift and to create the great physical upheavals that are predicted by so many, but those

forces of the Galactic Federation are very much engaged in preventing this.

These are all actions that the majority of individuals on the planet are simply unaware of, for it is not

the type of information that is making the 6 O' Clock News in the evening. But many are now

experiencing this as physical conditions due to the increased energies of Nibiru that are causing

disruption and a state of disharmony. Therefore, understand that those who are experiencing

physical crises, who are going through viruses and aches and pains, are also experiencing this new

energy of Nibiru that is altering the harmonics of the planet. In this case, many need to take special

care of themselves at this time, and need to use natural remedies as much as possible to counteract

the effects of this transition period, this approach of Nibiru.

It is recommended that such things as liquid oxygen, if obtainable, be added to individuals' regimesas well as naturopathic substances that will help calm the system. This will have great effect also on

the emotional body as well as the mental body. Furthermore for those who are engaged in extreme

mental activity, who have felt their fear factor of upcoming events rising in them; at this time they

need to do more meditation, and seek ways in which they can calm their thoughts and their feelings.

It is imperative at this time not to go into fear because this is as it needs to be. It is possible in

recognizing what is happening to deliberately refocus one's attention away from fearful thoughts and

cease dwelling upon matters that are indeed frightening.


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5This Awareness has talked in the past of the Nexus Moment. This Nexus Point is one where the

majority of timelines of all individuals on planet Earth will come together to experience one grand

event. While the normal procedure is that each and every individual has their own unique timeline

that they share with others, be it family and friends and their own culture, their own nation, even

globally - this event is one that will bring the majority of timelines, over 80% of all timelines, into

focus for this extraordinary event: the approach and passage of Nibiru.

These events have happened in the past when Nibiru has passed this planet, where those timelines

did coalesce into one set of timelines, into that which was the majority timeline to experience theupheaval of the planet. These events have occurred in epochal times when the old planet disappeared

and a new planet emerged; not 'new' as in the Ascension process, but new in that the planet

underwent great destruction and a new beginning then occurred.

The Flood is an example of this and Noah's example is that of collecting the DNA from all plants and

animals and humans of the time so that they could be restocked after the loodwaters receded. The

Earth is again approaching such an event and many will come out of it entering into that new phase

of existence that is theirs to experience. This Awareness has talked many times about this and how

many can experience unique timelines by focusing their attention to not going into fear and

confusion, but to staying focused and holding faith and trust that they will indeed survive the events

and come out on the other side. This advice still applies, but what this Awareness does need to bemore speciic about is that because so many timelines are in agreement with each other, because this

is a mass event for both Mother Earth and humanity, that many will experience to some degree this

approach of Nibiru and the effects of that approach.

This is already happening; individuals are already experiencing these individual results such as

aches, pains, illness, confusion, fear, doubt and whatever else is there. That is why this Awareness at

this time is speaking, and is putting out this warning, for these events will now speed up and the

world events will begin to relect this situation more and more as Nibiru approaches even closer. By

mid-September many will be able to see Nibiru through telescopes and many will be asking oficials

what is happening. Part of the reason why so many have forecast economic destruction and doom is

that the authorities in their attempt to distract the populace will seek other things to replace theconcern with Nibiru in the sky, for it will still not be reported on the daily news. But those events that

could distract will be, and if there are things that are planned then these things will be launched at

that time, the mid-September timeframe onwards, to distract.

More people are far more concerned with their inancial situations than they are with another planet

approaching this planet, which they simply do not believe in. But as the planet does approach and

these events start to unfold, simply remember that this is all part of a master plan, a Divine Plan, for

the End Times are exactly that, the end of the times known, so that a new beginning can come.

Therefore it may be of greater use to think of Nibiru as that which is also being divinely orchestrated

even though the Powers That Be, the Elite, the Orion/Reptilian faction, will try to use this event to

create great upheaval as they prepare themselves to survive the event and abandon the populace tobe destroyed, but these are only timelines that they have energized.

This Awareness' recommendation that one stay in that positive place will put people into a more

unique timeline reference where they can experience these events. Know that they are divinely

orchestrated, know that despite the upheaval that will come, that they will be part of that new world,

that new Planet A/B, and for those who are true deep spiritual seekers, they will also know

Ascension. They will experience their 5th dimensional consciousness, becoming a much more active

part of their daily physical 3rd dimensional lives, and in some ways, this too is very much an

Ascension.


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6Others may experience that it is time to leave and many will have a choice of whether to leave

physically or whether to leave through those avenues of departure that have been outlined

previously: avenues such as vortexes and portals, avenues such as extraterrestrial craft appearing

that will assist people during this time of great chaos and upheaval to depart the planet. There are

many scenarios in which one needs to choose for oneself that which will be best suited for them.

Every time one gives in to the fear and panic and terror of the situation, one is not actively choosing

but rather allowing themselves to be shepherded along a path towards the mass events of extinction

that many will experience.

Remember though, that even those who leave the planet during this time due to the many

geophysical events that may occur are choosing to do so and it is also part of their Divine Plan of

existence. Those who wish to carry on, who wish to either become part of the new Planet A/B, or

those who wish to ascend, need to stay vigilant and determined and focused.

This Divine Event, the approach of Nibiru, can indeed become exactly this: a Divine Event for each and

every individual who experiences it. This is the message from Cosmic Awareness at this time. It is not a

message meant to create deep fear or concern but rather to inspire and uplift the many who are

aware of the changes that are occurring in their very lives, those who have prepared themselves at

the deep spiritual, psychological level, as well as those who need to understand how to advance.

This is a great time of promise and opportunity, the opportunity to inally leave that scenario of

Planet A/B that has been in darkness for so long, to advance one's soul, and to ascend to higher

consciousness. This event is to come about due to the planet Nibiru and its approach. It will pass, and

by December 21, the climax of this experience, it will shift away from the buildup that is experienced

now by many and will begin the decline phase as its inluence leaves the solar system and the vicinity

of planet Earth especially. But until then this Awareness wishes all to see, know and feel within

themselves that they are those who are here to experience these events and it is their choice now of

how they will proceed.

Take care of your bodies, take care of your heart and your emotions, and take care of the mind and

the thoughts that are there at this time. Always look to the Divine Energies for guidance both withinand without, and truly know that God the Creator of All is with one and all, for one and all are the God

creator. This completes this message at this time.

CAC General Reading. August 31, 2012. Will Berlinghof, Interpreter. Joan Mills, Questioner and

Energizer, Lloyd Arrd, energizer.

