Coming Home for Christmas by Jenny Hale Excerpt

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Chapter One

With an aggressive nudge, I moved a box down the hallwaywith my foot. e mortication that I had worked so hardto keep at bay was bubbling up, despite my attempt to squelch it.

As a kid, I can honestly say that I never pictured this in my visionof Allies life. Where, along the line, did I lose the busy job, the sup-

portive husband, and two kids? I didnt even have a cat. Dont all

single people have a cat?

You here? I heard my mother say when I dumped an armful

of hanging clothes onto my purple and white checked high school

bedspread. It had slightly yellowed with age.

Yeah. e front door swung shut, rattling the adjacent wall.

It had always rattled that wall. No one knew why; perhaps it was

because the whole house was the size of a deck of cards, and if we

blew just the right way, we could knock it down. It had been a good

house, thoughfull of happy memories.

I looked up from my unpacking to nd my mother and Megan,

my sister, lling my doorway as if they were sealing me inside. I took

in a deep breath and let it out slowly just to make sure that I could

still breathe.


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Megan pushed past Mom and plopped down onto my bed,

sending clothes to the oor. Wanna get a cup of coee?

I piled my hair up on top of my head with myngers. Truthfully,

a cup of coee did sound nice, but Id rather pout just a bit longer.

It had been eleven years since I had even contemplated moving back

home, and now, at the age of thirty-two, it was actually happening.

I let my hair loose and scratched my scalp.

Something about moving home as an adult made the space feel

even smaller than it had while growing up. I hoped that I wasnt im-

posing on Mom too much. Shed never tell me, though, if it were too

much for her. Shed just straighten the mass of shoes at the front door

or stay up a little later to nish the extra laundry so that I could have

a free washing machine when I needed it. ats how she is. Shed

endure anything for family because having us home, she always says,means more to her than all of the inconveniences. I love her for that.

Moving back was only temporary, until I could nd a jobI had

three applications out there, and was just waiting to hear back. Even

still, it took some getting used to.ankful as I was that shed oered to

have me, I didnt feel like an adult, living back with my mother. I felt as

if Id have to start handing her the keys to my car every night before bed.

Coee? Yes or no?

It sounds good, but I have some unpacking to do.

Oh, please. You have tons of time for that. What the heck else

are you going to do around here besides unpack? Mom still doesnt

even have cable, you know.

I do so! Mom piped up from the doorway. She slugged Me-

gans arm aectionately.

From that angle, Mom was standing just as she had so many

times when I was young, and a pang of nostalgia pinched my chest.


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Have you nished your homework?eres a boy at the door. Do

you want dinner? Dont be too late tonight; I need to know where you

are before I go to sleep. All of these moments ashed before me like

photos in aipbook. My mothers face was so much older now, so

weathered; her familiar smile making new creases where her smooth

skin used to be. In a way, it was good to be home. I was glad to see

her. I rolled my head around on my shoulders to release the tension.

Hey, Debbie Downer, lets go. Megan yanked me out the door,

past my mother, and into the hallway where we both stumbled over

yet another dozen or so boxes.

We squeezed ourselves into my sisters newest triumph, her

prized BMWan indication of the success shed had in real estate

over the years. I had told Megan many times how proud of her I

was for her accomplishments, and I was, truly, but it didnt stopthe inadequacy that I felt when I saw the tangible evidence of her

achievements.

Careful, she warned as I tugged on the door handle to shut my-

self in. I couldnt help an eye-rolldont think she caught it, though.

Two patrons entered through the shop door next to where we sat.

Cold air blew around my torso, and a chill crawled up to my shoul-

ders. I regretted taking omy coat and hanging it on the back of

my chair when we came in. e door swung closed, although no

circulating warmth seemed to return.

