Foreword

You are a beautiful but an arrogant girl. You had it coming in your 17th birthday. Your parent leave you with only a piece of paper and tell you to move out of the city with only $50. Even you are annoyed with this situation, you try to adapt with new environment and your plebeian friends and of course with your new school too. And then you meet Chanyeol, plebeian guy but really handsome boy….

Description

Hello! It is my first story that I made. English isn’t my first language, so please ignore my grammar error or you can help me to correct it. Enjoy reading ^^

Chapter 1

“<you>you</you>, <you>you</you>, happy birthday our dearest daughter”

You smile, seeing your parents smiling at you brightly. Then you pushed by your mom. Your parents want to take a photo at your 17th birthday.

“Yak, there. Look at the camera. 1, 2, 3, say kimchi”

You really happy to spend your 17th birthday with your parents. But then suddenly you pushed by your parents to your apartment window then fall to the ground.

“Eomma, Appa. Why did you pushed me? You don’t want me anymore?” You cry while screaming at your mom and dad.

And then you hear your alarm clock ringing. Disturb your sleep.

“Aaah, jinjja! So noisy!” You wake up from you dream and throw your pillow to your alarm clock. The clock fall from it place and finally the noise has disappeared.

“Who you are to disturb my sleep, huh?” You say it to your broken clock. You stand up and walk to your table and found a letter there. You open the letter and read it.

Dear, <you>you</you>

Eomma and appa will go around the world

We left $100 bill for you. Use it wisely, okay?

For a while, stay in Gyeongju. You won’t die by starving. Because it’s the best birthday present from us. Bye-bye~~

P.S We’ve registered you to High School in Gyeongju

You flustered after reading the letter. Since you a child, you’ve been living in city and today you get the worst birthday present. You put the letter in your desk and walk to your window. You slide the curtain, open the window, breathe in, and scream “Shit! With only $100 you send away me?!!! Come back! How should I fix this mess aloneeee?!!!!!!”

After you scream out your feeling, someone open your apartment door and claimed that your apartment has been rented out to her. She wants you to out form your apartment in 15 minutes, and there you are, blank in front of a park near your former apartment, wearing your school uniform.

You walk around the park slowly with a limp, and you see a homeless sleeping in the bench park. You had a bad personalities, so you release your anger to him.

“Hey! How could you sleep longer than me?!! Wake up! You planned this with my parents, right?!! AAARRGGHHH!!!!” You talk with the homeless like a mad person. Then you realized that it is not lessen your anger. You decide to go to your school first. You think even if your parents pranking you, they wouldn’t dare to make a mess in your school. You take a bus and go to your school. Your jaw dropped when you see a banner written “Goodbye, <you>you</you>” in your school’s gate. Your anger rise up to maximum point and scream out “WHAT HARD FEELINGS YOU HAVE TO ME!!!”

You really sad that your parent really leave you alone. You walk away from school, and thinking what you should do next. After deep thinking, you didn’t have choices, you must go to Gyeongju. You can’t imagine how your live will change. From a city girl to a village. You still can’t accept the reality that you will be a village girl after 17 years live in a city. But you still decide to go to Gyeongju instead become a homeless person in Seoul. Maybe in Gyeongju you will find a better place to sleep instead in park’s bench.

You go to train station. Buy a ticket to Gyeongju. Before you leave Seoul, you ensure that your stuff will be deliver by someone to your new place in Gyeongju. You don’t enjoy the trip. Your mind full of bad thought, what will be happen in your new place. A place that definitely different from a city.

After four hours, you arrived at Gyeongju. You walk away from the station and open a letter from your parent. You read the address that will be your new home. As you walking while reading the address, you hear people around you talk about you.

“Hey, you that long hair girl? So beautiful!”

“Wow, her hair is dyed!”

“She definitely come from City! Her uniform is from expensive school, right?”

You can’t stand it anymore. You can’t let people judge you again.

“Hey, what’s wrong if my hair is brown dyed?! What business you have if I wear this clothes?!!”