YOU ARE A SINGULARITY, AND ALSO A PLURALITY

QUESTIONER: Thank you. This irst question comes from SS. He writes, "Once in my personal

reading while helping me understand who I am, Awareness mentioned that I am a singularity and

also a plurality. Although I never inquired about it to Awareness in terms of exactly what It meant,

that suggestion helped me to evaluate a lot of speculations that I had about myself and over time Icame up with many other speculations which helped me further in my own quest to understand

myself better. In my understanding, most spiritual seekers might be going through such personality

consolidation, integration or healing at this time where the current incarnation represents one of the

most interesting pages of their soul book. Understanding more about it could be very illuminating. If

it sounds like a relevant question of general interest, would Awareness comment please on exactly

what It meant and explain it further for the membership in general." Your comments please?

COSMIC AWARENESS: In this third dimensionality the soul enters with the purpose of knowing itself

in physical form, experiencing physicality and the material world. It becomes a singularity, an

individual separated from the knowledge that it is of a greater nature. This is required to exist on the


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7physical planet to have this physical experience. Therefore, what this Awareness has called the veil of

forgetfulness has been placed there so that the soul in coming through from the higher levels of

consciousness, where it knows itself as a collective as well as an individual expression, singularly

focuses on that experience of being a unique individual with no memory of itself as a spiritual being.

Therefore in the physical world the consciousness so focused is that of a singularity and this is what

this Awareness meant about singularity. The goal of the soul uniquely is to rediscover itself, to

remember itself as not a single separated being or consciousness, but rather a consciousness that

comes from higher realms, that comes from a collective consciousness. When it does so, it marks soulgrowth, soul expansion, and the soul remembering itself in physicality starts to see the folly of the

physical realm, and starts to look at what is called maya or illusion, and begins to understand that

what governs the physical realm are rules and laws that are simply in place to make the experience of

singularity in physicality a much more successful experience, for the soul has come into this state of

consciousness to have strong and intense experiences.

If it knew strongly that it was part of another greater consciousness, a collective plural

consciousness, and that one can escape the illusion by drawing in that higher consciousness, then

many of those souls that came into physical experience for the purpose of having an intense unique

experience would not have this unique and intense experience; instead they would be defused

somewhat. While this is the ultimate goal that a series of soul incarnations moves towards, there ismuch purpose and validity in having the singular experiences irst for they all are returned back to

the soul and hence back to God to expand the consciousness of God Itself and the soul as well.

When one begins to understand that the return back to Spirit will put them back into their collective

consciousness, their plurality, they will realize that they are not stuck in individuality or singularity

and they can then draw those higher energies to them; they can draw their 5th dimensional aspect to

them and that is what Ascension consists of: moving into the higher conscious awareness that can

then be assimilated into the physical, or the individual can transcend the physical in its return to its

spiritual state.

This plurality is such that when one is back in the soul, one is no longer an individual uniquely andcompletely, for one now knows itself as the completion of the many aspects of soul that have had the

physical singular experience and it is why there is the ability to know other lifetimes. In the physical

this is known as past life memory but when one is contained in plurality of the soul, then it is simply

a held knowledge of all other lifetimes. When there is a need then the individual aspect that has

returned to the soul can again remember itself as a unique individual but it is always also part of the

collective consciousness of the soul.

This is the plurality that this Awareness was speaking to SS about, and it is a plurality of awareness

and consciousness that one can reach in physical life and can use to bring the higher consciousness

into the limited realm of physicality and awaken to the truth that one is much more than a single

being, isolated and alone, unable to affect its reality, for such are the teachings that the physical beingis not taught. They can truly create their own reality but are subject to the laws of the land, if you will,

and therefore are denied their true power.

When one begins in this physical state of consciousness to truly access the plurality of consciousness,

or what could also be understood as their multidimensional being, then they are able to bring down

the energy of their multidimensionality, and they can supersede the rules and laws that govern the

physical world and become those who are no longer bound by the laws of 3rd dimensionality. This is

the state of consciousness that Awareness has talked about where It has said that those of 5th

dimensional density can choose to have physical experience, and they are not prisoners, but rather

the masters of those experiences.


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8The Transcendence of the Physical Paradigm of Belief and All Its Rules & Laws

They would not then again necessarily create a victimhood mentality; they would not create a

mentality that says they cannot inluence their physical surroundings for they know they simply

would be able to bypass those physical rules and laws. Therefore miracles will be the order of the

day, for they are not so much miracles as the transcendence of the physical paradigm of belief and all

of its rules and laws.

For example, on the physical plane at this time an ordinary human being cannot ly, and cannotlevitate himself or herself beyond the gravitational forces of the planet. However one who is in the

physical but has 5th dimensional consciousness, which stems from the plurality of the soul and its

greater being, would understand that that law of gravity only applies as long as one is trapped in a

mindset that gives it power over one.

When one is coming from the 5th dimensional state of consciousness, one simply knows one can ly,

knows that he/she can ly and could levitate them-selves and ly, for this is what they can do. This is

but one example. If one had such powers one would never again be worried or concerned about

physical wealth and material acquisition because one simply could create money if one wished to

spend money or one could even better simply create what is required or desired. If one wished a

Mercedes-

Benz automobile one would simply manifest this and it would be there to be played with,to be used as one wished to. Again there would be no trap in materialism for all material things are

able to be disallowed also, to be dematerialized, and to be used only in the moment.

These are simple examples and are but a tip of a huge iceberg of examples that could be given. But

the point this Awareness is making is that when one gains the truest understanding of their own

plurality of consciousness, that this employed in physicality can put one well beyond the limited

space of the physical that is the case now when one is a singular consciousness trapped in physicality.

Does this answer this question?

QUESTIONER: Yes it does and I thank you. It sounds as though it is going to be a whole new ball

game with lots of fun.

COSMIC AWARENESS: This is why in the urgent message that this Awareness delivered a few

moments ago It said that this is a time of great opportunity and potential, for that which will come

through the passage of Nibiru and the upheaval of the old paradigm will bring such new possibilities

in as 3rd dimensional reality being superseded by one with 5th dimensional consciousness who is

not at the effect of a 3rd dimensional planet, but rather the creator of that 3rd dimensional

experience.

THE 12 PRIMARY ASPECTS OF THE SOUL, ALSO KNOWN AS THE COUNCIL OF THE 12

QUESTIONER: Thank you. The next question reads, "Awareness has mentioned that out of the 12

primary aspects of the soul, also known as the Council of the 12, only one resides in physicality. In myunder-standing from a linear human perspective, this will mean that each, when it chooses a set of

lifetimes, continues until it attains self-awareness and then it returns back to the soul fabric

completely, as compared to the temporary visits in between lifetimes and then it will be time for the

next versions to come forward. On the other hand, it also makes sense that even though one of the 12

is participating via many lifetimes but still other aspects may come and go from time to time,

inluencing the one. Such topics have been discussed many times in the past from different angles. If

this does not sound boring, will Awareness please give some more information in this reference."