I have another idea for employment, Megan said from behind

her coee cup. She hesitated, because I had already told her I didnt

want any handouts. I had accepted one of her handouts when Id

taken the nanny job. Okay, her last oer had given me a wonderful


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job for eleven years, and a chance to use what Id learned in college,

but I wanted to get my own work this time; wed already talked about

it. Whatever she had to say, it didnt matter, because I was back out

there. I had things in the works.

Youre quiet, she said, breaking me from my thoughts. And

youre neverquiet.

Even though I wanted nothing to do with the idea of my sister

nding me another job, the suspense of not knowing was killing me.

I could at least hear her out. Tell me whatcha got, I oered.

Look at this, she pulled a rolled magazine excitedly from her

bag and slid it across the table.e main feature was a glossy picture

of the Ashford estate, an early twentieth century manor. eyre

one of my clients, and they need a house manager until it sells.

Megan tapped the photo.Intriguing. I took a drink of my coee, and it sent a shiver

through my limbs. It was really cold outside. Why would I be

good at that?

You are personable and organized; youd be a shoe-in! Megan

swung her legs from under the table and scooted her chair adjacent to

mine, like shed done when we were kids when she wanted to tell me a

secret. Shed always lean in as if the proximity would make our conver-

sation more signicant. Tufts of auburn curls bounced softly around

her face, and I suppressed the urge to scoop them up into a ponytail. I

think theyre willing to pay... well, she whispered dramatically.

And why should I consider this job over the others?

Because you could still apply for the other jobs, but youd make

a ton of money while youre waiting. And I know how you love his-

tory. is house is ancient.

So, what happened to their old house manager?


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He left. Lots of family drama, I hear, since heis the one who owns

the house. She uncapped her cinnamon lip-balm and dragged it across

her lips. Robert Marley, the heir to the houseirritatingly unfriendly

wants to sell the mansion. His familys all up in arms about it.

I peered at the magnicent structure on the page. e Ashford

estate was the stuof storybooks with its sprawling brick faade and

a staircase that looked like an enormous smile. It seemed way out

of my league.

I dont know, Megan. I dont want you to give me another job.

Even though I said the words, the idea was eating away at me.

Megan exhaled in that motherly way that always made me feel

very small. Her limbs were still, other than her nger nails drum-

ming the table.en, she stopped tapping abruptly and said, What

if I had nothing to do with it?What do you mean?

You could ip for it. Tails, you send in an application. No

harm done.

at was how Megan and I had decided everything growing

up. It started when my grandmother made up her mind that we

should collect coins. Every holiday, from the time I was four, Gram

would thrust new coins into our hands; some in velvet boxes, oth-

ers in cellophane. She wouldve been horried if shed found out

that each coin had been mercilessly torn from its package and n-

gered by both Megan and me as we determined who got the next

ipping coin.

Its how my sister had gotten the biggest bedroom when I was

nine and she was twelve, and how I had gotten to keep our sh,

Oscar, in my room in the sixth grade. Now, it seems that its how I

would be deciding between normal, everyday employment oppor-


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tunities or living in the clouds and applying to run a multimillion-

dollar mansion.

But I didnt want Megans help this time, or her ideas. She was

the rstborn. She was the successful one. She was on her own and

living nicely. I was... a gloried babysitter, living with my mother. It

sounded even worse spelled out in my head. It was time that I proved

myself, made something of my life.

I wont get involved, she pressed. Im just the messenger, she

said. When I shot a frosty glare toward her for even putting me in this

position, she shrugged in the why not gesture and nodded toward my

purse. I know you still carry it around for luck, she said with a smirk.

As if I hadnt been humiliated enough by my recent move home,

the fact that I did, indeed, have Grams coin in my purseonly

because I had no way of packing it, and it was easier just to zip it inmy wallet for the time beingmade my cheeks sting.

I blew air through my lips and pulled out my wallet, retrieving

the coin.

Gram had given it to me in 1983, four years after it was originally

minted. Shed actually given it to Megan, but I had taken a liking to

it and swore that I won every time I ipped it. Megan let me have it

because she didnt like the way Ms. Anthony glared at the edge of the

coin. It creeped her out, shed said. But I always wondered if she just

knew how much I wanted it, and thats why she really gave it to me.