You speed up your walk after you say that. But, instead of the number of people decreasing, it increasing. You walk and you find a girl that have a same style with you. She wear a sleeveless turtleneck with scarf in her neck and a shirt along the knee with a boots. She has a light brown hair. You think she’s same with you, came from a city. You smile to her and she reply your smile with smiling to you. You disappointed when you see her smile. Her smile is so plebeian smile. You say sorry to her that you’ve misidentified person.

You walk away and stop a taxi and give an address you have to the driver. After a while you get off and give a bill to the driver. You arrived at your new house. You jump off to your bed and try to call your parents. But the number isn’t active. You’re in a deep though. Your parents definitely will pick you up someday. But you never live alone and you a little scared to be alone in your home. You still relieved

that even your home is small, it isn’t bad. It didn’t remote place but really quiet in night. Suddenly your stomach growling and you remember that you didn’t eat since morning. You boil water and pour it to instant cup noodle. You eat it deliciously since that’s your breakfast, lunch, and dinner. After you eat it, you feel sleepy. Tired with all happened today. You lean your body in your bed and go to sleep.

- Next Morning –You go to your new school wearing your old uniform. You ask someone for direction to your school. You follow the direction and you arrived in the school gate. You see that the distance between the gate and the building is so far. You walk slowly to your school building with little annoyed because how long you’ll get the school’s office room. You close your eyes as you walking. It is really quiet, you think that class has been start so it explain why it is so quiet. Your eyes wandering around and you see a stair and grass that looked very comfortable to sleep on. You leaned your body to the grass and slowly you fall asleep.

“Ah, don’t approach me! Spare me, Parkssi”“Hey, You! Stop!”

You hear something that disturbed your sleep and suddenly you feel someone step your stomach. You’re fully awake now. And you’re angry because someone has disturb your sleep.“Yah! You step on my stomach, jerk! You dare to wake me up!!” you scream to the person that step you“Sorry, sorry. I didn’t intend to do that. Forgive me, please. It’s not my fault. It’s because they chase me” Your head follow the direction that he is pointing at. You try to calm down since there are 4 person that chase the boy who stepped your stomach.“Hey, who are you? You’re not belong this school, right?” You still wear your old uniform so it isn’t strange other people think that you’re not student in this school.“He is right! What do you want in here? Don’t intervene with our business!”You can’t stand to keep silent because of your bad personality. You talked to them“Tomorrow I’ll become student in here. Don’t be stingy because I borrow your school’s park to lie down a while. Honestly, I actually lazy to interfere with you. But you guys already disturb my sleep! Quick apologize to me!”You see that their face don’t change. They didn’t intend to ask for forgiveness from you. You feel more annoyed now“Oh? You underestimate me because your numbers are more? How sly. How old are you? Still like a children, huh?”You saw their face changing. Then they coming to you.“What an arrogant girl! Guys, let’s ripped her skirt”You didn’t though that they intend to rip your skirt. But fortunately, you can fight a little. You kick them one by one and you surprised by how weak they are. Only one kick from you and they hardly to fight you back. You mock them a little and they stand up again, ready to try to rip your skirt again. Then you hear someone shout at you.“Stop!” You turn your head to see who dare to shout at you. Your jaw dropped as you see a very tall boy with mushroom hair and held a kitten in his hand. You scanning the boy from head to toes because of his coolness. His black mushroom hair really suit him. His broad shoulder and long legs adding plus point for his handsome face. Besides that, his style is really make him more handsome. He qualifies as a city boy.