Your comment please?


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9COSMIC AWARENESS: There is more information to provide. The 12 entities or levels of

consciousness have been described in the works of Jane Roberts as the Oversoul. The Oversoul for

each individual is known as the High Self and the High Self has direct interaction with the middle self

in physicality, which is comprised of spiritual beings that are brought into individuality or

singularity, and are then interactive with their physical environments. On the whole, the majority of

humanity chooses to play the game tightly and chooses not to remember or discover their connection

with their High Self and therefore are unavailable to the guidance of the High Self and the high

spiritual Council of Elders.

The High Spiritual Council of Elders can be understood to be many Oversouls of not only that

individual, but also other individuals. Even the High Self of an individual has others that it shepherds

along the way, but the High Self of that individual can also be understood to be a more evolved

expression of the individual consciousness that resides in the human being that it is shepherding.

When one wishes to work at these higher levels, one can go through their own personal High Self,

and one can meditate about going to the High Council of Spiritual Elders. In this Council there is a set

of 12, including the High Self.

They are all there in a hierarchical order as well as in order of peers in equal standing to help those

souls to progress but they are also working with much greater issues as well. The 13th member of

that council is the individual who is seeking to understand and know, who is seeking the counsel of12's advice and opinions. The High Self of each individual is one of the 12 board members, if you will,

of the High Council and has a much more personal interest in the individual seeking advice from the

High Council. This is all part of the unfolding of awareness as one begins to discover their higher

capacity.

Thus there comes with this a realization that the High Self is that which is themselves, but more

evolved, more spiritually aware, and those members of the High Council also are aspects of

themselves as they have evolved on that multidimensional level of consciousness. Thus it could be

said that it is one's own evolved advanced consciousness that is the Council of 12. It is individual in a

manner of speaking, and it is plural in another manner of speaking; it is unique and it is common at

the same time.

One can understand oneself to be a unique individual standing in front of the council seeking advice

or one could also understand that these are expressions of one's own self that hold higher levels of

conscious awareness, and that they are trying to guide their own consciousness at the lower level in

the 3rd dimensional level, toward self-awareness and understanding, toward spiritual evolution and

spiritual enlightenment. This completes this answer.

QUESTIONER: Thank you. Next, "How does the High Council of 12 relate to the nine aspects of self?"

COSMIC AWARENESS: As this Awareness said, the High Self, for example, has others that it also

shepherds. These are those other nine, rather in this case, eight aspects aside from the individual, you

as the individual, that it is shepherding. Therefore it is the High Self of not simply one, yourself, the

individual having this experience of physicality, but all other aspects that are also having a physical

journey, that are the expressions of the soul. The High Self is then part of the council, and each of the

council board members is also an expression of the High Self at more advanced levels.

There are 12 levels, and there are 12 on the council. Thus the highest Council member is in the realm

of the 12th dimensional level, and all others are part of those dimensions below. Thus one has the full

spectrum of the 12 dimensional levels: God Itself being the 13th all-encompassing level. This is how it

works and they therefore would also have access to the other aspects of self that come through from

the individual and through the High Self to the Council. Does this explain this matter to you?


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10CONCERNING MAX FREEDOM LONG'S WRITINGS: WHAT BECOMES OF THE HIGH SELF AFTER

GRADUATION?

QUESTIONER: Yes it does and I thank you very much. Carrying on now to a different, but related

question in a way, from VB. He writes, "In Revelations of Awareness issue 675, page 14, Awareness

indicates that 'the Light which Max Freedom Long says is the High Self works to transform the low

self and the ego of the low self, so that the low self remembers that it, too, is here to ascend in

consciousness, to move in relation to its own spiritual evolution as well.' Apparently it is not only

graduation or Ascension time for the middle self as it moves upward for some to become, accordingto Huna teachings, a High Self to bond, i.e. the mystical marriage in True Love with another middle

self to evolve, in what Max Freedom Long calls and describes as the 'Great Secret of

Graduation' (Long, The Huna Code in Religion, p.239), into an 'Utterly Trustworthy Parental Pair' but

also for the low self to graduate at the time of Ascension and become a middle self. For those who will

graduate or ascend in this fashion my question is, "What becomes of one's own High Self after

graduation?" Your comment please?

COSMIC AWARENESS: It is a progressive movement that should be understood here. This

Awareness will start by referring to the low self, which often comes from an even lower

consciousness experience, often through the animal world, the plant world, or mineral world

preceding; for it is to be remembered that all is simply consciousness expressing itself in the manyforms of consciousness that are to be experienced. The low level consciousness is simply the higher

parts of the soul seeking to have those experiences so it can go through a spiritual evolutionary

process.

Saying this, returning to the matter of the low self, a progressed consciousness that is individual in

nature is often to be understood as the child consciousness that is given the responsibility of

maintaining physical integrity. It is known as the physical body; it is housed in the body but it is the

body as well, and it has complete dominion in the physical paradigm that the soul has placed itself in,

in order to have the physical experience. It is there to be commanded and shepherded by the middle

self so that in a proper working of the middle self and the low self, the middle self would always be

the parental adult guide to the low self, mentoring it and teaching it, commanding it, and directing it.

The low self in this new state of reality that is the state of existence at this time is such that it does

not understand this because it was never taught this. The middle self comes also untaught and

therefore the low self, often which is the part of the consciousness in physicality that allows survival,

simply proceeds with survival in a physical reality while it is the interface for the physical world and

it creates the physical world. It does so largely untended and undirected. There is no direction from

the middle self, for the middle self comes into the conscious state and needs simply to exist until it

reaches a point of maturity where it starts asserting itself. By this time the low self is quite used to

being alone and the governing aspect of consciousness that allows existence to occur on this physical

planet, this physical paradigm.

The low self itself experiences a type of fracturing, where that which is known as the ego of the low

self begins to develop. It sees itself as important, as unique. It does not always listen to the advice of

the adult, especially if it is an absent parent that is in control. It is not unlike the situation of children

who lack parental guidance and authority and who are free to do whatever they wish. Often they go

by the rails because there is no effective guidance there for them to receive from an authority igure.

If one sees the ego of the low self as such a rebellious child set upon doing things its own way

because after all it helped the body survive during that period of maturation of the middle self and it

has no need then to listen to the middle self, it becomes apparent why so often an individual cannot

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11The majority of individuals who are still asleep simply come from this level of consciousness where

the low self still retains much control over the events and experiences of life and it is controlled and

governed by the ego of the low self. What was once the case was that the child would be taught the

truth of itself, of its spiritual nature. It would be aware that it was a spiritual being having a physical

experience with the low self to create the physical experience around it. Enlightened parents of this

middle self, true physical parents, would teach this.