Megan pulled in a sharp breath, her eyes as big as saucers. I dont

think she really believed that I had it, and I was too aggravated to

explain myself.

e thought of being able to work in such an historic and fan-

tastic home kept rolling around in my head. Even if it wasnt perma-

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"Management is great on a resume," Megan said.

I rested the silver Susan B. Anthony dollar coin on the top of

my thumb. Its surface felt as cold as the weather outside. e late

November air was just enough above freezing to cause the snow to

fall in wet droplets that clung to the window, sliding down it like

thin, transparent ribbons. Getting an interview for this would be

like winning the lottery.

With my free hand, I pushed a loose strand of hair behind my

ear, and suddenly, azzle of excitement swam through me. Tails

I apply for the job. I sent the coin into the air. It ipped over and

over before bouncing onto the paisley-patterned carpet. A depiction

of an eagle over the surface of the moon shone up at me. Tails.


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Chapter Two

Aman by the name of Gerard stood outside the Ashford estatein an all white coverall uniform. He looked like some sort ofpainter, but I thought he probably wasnt. Maybe the grounds keep-

er? Id never seen a grounds keeper, so how would I know? I followedhim inside the breadth of space that was the entranceway, and all of

the irritation I felt regarding my sisters help melted away.

e scent of lavender wafted around me as I took in the massive

foyer. Crystal and brass light xtures dripped down from the ceiling

like a frozen fountain. Underneath them, a table the size of a ship

anchored the open area, ave-foot bloom of wildowers erupting

from its center.

Id never been in a home that needed a sta to run it before.

Wouldnt it be weird to live in such a place, with strangers lurking around?

e wooden oors leading to the oce gleamed with a thick,

translucent wax. e shine was so vibrant that I couldnt tell if they

were wet or not, so I walked carefully just in case. How many people

had trodden down the hallway that I was walking at this moment?

When I reached the oce door it was open, so I walked in. Books,

new and old, lined the walls of the room from oor to ceiling. Two


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windows balanced the space and allowed a magnicent view of the

front lawn. Perched in the center sat an enormous claw-foot desk,

casting a lengthy shadow in my direction.

A man with dark hair and a strong jaw-line was on the other side

of the desk, his eyebrows pulled together in concentration, the oce

phone pressed against his ear. He looked up only long enough to

shoo me toward one of the chairs on the other side. I sat down and

pressed my hands down onto my lap before they started to tremble.

As he spoke or arguedI couldnt tellI tried not to stare at

him, but his looks were striking. He seemed like the kind of guy

who probably had never been through a fast food drive-thru or hit

old baseballs at Battleeld Park. He looked like the type who knew

the local jeweler by name and had private airlines on speed dial.

With all my mental strength, I pulled my eyes from him and lookedout the window.

Good morning, he said in a commanding voice as if he were

speaking to a crowd of people. Gerard, that will be all, he nearly

barked in Gerards direction. I glanced over at Gerard. He turned to

leave, seemingly unfazed by the man's sharp tone.

My gaze snapped back over to the man. He didnt seem much

older than me, but I could feel his years of life experience run laps

around mine. He stood and extended a hand in my direction. Rob-

ert Marley. You must be Megans sister.

Ugh. I have a name!Im Allison, I stuttered. Allie, actually. I

leaned over nearly on my tiptoes to reach across the massive desk be-

tween us and shook his hand. We were close enough that I caught his

scenta subtle mix of spice and laundry soap. I found myself hold-

ing his hand a little too long, not wanting to let go. He pulled his

hand from mine slowly, motioning for me to sit as he lowered him-


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self back down across from me, his eyes appraising. His gaze moved

around my face carefully, putting every nerve in my body on full alert.