Minus hold a kitten. It didn’t suit with his appearance. You awake from your mind and pull the boy’s collar.“Yah! Your men are chasing someone and disturb my sleep! Quick make them apologize to me!”You release his collar and say “But, no problem if you want to apologize on their behalf then” You smirk as you finish. But the boy is smirking at you now. He cupped your chin with his right hand and pull your face closer to his face. The distance only 3 centimeter away and you’re blushing now. Then he leaned his face closer to you and you think he’s gonna to kiss you.“Are you really a girl? Pure girl?” He release his hand from you and you feel your feet weaker and then your butt meet the ground.“You make me feel uncomfortable” You feel like a stone hit your head as you hear that“You plebeian girl!” Dug! You feel like second stone hit your head. You, a girl from Seoul called plebeian?!!“Wait till your way of thinking become more mature. Then I’ll consider to apologize to you” The third stone hit you as you called childish. You can’t stand this plebeian guy again. You burst out your anger with kick him at his back. He fell down as you kick him. You heard his men called him with scared voice.“Parkssi!!”“Chanyeol!”You satisfied seeing he fell to the ground. And he stand up quickly and see you with anger. “Hold her!” As he say that you feel two men hold your hand tightly“Disappear from my sight in three second!” then you feel the two men take you away from this place“What?!!! YAAAHH!!!” you scream loudly to this boy called Park Chanyeol. Annoyed, you still shout to him as you going far from his.“Yah! Definitely you disturb my sleep and didn’t want to apologize to me! I’m new student here and this is your treatment to your guest, huh?!!”You notice that you’re now in school’s gate again. You’re really mad now because the distance between school gate and school building is really far. And now you must walk a long way again to reach the school building.“What… What is this…? Are you don’t know that your school’s gate is really far from class!!! I can walk till mad to reach class! I hate you!!” You scream like mad person in front of the gate. And there. In your 17th birthday, you decide to declare a war to Park Chanyeol.

Chapter 2“Okay, class dismissed”You close your books as your teacher dismissed the class. Now you already wear your new school uniform. You still can’t adapted with the accent here. Plebeian accent you called it. Because you are a transferred student, you become famous in school. In addition, you famous for your beautiful face and smart brain. Your classmates are really friendly to you, yet you still uncomfortable with them. Unfortunately, one of your classmate is Park Chanyeol. You wondering, why form many classes in this school you had same class with him. But then you think it’s not bad as it seems. You closer to your revenge target.You step out from class and go to science lab. Before you enter the lab, you look around, to ensure no one see you. You enter the lab and worked alone to make something with chemical ingredients. Yes, you make a small bomb to annoy Chanyeol. After you finished your work, you go to school’s yard. You planted your small bomb in ground that roughly often passed by Chanyeol. If Chanyeol stepped on it, and blam! It’ll explode. You can’t imagine how Chanyeol’s face will be turn out later. Finished planted your small bomb, you hide behind ambush. You hide quietly and wait for Chanyeol to appear. And suddenly you feel that someone watching behind you. You turn your head to see who is it and you see another handsome boy, and he stepped on your trap, and then “DUARR!!!” your small bomb explode. You scared that you’ll be discovered by him. You come to him to check his condition.“Oh, my. Why it suddenly exploding? It’s terrible. Are you okay?” You ask his condition and you see his face reddening now. You don’t know why his face reddening? Is it because the bomb? You hope he doesn’t know that actually you are the causes for the explosion.“Ah, I, I’m fine” You relieved that he didn’t suspicious. So, you think it is better to leave from here faster to lessen the suspicious.“Oh, thank God. It’s good if you’re okay. I’m must go now. Bye “You walk away to avoid him and then you hear he called you“Wa-wait. My name is Oh Sehun. May I know your name?”“I’m new transferred student. I am <you>you</you>. Nice to meet you. Bye”You quickly walk away and you hear someone’s giggling. “Who is that giggling?!! Come out!”You turn around to find someone that giggling at you. Then Chanyeol appear in front of you.“<you>you</you>, I don’t know that you this smart”You feel like your nose free from you face as you hear Chanyeol say that you’re smart.“You only can make that small bomb, only win in sound” Your nose came back your face and you get irritated with his words“What do you mean only win in sound, huh?! Do you even can make that?!”“I can easily make that. Your target is me, right? I’ll fulfil your wish then” You saw him take one of your small bomb and put it the ground as he say “Gunpowder, charcoal, sulfur, acid, and use of white phosphorus trigger” then he step the bomb but it didn’t explode.“Why?!!” You surprised that he actually know the ingredients your small bomb and it didn’t explode when he step on it.“As I not step on rope that be oiled by white phosphorus, then there wouldn’t be friction that could trigger an explosion” Chanyeol walk away from you and say “Another time, try to use nitro then, maybe it’ll work”“Hah? Wait Park Chanyeol! Don’t be a cocky! Just wait. I’ll make you bend your knees to me.”