Such was the way of the Lemurians who were extremely spiritually aware and lived in this 3rd

dimensionality with full comprehension and awareness that they were spiritual beings having aphysical existence and that their low self was subject to the order of the middle self, which itself was

led by enlightened physical parents or spiritual parents.

Moving into the matter of the High Self, it too was much more accessible; it was the spiritual guide

that connected the middle self to the higher spiritual consciousness. It would work much more

actively in those times of enlightenment with the middle self, and the middle self with the low self, so

that the unity of the three truly created an enlightened being right from the beginning. But in this

new reality that is currently being experienced, this is not the case. The middle self is independent of

the low self, and the low self thinks it is still in charge through the ego, and it is dificult to bring all

three together.

The process of the uniication of the three parts of the trinity of being is such that the low self does

need then to come under the authority of the middle self in an enlightened and compassionate way.

The ego of the low self must again be merged in with the low self properly, so this schism does not

occur that is currently the way of things. When the ego is fused into the low self and the low self is

subject to the authority of the middle self and the middle self is open to the guidance and mentoring of

the High Self, then each individual becomes a uniied being. They become a Kahuna and in that state

they are able to do many of the amazing things that the Kahunas of ancient times, and even some in

these modern times, were able to do.Also, at this point the road to expanded conscious awareness of one's multidimensionality indeed

opens tremendously and one simply is not a spiritual being ignorant of its role and trapped in aphysical body governed by a lower level of consciousness. It is also a progressive experience. So as

one regains this uniication, one helps the low self learn and then upon Ascension the low self can

move up and become another aspect, the middle self of the soul choosing to come back into

physicality to have a physical experience with a new version of itself as the low self.

The High Self moves up into the higher realm of the spiritual council. This Awareness spoke that the

Council is that which exists on 12 dimensions and that the High Self moves to its next level, becoming

part of the collective individuality of that next level. The middle self, as has been stated, also moves

up and becomes a High Self that will be engaged with another aspect of soul that comes into

physicality in its nine aspects. This is all seamless and lawless and yet for many unperceived and

misunderstood. It is hoped by this Awareness this explanation ills in many of the missing details atthis time.

IMAGINATION AND MANIFESTATION

QUESTIONER: Yes it did and I thank you for that. He will be pleased. There is one other one

concerning the imagination and the lower self from NR. He writes, " I have one question regarding

the issue about imagination and the restructuring of the lower self, but even if I convince the lower

self to believe in the manifestation of the imagination, would the collective mentality on the planet

prevent it to manifest my reality? Cosmic Awareness once again stated that in order to manifest

reality you'll need everyone's cooperation in order to manifest." Is this so?


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12COSMIC AWARENESS: This is not entirely so, but there are elements here that do need to be

explained to be understood in the greater context. First and foremost it must be inally understood

that each being is a creator being, independent and individual to all other creator beings on the

planet and in existence at this time. One can only create one's own reality in their own unique

timeline. But what also does co-occur is that other creative beings of consciousness are also creating

their own reality. While this occurs one can choose to be subject to that which is the power from

outside of oneself, or one can begin to truly understand the power within.

When one understands that they are a creator being in full complement with the low self and theHigh Self and that they are able to create the reality timeline they wish to experience, then in a

manner of speaking they are not dependent on what the rest of the collective will be trying to

generate. If one is strong enough, clear enough and pronounced enough in one's belief of this, then one

will be able to manifest in their reality that which is extraordinary and impossible by deinition of the

rules, laws and expectations of belief that are held by the collective.It is crucial to understand this point, for the suggestion was a moment ago in this individual's

question that the collective still had greater power over the individual, and if the low self bought into

this, then there could be no opportunity to create one's own reality or to experience it as one

imagines it. This is not so unless the buying into that belief occurs. This is indeed exactly what occurs

for the majority of humanity. They do not in any way, shape or form believe or understand that theyare creating their own reality. They buy into the belief that they are party to the collective unfolding

of events and circumstances that they have no control over, and thus must simply endure what

comes their way, and that they have no control over their body or their life circumstances; they are

victims and things just happen.

This type of belief, of course, imprisons the spiritual being, but then one could also understand that

the unique experience that was desired by that individual was this experience. As the soul progresses

and grows and expands in its physical understanding of what the truth is in its understanding that it

is a creator being that is not creating, for it does not believe it can, and as it begins to acquire the

truth of conviction that it can create through imagination anything and everything, then there are

indeed miracles that begin to happen.

The low self, whether through a direct process of teaching or indirectly, where it simply picks up on

that which is being put forward and decides to act on it, does start to create miracles in one's life.

They are considered miracles because the belief still is that this occurs from outside of their own

creative process, their own imaginative abilities and creative abilities, and thus these things manifest

in a miraculous and magical manner instead of realizing it is by direct conscious imagination and

choice that this occurs.

It is still a unique situation occurring on the planet where many creator beings still do not

understand or comprehend that they are creator beings. Occasionally they get this through to the low

self, and imagination of purpose and intent is picked up by the low self and it creates it, as it has thepower to create in the physical. But because one is still divorced from this understanding of the true

nature of one's own being, of one's own consciousness, it appears to come from outside of

themselves, and it appears to be a miracle.

Now that the shifting of consciousness is occurring, many more are starting to understand the higher

truths of their being, many more are starting to get through to the low self, and are convincing it that

it is part of their evolution as well. It is part of that which is a higher consciousness and as a part of

this it is also there to assist in this process and to create a new reality. What is also transpiring in the

world which will be the result of the shifting energies and consciousness as the planet Nibiru comes

forward and breaks up old static energies and rigid thought forms, is that many will start to open up


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13to this new understanding, this new awareness. They will be able to communicate much more

effectively with their low selves especially if they are doing inner work to create this and to create a

new inner awareness and under-standing.

Imagination will be seen as the true vehicle of creation, the process by which one creates through

imagining, through imaging what will be, what is desired, and what is intended. This acceleration is

that which is starting to occur at this time and it is why this Awareness continually says that these

End Times can also be the most magical and miraculous of times, for individuals will begin to

experience this more and more, especially if they are open to it. Those who read these words and arestill closed will not have this experience necessarily but at least seeds will be planted and when they

do start to have those experiences and see how effective they are as creator beings that are creating

through their imagination, that are creating through their thoughts, they will start to respond.

Those who are more advanced will be able to show the way and much more of this will occur after

the completion of the Ascension period where those who have ascended into the higher states of

consciousness will be much more able to effectively teach those young ones who have an inkling but

did not quite manage to put it all together. But this is another matter. This Awareness wishes now to

ask if it is felt this answer has been complete enough for the question given.

Will Nibiru Have Positive Effects as Well?

QUESTIONER: Yes I believe it has. It does give rise to another question or observation that the entry

of Nibiru actually does have a positive effect as well as a possible negative, is that correct?