If I could, Id like to just go over the requirements of this po-

sition. His head was down now, and he was ddling with some

paperwork. I was glad for that because when he looked at me, I felt

like my heart would beat right out of my chest.

Your job will be to manage the daily goings-on with the house

as well as with the sale of the houselawn maintenance, cleaning

crew, viewing appointments, and those responsibilities concerning

my grandmother, Pippa Marley.

I willed myself to pay attention to his words, but all I really

wanted to do was take in the sight of himthe starched collar of his

shirt, the tiny lines he created between his eyes when he was reading.

He looked up. I wasnt sure what to do, so I smiled.She lives in the east wing of the house, he continued. His eyes

met mine. We have stadevoted to her care, so you would manage

them as well.

ere was something about the way that he looked at me that

sent my stomach uttering. Id never been this nervous in my life.

Do you feel comfortable with that?

Um, yes. Fine.

Excellent. Can you start tomorrow?

Had I missed something? So, I have the job?

Yes.

No interview or anything? Had I looked so convincing, so in-

telligent, that he didnt even need to have more?

You areMegan Richelds sister, correct?

Yes.

en, no. No formal interview.


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While I love my sister more than anyone in the world, that an-

swer had made my skin crawl as if a thousand spiders had been

unleashed on it.

Hows tomorrow then?

I lled my lungs with air and let it out to steady my nerves. Fine.

He stood, and I could tell that he wanted me to follow. He was walk-

ing me out. ats it? Im about to make every decision regarding

this house for the foreseeable future, and thats all he has to say?

Ill give you an itinerary, and we can communicate via email.

It was as if he were watching for some sort of reaction, studying me

as I digested this information. I smiled up at him once more, unsure

of what exactly to do. I could see a hint of softness behind his eyes

despite his generally brisk demeanor.

You can use the computer in my oce. Ive arranged for the stato have the yellow room in the staquarters made up for you. You will

be able to come and go as you please. Just as I thought hed nished,

and wed emerged again into the entranceway, he cleared his throat

and added, And youll be organizing the family meeting this Christmas.

What the heck is that?I stopped and faced him. Family meet-

ing?

e house has been in the family for... a while. My sister Sloane

and my brother Kip want to visit once more before we sell. We al-

ways spend Christmas with Pippa anyway, so were having one last

meeting of our family at Ashford over the holiday.

Okay. Well, I suppose Ill see you then, I struggled for some-

thing interesting to say.

No, it will just be my siblings at the meeting. Sloane will have

her two children, Paul and Sammy, and then theres my younger

brother, Kip. ats it. Ill give you the specics later.


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So, youre not coming? He wasnt coming to his own familys

Christmas celebration? What a Scrooge!

He paused for a second, looking at me, evidence of contempla-

tion in his eyes. What washe thinking about? Cant get away from

the oce. LaGuardia is horrendous during the holidays anyway, so

Id rather not bother.

Okay.

He guided me to the large front door through which I had en-

tered only a few minutes earlier. In the moment of silence that fol-

lowed, Robert looked at me as if he were about to say something,

but he said nothing.

He inhaled sharply, and on an exhale of breath he said, Well,

thats that. When you come tomorrow, Gerard will have your keys

to the house, your sister can keep you abreast of any showings, andyour itinerary will be waiting in my oce. Gerard will show you

where to go.

You wont be here tomorrow? I heard myself say. Why did I

just ask that? Of course he wasnt going to be here. ats why hed

hired me!

A hint of amusement surfaced behind his eyes, and felt my legs

getting wobbly. Nope, he said, e house will be all yours.

I struggled again for anything else to add. See you soon? No.

Chat soon? Nope. anks? Not appropriate. Awkward

Miss Richeld, it was nice to meet you.

Likewise, I said, willing my tongue to get the word out in

spite of my dry mouth. I walked into the bitter cold of winter

as I stepped onto the enormous landing that preceded the grand

staircase. Bye. at was all I could get out before the door shut

behind me.

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