“Ah, isn’t it a girl like you which don’t have a brain suitable with villager? Don’t pushed your self too hard.” You really get more irritated as he say this words to you. You saw him seeing you from head to toe and say “And, truthfully, that uniform really well-matched with your plebeian personal and it looked beautiful in your body.”You try to think all about what Chanyeol’s words. Beautiful = Villagers = Stupid = Give in. You don’t know it is a compliment or a tease. But one point, you can’t let Chanyeol win.“Yah! Park Chanyeol! You’re too underestimate <you>you</you> ! How if I win from you in any matter, you must claim your defeat and pay a heart wound compensation to me $10 for each matter. How? Let’s compete!”“Ah, you want money, huh? You are a poor girl, em?”You can’t counter Chanyeol’s words because he’s right, you’re poor. You only have $20 bill in your pocket now. “Okay, challenge accepted!” Your face turned bright as you hear Chanyeol’s answer. It means you can gain money from this competition.“Okay. Let’s meet in other occasion then! Bye.” You walk away from Chanyeol and start to think your strategy to win this competition. You can’t lose because of your pride and you really need money now.

Chapter 3“Pyramid and sphinx are…”Your mind wandering around as your teacher blabbering about Pyramid. You think various ways to win over Chanyeol. And you think Chanyeol know about your situation more than you think.“The tombs of Egyptian ancient, Pharaoh, is the greatest pyramid. Is there anyone know where is it? Let’s ask Park Chanyeol-ssi”You stop daydreaming as you hear your teacher wants Chanyeol to answer his question. Chanyeol’s mouth ready to answer and your pride don’t let it happen.“Sir! Let me answer that! The greatest pyramid is located in the west of Neil at Cairo. Khufu Pyramid was established around 2700 before century with 137,8 meters high and 146,6 meters in real high. The base of each side is 230,38 meters, and with 2,521 million square area. It expected made from 2,3 million large stones, with 6,848 million ton weight. Finished!”Your teacher amazed by the way you answer his question. You feel very satisfied with your teacher and your classmate reaction. You glance to Chanyeol to show him your victory and saw him smirk at you with ‘not bad’ face. You happy with your first win and suddenly you feel that someone stare at you intensely. You search who is staring at you and find a girl smile at you widely and you remember that she’s actually the girl that you met at the station a few days ago. You didn’t expect that you are in same class with her. As you saw her smile at you, can’t to not smile widely too to her. You try not to smile, hold it till the bells rang. You quickly get out from the class with your lunch and go to the school’s park.You feel relieved that you can be alone now. Not to try smile to anyone. You open your lunch, yes, you don’t have much money that your lunch is actually only one pudding. As you eat your pudding, you feel something hairy stroking in your thigh. You see a cat in your thigh. It is the cat that in Chanyeol’s shoulder when you first time meet him. It keep staring at your pudding. Then you started to talk to it.“What do you want? You want my pudding? Of course not. It is the only food I have, I can’t let you intensely to have it.”The cat started to claws at you. You winning loudly, hurt by its claw“Yah! You’re arbitrary like your master!!”You really annoyed by the cat because its behavior really same with its master, Chanyeol. You grab its neck then throw it. Then you hear someone’s voice.“Aw!”You look at the direction where the sound coming. And you see Chanyeol there, not far from your place. “Yah. You dare to throw my Sui?” You scared as you see Chanyeol coming to you. And you now know that Cat’s name is Sui from Chanyeol’s words.“Why you annoyed? I did it for good. It can’t eat carelessly, right?”Chanyeol come more close to you. You continue eating your pudding. Chanyeol’s eyes locked at you. You feel uncomfortable with his stare.“Why you staring at me? You fall in love to me? You say that you aren’t interested in me? Better you go away from me. Otherwise I’ll give you my bomb again”You startled as you finished your words, because Chanyeol suddenly hug you. Your pudding fell down to the school’s grass and you not blink your eyes, shocked at Chanyeol’s action.“Who say that I’m not interested at you? My feeling towards you…”Chanyeol’s stop talking and kiss your earlobe. Your face blushing with his doings. You try to keep calm and push Chanyeol but you failed.