COSMIC AWARENESS: Indeed this is so. Because the End Times often involve going through intense

fear and confusion and upheaval, be it the End Times of one's own personal life or the End Times of a

society or culture, or even the End Times of a planet, there is great fear, there is great resistance,

there is great confusion and many are reluctant to go into those areas. It is often so when one is

approaching their time of personal death, and individuals in their fear can be very resistant to letting

go of their physical form and returning back into Spirit.

It is so in a society or culture that is undergoing great change. There are often many who rebelagainst the change, who deny the change, who are unwilling to proceed and they see these events as

negative and fearful. There is that which is now happening with the planet that is coming to the end

of an epoch, the end of the experiment in dualistic thinking governed by those of darkness who have

achieved control. This is all part of the death throes, if you will, as one is letting go of what has been

and what is, so that they can be born again into that which will be the new reality.

This is simply the way it is, and the best way through it as this Awareness has said time and time

again, is to relax, to stay positive and clear. The planet Nibiru approaching will occasion many

negative fearful events: the upheaval of landscapes, the collapse of economies, the disintegration of

one's personal life and the lives of those who are loved ones. All of this could be interpreted as

extremely negative and undesirable but the planet Nibiru is also the great catalyst.

The availability of the higher states of conscious awareness and the availability of new ways of living,

new opportunity to move into harmony and unity with one another on the earthly plane and with

one's own spiritual family is indeed a marvelous and magical opportunity, and one that has great

hope and joy contained within it. One needs simply to be open to this possibility and understand that

consciousness always seeks to understand itself at the next higher level and to move and to low into

the energy of change, not into the energy of resistance to change.

Thus as the events occur worldwide and create situations of collapse for that which has been known

for one's whole life, that rather than cling to what has been, one needs to let go and release and allow


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14what will be. When this is complete one will be able to look back and understand that the resistance

to change is what created the greatest friction and hardship and when one releases and relaxes into

the process with positivity and faith and trust that all will be well, then one comes through this event

much easier and in relection one can see it to be what it really was: a time of transition from old to

new. Is this clear?

CLARIFYING THE QUESTION: "HOW MANY HAVE YOU SERVED AND HOW WELL?"

More on the Path of Alchemy, the Path of Service, and the Path of Suffering

QUESTIONER: Yes and I thank you for that additional information, it's been very helpful. This one

here is from PE in England. He writes, "In newsletter 99-11, Awareness outlines the fastest routes to

enlightenment and states that the fastest route is alchemy which It states is the process of changing

one's consciousness through such things as gaining knowledge which alters one's ideas about life. In

the second place is service to others and in third place is 'suffering.'

This makes sense to me; however, what confuses me is when Awareness often states that when we

pass over we will be asked one question and one question only: 'How many did you serve?' Surely if

we are here to gain enlightenment and the fastest way to do this is to be seekers of knowledge which

will give us a better understanding of life, obviously we will help others as and when we can, but to

only be asked about how many we have served and not about what we have learned would seem to

be ignoring most of what we have done here. Could Awareness please clarify this?

COSMIC AWARENESS: This is indeed an interesting and worthy question, and one needed at this

time to help understand the statement given by this Awareness several years ago. The route that

humanity is on, the physical incarnation experience the spirit chooses to have coming into

physicality, is the route of suffering. The very essential paradigm of belief in this current physical

reality, this current Planet A/B, is that it is a planet of suffering. One is born into suffering through a

painful birth experience and one continues this painful suffering journey through one's life, often

dying in great pain and great suffering.

The motto " No pain, no gain!" best exempliies the paradigm of belief that is keynote to this dualisticreality that is being experienced by the majority at this time. Thus it is that suffering is a way of

learning, a way of the soul experiencing its own separation from itself, for those who are in the

strongest experiences of suffering are usually those who have no spiritual understanding, interest or

awareness. Therefore, they do not see that perhaps they create their own suffering; they create their

own experience for a spiritual reason, for Spirit simply does not exist within those who hold this

belief so strongly.

The suffering is a unique experience but it is also a very, very slow way to reach comprehension of

one's greater spiritual nature and truth, and eventually, through many incarnations where suffering

is paramount and the point of that existence, the soul as it is expressing itself in the physical form

begins to question why suffering is so necessary. It is at that time that many start to move into rolesof service and in service they are trying to alleviate their own suffering by helping others.

The question, "How many have you served and how well?" at this point relects an expanded attitude

that suggests that in helping another, one can promote one's own spiritual growth. Service in the irst

layer or way, the way of suffering, is not necessarily available in the way of the second, the way of

service. But service in the irst is that when one goes back into awareness, into consciousness, back

into Spirit, one realizes that self-service is not as effective in helping the soul advance and grow, as

being of service to others, which is comprehended more at the second layer. This is why one returns

back from the irst way with the understanding that it has not served others and has not gained due

to this, but it has had some deep and powerful experiences that were self-serving.


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15In the answer to the question when one has lived a life of pain and suffering and one is asked, "How

many have you served?", it is not simply the asking of the question that is important, but the

realization of the answer one provides. When one realizes they have served no one else because in

their selishness they have only attended to their own needs and desires, they have not understood

that all are connected, all are related, and that in helping others one helps oneself- then they realize

in that lash of revelation that the point of the journey is to start to comprehend the importance of

service, of assistance, of guidance, and make amends to this, and desire then to return back into

physicality so that they can start to be of service.

There follows many lifetimes of such intent, but being that each and every individual enters with free

will, free choice and one moves through the veil of forgetfulness where one forgets their purpose and

intent, often many lives still will go by the wayside until inally this lesson is learned and one begins

to live lives of service helping others. Now one can proceed from the second way, the way of service,

and in many incarnations one will start to see that as long as one still involves themselves in the

world of suffering and service being only directed to help those of suffering, which is on this planet

considered to be of high moral ground and beneit, one will also inally begin to see that while this is

of high value in some ways, it still conines and constrains the soul as it seeks to know itself, and as it

seeks to ascend to a higher level of consciousness and awareness.

Eventually those who are in service will realize that in some ways they are also enablers; enablingthat stagnation time after time, life after life of the soul that is seeking to progress but is trapped in

this situation of service that is of a nature that relects the moral needs but not necessarily the soul

needs. This is not to say being of service is wrong or inadequate, it is simply saying that the soul

seeks to evolve. Eventually it sees that if it is always simply serving others and foregoing its own

growth and development, it will not reach enlightenment very quickly. It is indeed true that the path

is a much steeper and quicker one than the path of suffering but it is still not as quick as the path of

alchemy.