“Yah! What are you doing?!!!”Chanyeol loosened his hug and let off you completely. His lips smirk at you now. You feel really annoyed.“I really curious about you”You still can’t say anything to reply Chanyeol and then he pats your head. You’re still blushing from before and now your face more red because of it.“Don’t think about me too much. I’m going now”Chanyeol hold Sui and walk away. Your mind still can’t think straight. What Chanyeol’s true intention to do that to you? You feel like you being hypnotized by him. Then you see your pudding’s jar. It’s empty now. You realized that your pudding was eaten by Sui. Chanyeol’s intention was to distract you, so that Sui can eat your pudding. You really angry that you had wasted your time to think about Chanyeol and now you lose your lunch. You start screaming at him before walk away too far from you.“Yah! Saekki ya!! Your sin to me had add up! Just wait and see! You bitch!”Chanyeol smirk at you and leave you. You stop screaming at him as you see someone behind the tree in front of you. It is the girl that smile at you at the class before! Your face suddenly change to anger to panic. You scare that she saw all that happened before. You decide to make her keep silent in anyway.

Chapter 4You panicked as someone actually see you and Chanyeol before, see you hugging with him. Well, actually Chanyeol hug you, not you. Now the girl stare at you blankly. You don’t know what actually on her mind. She look so innocent, but you can’t judge a book by its cover right? You decide to threaten her before she spread around rumor about you and Chanyeol.“Yah. Let me told you. Don’t spread what you see before! If not, you’ll pay it! Are you understand?!!”You half shouted at her, to make her scared so she won’t tell anyone. But then she is crying! You realize that you have meet a complex person. The type that you hate. “I don’t say that I’ll tell anyone about it. Hiks. Huaaaaa”She crying more loudly now. You don’t know what to do to calming her down. You really can’t stand this type of people. You just see her crying without doing anything. Then after a while you hear her cry starting to stop.“Can you stop crying now? I’m sorry I don’t intend to make you cry. Please stop. I just want to ask. What do you see before?”You ask her carefully, scared to make her crying again. “Actually, I look after Chanyeol for his best friend, Sehun. They’re friends since childhood. That’s why I…”“Oh, yeah. Nice. I’m going first”You don’t want to hear what will her say next. In one point you know that she like Sehun so she followed Chanyeol to approach Sehun. You don’t actually know who Sehun is, but the name is familiar with you. But you don’t care, you started walk away from her. But she grab your wrist, try to stop you for walking away.“<you>you</you>, your horoscope are Gemini right?”“Heee? Why do you know about that?” You stop walking because of her statement.“Of course! My guess is 90% right. I like researching about horoscope. The book say that today, Gemini will have difficult situation.”“So?” You put not interested face. Because you think meet with all this plebeian people is your difficult situation now. But you think that girl isn’t bad. She is make you interested with her. You think you can use her to get your revenge to Chanyeol. So you try to be kind to her.“What about tomorrow? Two day after? Will I get a good day then? Oh yeah, whatever. What’s your name?”“Kim Minji. Call me Minji.” She give you smile. Smile that you hate. But you give her back your smile to respect her.“Okay Minji. Nice to know you!”