What the path of alchemy represents is that experience where one inally starts to understand that

giving one's power away to others constantly, never looking within, never dealing with one's own

issues, never seeking one's truth, never inding the answers, will not lead one to that place of highspiritual understanding and awareness, and will not lead one to Ascension. Therefore those on the

path of alchemy begin to understand the importance of putting oneself in the center of one's own

circle of experience and taking full and total responsibility for their lives, what they have done, what

they do and what they will do.

In such focus, such centering, the soul begins to awaken and it begins to manifest in understanding

and in consciousness. Thus it is that the individual on the path of self-awareness, on the path of

alchemy, realizes that when they do for themselves, when they break forward and through the

barriers of conscious-ness, that they become aware, they become enlightened and they are much

more able to help others. Here is the irony of the path of alchemy: that by becoming self-centered

one, in actuality, will be doing much more to help others than when one is simply on the path ofservice or on the path of suffering. In their knowledge of themselves they can move energies much

more quickly and those energies can inluence others on both of the other paths, while at the same

time pushing the individual forward into their own heightened awareness and consciousness.

These three paths can also be seen thusly: the path of suffering is a long slow incline moving towards

a point where one can move upward in consciousness. The path of suffering is the slowest path of all

and requires the most incarnations to get through until one inally gets it right and moves on into the

path and onto the path of service. This is a much steeper incline. If one was using degrees, the irst

path may be seen as a 15 incline, whereas the path of service may be seen as a 45 path. It is much


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16easier and uses lesser lives to get to the next level, the breakthrough point, but it is still a longer way

to get into self-awareness.

When one inally hits the breakthrough point, one moves into and onto the path of alchemy, the third

path which is a 90 angle, a cliff face that one needs to struggle on and climb. There are far lesser

individuals climbing the path of alchemy, and thus it is often a very solitary path, a very singular path,

which creates much isolation and unfortunately for many, a separation from the majority who are

still traveling the paths of suffering and service. Yet it is this path of alchemy that will truly bring one

to the apex much quicker even though it is a more dificult path fraught with danger and dificulty.

Although this is so, it is the path of the soul to inally ascend to the apex. At the apex again the

question will be offered once again, " How many did you serve and how well?" In the path of

suffering, the service is self-service; it is singular, and it is individualized to that individual's soul

journey. In the path of service it is more that one is trying to assist and help others, but is also moving

towards a self-awareness that helping oneself is also necessary. Many martyrs are found on the path

of service for they feel that simply serving others will be enough, but eventually they realize that

being a martyr is not enough and they move into the path of alchemy.

It is on the path of alchemy where the question that is thus answered will be understood and

realized, that in the attempt to understand and achieve higher consciousness one is working at ahigher level of collective consciousness as well, and as each individual reaches Ascension, energies

are brought into effect that will assist those below who are seeking to reach awareness and

enlightenment. Thus it is that the path of alchemy is the path of greatest service of all, even though it

would seem that one is self-centered. There is a big difference of course between self-serving and

selish, and being at the center of one's circle, being centered in oneself, but this is a slightly different

matter.

Finally this Awareness would say that all are part of the way of the soul as it seeks to evolve over the

course of many, many lifetimes. In the end it is not that one is better than another, for the soul is

eternal and has the opportunity to experience billions of lifetimes, not simply a few. It is more that it

is a process of evolution, soul evolution, and as one becomes more and more spiritually attuned andspiritually aware, one naturally moves into the path of service and then beyond to the path of

alchemy. This is the explanation of this Awareness at this time for the question of the three paths of

spiritual evolution.

THE ETERNAL NOW

QUESTIONER: Thank you, that was excellent, and very informative. Thank you. His next question is,

"Awareness and others often state that time doesn't exist. Awareness has said that it exists in the

Eternal Now. What I don't understand is how entities can gain enlightenment if there is no such thing

as time. Surely the difference between an entity not being enlightened to eventually being

enlightened involves a passage of time, does it not?"

COSMIC AWARENESS: It does not, in the way this individual is inferring. This Awareness completed

the discussion of the three paths to enlightenment, but one point It wished to make that is relevant to

this question, is that all three paths are occurring simultaneously. The nature of Divine

Consciousness, of Eternal Awareness, is that which is simultaneous, that which is occurring in the

now, in the Eternal Now. This individual has not comprehended that time is simply a type of

frequency that allows a splintering of consciousness of the Divine, of God, to have a unique

experience separated from Itself in other times and focuses.

In a sense, while it is hard for a 3rd dimensional being to comprehend what they have always known

as a linear passage of energy that has been called time, it is not impossible. This is why as one begins


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17the deeper levels of their spiritual journey, the concept of time is seen as simply a way of measuring

the passage of energy, a way of understanding how frequency and vibration express themselves in

this curious manner that on Earth is called "time." Thus if one begins to acquire the deepest

awareness, one starts to come to more and more paradoxes; the greatest perhaps being how one can

be eternally in the Now and at the same time experience the linear passage of time.

What one inally needs to comprehend and understand is that the passage of time is illusionary, that

it is simply the way that the spirit has chosen on this physical planet to create the experience and in

the experience, fundamental even to it, is the passage of consciousness from one stage to another.Indeed from the fetal stage into birth, into infant, into child, into adult, into maturity, into old age and

into death. This is a linear experience by perception, although in truth it is simply a playing out of the

physical experience in a way that presents itself linearly to consciousness. But once consciousness

leaves the body, once spirit returns back to the soul, the spirit of the individual returns back to the

soul, this is viewed completely different once again and the life that had such importance as a linear

progression is seen more as but an imaginary journey, a dream that was had by the soul to

experience certain physical experiences, if you will, that would give it new understanding, new

experiences to add to the collective knowing.

One simply needs to understand that paradox is at work here. One is always in the Eternal Now but

in order to have the unique experience of physicality, a concept has been employed that is called time-- linear time that progresses while one is in this physical state. When one moves out of the physical

state, even in times of deep meditation or during the dreamtime, time as it is understood in the

physical simply does not exist. This is why an individual can, for example, involve themselves in a

hobby, an active creativity, an experiencing of an event, and time seems to slip by, and simply does

not exist and one is then amazed how it is that time slipped by so quickly.

One has momentarily taken themselves out of the conscious understanding and involvement with the

process of time, the passage of time. This in itself indicates that time is illusionary and but a construct

that is used for the beneit of moving the experience forward, but in itself has no validity other than

that which is assigned to it. Does this answer the question?

MORE ON RELEASING KARMA

QUESTIONER: Yes, very much so. It was excellent, thank you. The next question comes from

newsletter 2011-3. Awareness addresses the subject of karma and states that an entity does not need

to forgive another for things the other may have done to the entity. If the entity simply realizes that

we are all playing roles in a game and the entity decides to no longer play that game with the other

entity, then karma with that other entity will be released. This is ine as far as it goes but what about

karma an entity has accumulated by harming others and how does an entity release karma it may

have accumulated by harmful acts it has done to others? Your comments please?