“I’m home. Ah, crazy. Why I talking with myself?!” You just reached your home. You put your bag in your bed. You groan as your stomach make a weird sound.“I’m very hungry. How much money I have now?”You start to count your money. Only about $13 left.“$4,5 for eat, $12 for pay the rent, and in the end of month I must pay my school tuition $40. Oh God…”

You sighed. Don’t know what to do now. Your parents couldn’t be reached. They didn’t answer your call or call you.“Eomma, appa. What do you want to do to me? I barely can live normally now.”You stand beside your window and scream“APPA! SEND ME MONEEEYY!!!!”You though deeply. What your parents doing now. Where they are. Is there night or afternoon. You can’t close your eyes, can’t sleep. You can’t stop thinking about your parents and before you know morning has come. And your alarm ringing loudly. You annoyed because of that and hit the alarm abruptly.“I’ve been up! Don’t have to ringing loudly make my morning worse!”You go to washed up and prepare to go to school. You go out from your house. And try to call your parents again and it still disconnected. You can’t hide your disappointed face and go to school with hard sigh.In lunch time, you try to call your parents again and you still couldn’t reach them. You leaned at tree behind you and sighed. You didn’t know that actually Chanyeol have been observe you since you out of class. He saw you called your parent but it have been disconnected. He can’t stop to observe you silently. You now really annoyed about your parent. You give up to call them.“Ah, shit. You shouldn’t be back! What kind of parents are you!!!”You walk away from your place and find a bench. You sit at it. “God. I’m so hungry now. What should I eat, a cheapest food one. Where’s my lip balm?”You look your lip balm in your pocket and use it to your lip. “Ramyun? Half portion of bread for three meals?”After thinking about what you should eat and use your lip balm, you feel so sleepy because you didn’t sleep last night. You lie your head and started sleeping. Chanyeol still observe you and after he ensure that you already in deep sleep, he come to you and give you his jacket, to cover your body. He didn’t want you to be sick. After that he go back to class.“Yah. You’re so ugly. You don’t deserve have the same class with Chanyeol! Know your place, please!”You start to wake up because your surrounding start so noisy. You very annoyed because someone disturb your sleep. You can’t stand it and talk to the origin of the noise.“Yah, Sikkeureo! You stupid girls! Can you be quiet, please?! You’re so noisy! Equally plebeian! What are you fighting over till you disturb my sleep?!! What the heck…”You fully wake up now. You notice that there’s two group of girls fighting over something and you believe it’s not worth it.“You… <you>you</you>?”“Hem? What are you doing? You’re my classmate, right? Oh, my. Are you fighting about Chanyeol?! What is he doing that can make two classes fighting over him. How about cut him in to two part? Problem solved!”“Who are you, ugly?! You want Chanyeol too, huh? In your dream! Chanyeol wouldn’t like you! You must know your place!”Your eyes wide open as you hear the girl from another class say ugly to you. It is taboo word for you. When you busy with your mind because too shock with that ugly word, the groups’ fight more intensely bad. You can’t just silent to see all the ruckus here.

“You are ugly! We and <you>you</you> not ugly! Pay attention with your words! Have you seen your self in mirror?!! Don’t be act innocent!”“What?! Who is act innocent here?!!”“Hey, girls. Stop. Don’t fight again. Let’s talk about it slowly” you are trying to calm the situation.“Stupid! You shut up!” The girl that called you ugly try to slap you, but you are faster than her. You avoid her hand and she losing her balance and fell down to the ground. Your classmates look at you amazingly.“I’m <you>you</you>, not an ordinary person that can you face easily!”“Wow. <you>you</you>, you’re so cool! Since today we decide you’re our leader now!”You can’t not shocked hear that. You become a plebeian people leader. What’s worse than that you think. When you’re still can’t get what is actually happening you suddenly feel someone is hugging you now.“<you>you</you>, I’m really scared”“Minji? What are you doing here?!” You asked her and broke the hug.“I’m here to observing Chanyeol for Sehun…”“Oh, that Sehun. Ara, I understand.”Actually you can’t stand it anymore. In this place so many weird problem occurred. You startled as suddenly someone scream Chanyeol’s name. You turn your head, look at the window at the building behind you.“Chanyeol! There you are! What do you see??”“Omo, <you>you</you>! That’s Sehun!” You realized that actually Chanyeol have been seeing you all the time. He saw you fighting (?) with other girls because of him. You clench your fist and grinding your teeth. You’re really upset because of him. You feel you already lose to him. “Yah Park Chanyeol! You plebeian boy, bitch! There are people fighting because of you and you just watching there?!!”“Woah! You’re <you>you</you>, right?! I’m Sehun!!!”Chanyeol’s face change from amused to annoyed as Sehun talked to you. But you don’t know about that because you’re too angry right now. Beside, you really don’t know who Sehun is.“Are you remember? I’m Sehun. The boy that affected by explosion in front of you!”You try to remember him but your anger too overcome you. So you stop to remembering him.“Who are you?! I don’t know you! Disappear!”Sehun is too stupid when he like a girl. He though that you say sorry for forgetting him in other way. So he still happy about that.“Ah, not problem! I don’t take care over forgetfulness yourself to me”“Aaargh, jinjja! What does all this mean?! What purpose have you sent this guy to mess up the situation?! If you’re a man, come in. We fight one by one” You took your breath. You have scream with all your might. You saw Chanyeol smirked at you and then he jump off from the window to come to you. Then he talked to you.“Okay, one by one. Are you sure about that?”“Of course! Who fear?!”“All right. Then what are we waiting for?”Chanyeol quickly carry you on his shoulders and ran to a place far away from the crowds. You try to let go but it turns out he's much stronger than you. “Yah, let go off me!! Why did you bring me here?!!! I said one by one!”