COSMIC AWARENESS: This again brings this Awareness back to the explanation of the three paths

towards conscious evolution, in particular the path of suffering. With such an event as the killing of

another, great suffering is experienced normally upon the release of the physical when the soul

returns back for review of the life. It realizes there are lessons to be learned and it determines it will

go back onto the path of suffering to have the experience of suffering to atone for that which was

perpetrated. It is not entirely necessary to do it this way for one could also choose to come back into

the path of service and thus be of great service to those who are suffering to atone for one's misdeed.

Both can be understood to be of karmic nature, and karma is actually the great teacher.

It is not there so that one can suffer; this is one option that some choose, for the soul wishes to

comprehend what it would be like to receive such treatment as was given. If one tortured another in


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18one life, the soul might choose to return to another life where they are tortured, where they are

brutalized, where they are mishandled and murdered so that they can have the experience irst hand

of what they in another life inlicted, that an aspect of the soul aflicted. But it is not strictly speaking

simply to go back to be punished, to experience pain because you gave pain.

As a more evolved way of dealing with this, another level of this would be karma to help one

understand how to release from the suffering cycle into a more evolved spiritually-aware

comprehension so that one returns back and chooses a life of service where they help victims of

crime, where they may be involved with agencies that are to relieve suffering for many, war victims,orphans etc. These are also understood to have a karmic nature where one can learn from such

things. Also the path of alchemy is one where karma could be understood in a much different way

and it is there that one starts to see that there was participation amongst all involved in the karmic

event.

One chose to have an experience of suffering, one chose to be the inlictor of that pain and suffering.

In that way of thinking, in that spiritually evolved way, one no longer chooses to be involved in such

karmic matters, but this is at a higher level of that path of alchemy. For it is so that at the lower levels,

at the base of the cliff of the path of alchemy, one may still be motivated by karmic matters to gain

knowledge to supersede one's karma, but as one reaches higher states of self-awareness and higher

consciousness, one can inally see that all souls agree to participate with one another in the variousroles of life and thus the individual who creates karma may also understand that the victim has

chosen to experience karma.

This becomes a much higher concept; it is not a denial of karma, it is not a denial of one's

responsibility in this matter. Indeed one is even more responsible for one understands that one

chooses not to create karma in this manner anymore. But the higher states of the alchemical path are

the states of consciousness that lead one into Dharma, not karma. Dharma is the blank slate that one

can create and experience. One writes out the journey and is not there simply because the karmic

contract is one that one must address the issues and learn through karma. Is this clear?

RUDOLF STEINER WAS A CRYSTALLINE BEING FROM THE 9TH DIMENSION

QUESTIONER: Yes it is and I thank you very much, thank you. The last question comes from JC. He

writes, "There was a spiritual teacher in Germany during the irst quarter of the 20th century, Rudolf

Steiner, (1861 to 1925) who was very active publishing 50 books and giving 6000 lectures in

German, all of which were transcribed, printed and preserved by the Anthroposophical Society which

he founded. Most of them have been translated into English and are available to this day from

Amazon. He also founded the Waldorf School Movement and Biodynamic Farming. All of them have

become world-wide but none of them have become mainstream.

There is currently a devout follower of his, Judith Von Halle, a living stigmatic, lecturing and

publishing in Germany. Unfortunately all the channeled material that has come out since the

Harmonic Convergence in 1987 completely ignores all of this material and indeed directly

contradicts it regarding the evolution of the universe, earth, and man in the past, present, and future,

and the sources of evil in the World. I would appreciate it if you could shed some light on this

contradiction. Any comments you would care to make regarding Rudolf Steiner and Judith Von Halle

would also be appreciated. Thank you. Your comments please?

COSMIC AWARENESS: The irst comment that this Awareness would make is Rudolf Steiner was

German Swiss and not German. He was an enlightened being of the 9th dimension that had come

with deliberate focus to bring onto the world plane the information and knowledge that the 9th

dimensional collective wished to impart and introduce at that time. His was a very practical earth-


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19based way but very spiritually inclined, be it his teachings on education or on agriculture or simply

the workings of a harmonic society. He was an enlightened being from the beginning, one who would

be understood now to be a crystalline being who had come to bring these new thoughts and to plant

these thoughts as seeds.

These seeds have certainly taken hold and Steiner philosophies, schools and such are around the

world at this time. Even in the outback regions of Australia Steiner schools are present; they are

present in Africa, India, Russia, indeed even North America. The point of this matter is that his

thinking, his thoughts, and his philosophies have indeed become somewhat part of the mainstreameven if at a very small level or to a small degree. What the individual is referring to is simply other

understandings, thoughts, and diversions that have been added to the mix. It is not seen by this

Awareness that it has defused the Steiner material or blocked it or destroyed it. It has simply been

another series of misguided pathways that the Powers That Be have introduced to those spiritual

seekers to misdirect them, to lead them astray.

Ultimately the spiritual seeker must always question the path they are on. Recently it came to the

attention of the Interpreter and his wife that an event was being promoted that was said to have

recently occurred, an event of First Contact, and in this event it was claimed that an individual had

had First Contact. This individual is the individual known as David Wilcock who related his

experience of First Contact, how he had been himself irst contacted by the government and beeninvited to this event. He joined a very select group in a secret location hosted by government types

and surrounded by government agents who sealed off the area. Then a UFO approached, it landed,

and alien beings-blonde-haired and blue-eyed-came out and mingled with the collective audience.

They were all emotionally impressed and were beside themselves over this event. After a period of

time these aliens left, and the event was inished. The individual who shared this with the Interpreter

was most excited by this event and yet the Interpreter saw several laws. The fact that there were

government oficials was a clear indication this was a controlled event. The Ashtar Command is said

to have been those of the aliens that landed as well, and inally it was all top-secret, heavily

controlled and the aliens who came were those who could be understood to be hybrids.

The purpose of this story at this time, an event that only recently happened, was to help people

understand again the seriousness, in this time especially, of questioning all and everything. It did

turn out that this event was a hoax or so it has been claimed, but the point is that if one foregoes all

reasonable review of this matter, of asking questions, of being responsible, one can easily be misled

and misguided, especially in these times when there will be many false prophets, false events, false

experiences. When one has such, one must still ask the questions: What is this about? Who is behind

it? What is to be gained here?

In light of the question versus Steiner and those who have come forward to mislead, one needs still to

ask questions. Rudolf Steiner is proven to have been a man of great spiritual nature and his work has

been available for a score of years and has been put into effect. The others that have recently comeforward, many of them have tapped in to the desire of those who are spiritual seekers, those who are

Light Workers, to experience a shift in consciousness, but they are not being diligent, they are not

asking questions. Therefore, if they are misled, as those who have been through this aforementioned

First Contact event, they will go down a side passage.

It is absolutely crucial at this time to be even more diligent than ever before and not to simply throw

up one's arms and bow in salutation to these alien visitors, but to stand upright and ask them who

they are and what they want. This is the same following any group, any cult, or any organization that

professes to have the only truth, to be the way and the only way or to present materials in such a


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20manner that it indeed ridicules and abuses others who do not hold the same beliefs. This is an

extreme time of caution, of inding the truth and staying in one's integrity.

When one gives one's own powers away to a group, an individual, or an event, then one can easily be

misled and at this time this would be indeed crucial. One needs to be even more vigilant, more

responsible, and more mature in their seeking of the truth than ever before, for such are the times

now that the events are leading in many directions but also they are leading to the great epochal

change that is coming and one needs to be aligned in the manner of the direction that will take one

through these events and not be sidetracked by them. Is this clear?

QUESTIONER: Yes it is and very helpful, thank you for that information. Is there additional to it or

did you wish to do a closing message now?

COSMIC AWARENESS: This Awareness would say that the last answer is a closing message for today.

QUESTIONER: Very good. Thank you. It was an excellent session!

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The following is an excerpt from a personal reading from Cosmic Awareness. It must be

understood that each one of us, without exception, has had dark lifetimes, otherwise onewould not be close to Ascension at this time.

The Soul wishes to experience the full spectrum of darkest darkness to the Divine Light!

Comic Awareness: That as a reptilian warrior you took great pride and passion in being awarrior. It is seen that the mentality of those who are called the Klingons on that fictional seriesStar Trek is very close to the reptilian mentality, that pride and combat and being a good warrior.But the reptilians were much more brutal, much more violent in their expression of their bloodlust.

The Klingons could lose themselves in battle, but they were not those who would purposely

torture women and children at a later time, who would violently, savagely destroy in humansacrifice such victims. This was the evil dark nature of the reptilians that you experienced for thesake of experiencing such an evil dark life. But it too is also a reflection of the previous life to this,that this Awareness also mentioned, a life where you were again reptilian in the home empire. Atthis point this Awareness is prepared to speak of this life, if it is your desire to hear of it.

Questioner: Yes, please continue.

It is seen that you did come from a planet, it is not seen ultimately as your true origin, but it isseen that you did choose to incarnate and that you came to power through your own strengthsand abilities. That these beings were ones that favored the strong, the mighty, the clever.

That the reptilian mind is one that is extremely violent in nature and it is seen that this was a lifemany eons ago, before the reptilians themselves had advanced, before they became a star faringpeople. It is therefore a life before they developed their technologies to the degree that they couldleave their planets and take their culture and their way to the stars. It was indeed even before anOrion connection was established.

It is seen that you were that which could be considered an orphan in your life. In other words, youwere abandoned at an early age and were forced to fare for yourself. That in terms of that culture,that strong emphasis was put on the family order and origin. That it was not normally the way ofthings that the children were abandoned and this was considered a great disgrace, adishonorable way and that orphans were often not tolerated, that they were eliminated.


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22But that in the night you went throughout the villa and you slit the throats of all your family, thuscementing your loyalties to your God, Goddess and presenting yourself as one who would bewilling to do the most despicable deed in order to celebrate the dark side, the side that youcompletely and totally dedicated yourself to.

In the years that followed you were able to enter into service of the family that had overthrownand murdered your own family. That you entered the ranks of their military and became a high -ranking officer. That you had no problem in presenting a false background and it was never

suspected that you were one of the family members who had not been killed when the purge hadhappened many years previously. There was no history, there was no family to be traced down,for they too had disappeared and been slaughtered. That you could present yourself legitimatelyas the son of the family, knowing that you were safe from ever being discovered, for the familywho could have given you away if they had been taken and tortured no longer lived. This too wasone of the reasons why you were given the assignment to murder the family that raised you.

That you did rise up in power, as this Awareness said, becoming a very high and trusted officer inthe home guard of this controlling family. Indeed, you became the captain of the guard of thefamily that had overthrown your own family, and you were therefore privileged in being allowed topartake in the life and times of this family.

That you did not strike immediately, but that you bided your time and planned diligently the deathof those who had struck your family down. It was also a single personal act, and that you werethe one who therefore gulleted and slit the throat of the king, the man who had taken your uncle'splace. You then went on to kill his woman, his queen, wife and all of their children. You thenordered your troops to kill all others of their family, their extended family in a swift coup d'tat.

In this coup you put yourself in the seat of power and you declared yourself, revealed who youreally were, which gave legitimacy to your claim. You then became the most brutal overlord thatthe planet had ever seen, for none had ever dedicated themselves to the evil ones such as youhad, and you went on to purge the planet of many who you called enemies, many who wereinnocent.

But in your mind, for it is seen that you did in a sense lose your mind, many were seen asenemies to you, threats to you. It is seen that you did take a wife, you did have children, but it isseen that you even killed your own children, for such was your paranoia and fear that you wouldbe taken out, that they would rise up against you. That it is seen that you killed off several of yourown children who had become in your mind threats to you and it is seen that you personally didthis act.

It is seen also that you took a great pleasure in their suffering. You were never a man, or areptilian being, who would deliver a quick blow, a quick deathblow. It was always a lingeringdeath that you would deliver, for you did take a great satisfaction, almost a sexual satisfaction, in

the torturing of your victims and you so dedicated yourself to the fallen Lords, the satanic beingsthat you dedicated yourself to, that you felt it only right to torture and maim and sexually degradethose who you called your enemies.

There is an essence in this that is connected to the Aztecs of the planet Earth at a later time,when they also worshiped the same Lords, the same gods and they too were demanded that theytake much human life, much human sacrifice. It is the same energies, the same Lords whogoverned on this planet and demanded such as those who you served on your home planet. Youwere given a title, a title that to this day on that planet still holds terror. You were that which wouldbe known in earthly terms as "the impaler", "the destroyer", he who takes life with happiness andglee.


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23There is no direct translation in the human language, but in the reptilian tongue, the reptilianlanguage, this is a name that is not spoken, for to even say the name is to bring forth thehorrendous evil of that man.

It is seen that this individual did die a natural death, but that he was not able to let go of thisviolence and this energy until he had crossed over. It is even seen that he is still captive in anunderworld, if you would call it this, and that while this Awareness has spoken to you of thisbeing, It also suggests that while a part of you was of that being, this is not a part that you need

worry about any longer. But it is a part that dedicated itself in its many ways, shapes and forms,many incarnations to that which was the warrior element, that aspect that would seek to releasethe bloodlust.

This most powerful life in complete darkness, that which would be called evil, was meant to be foryou alw