Chanyeol didn’t let go of you. And you lose your patient then bite his hand. Chanyeol groaning because you bite him hard.“Yah… didn’t you say it one by one?”“Yes. And please be serious. I’m very serious now.”“Oh? Really? I’m very serious too” Chanyeol said that with amused face with smirk in his lips. He come close to you. His face now only a few centimeter from you. You back off a little and talk.“Shit. You didn’t seem like you are serious now.”“Hmm. From distance you look kind of a little cute. Never thought. But in see your face this close… Ck ck.”You startled hear Chanyeol’s word. Angry. But his words didn’t finished yet.“From far looked like beautiful girl. But after being approached it turns out like wall with weird color”“Whaaat?!!!! I’m wall with weird color?! You didn’t realize that you in distance looked like a Big God. But in seconds you like a giant monkey. But when face it directly, it isn’t both, you only like a big stone!”Chanyeol’s face turn out annoyed with what you say. You grinned. Happy. You win over him even just a little. But suddenly Chanyeol grab your shoulder and your back meet the wall behind you.“Good poem!”Chanyeol stare at your eyes deeply. He lean at you and smirked happily. You hate him but you don’t deny that he is really handsome. Your cheeks blushing right now.“Yah, Park Chanyeol. What are you laughing at right now?! Are you crazy?!”Chanyeol still hold your shoulder and never leave his stare at you. You can’t stand it because now you understand why many girls are over him. He is too handsome and irresistible. So you just try to get rid of his hand from your shoulder.“Ah, I’m lazy to fight with you. I’m going now. You stupid!”As his hand get off from your shoulder, your lip balm fell down from your pocket. Chanyeol’s eyes turn to see your lip balm and your hand try to pick it up but turned out Chanyeol’s hand try to pick it up too. So your hand meet with him. He hold your lip balm, snatched it from your hand.“Hey, that’s mine! What will you do to that?!”Chanyeol open the lid of your lip balm and he smear the lip balm to your lips with his hand. Your face become red and you can’t move your eyes from him. Too shocked with what Chanyeol’s doing to you. Your heart beating so fast. Chanyeol’s really handsome. You can’t denied that anymore. “Ah, you become beautiful”After Chanyeol said that, he cupped your cheeks, leaned in, and before you realize what happen, his lips has meet yours. Your eyes wide open, still can’t understand what really happen now. Your mind wants you to fight him but your body can’t do it. So you just keep remain in your position. Doing nothing. Then Chanyeol broke the kiss and place your head in his wide chest. Your face more red now.“Why? You didn’t sleep well last night? What happened?”You still can’t think straight. Chanyeol’s attitude really different from his usual. Chanyeol worried about you. Your heart beating faster. Chanyeol broke the hug and he smile at you, angelic smile, and then he left you alone without a word. And there you are, alone, with tangled mind and blushing cheeks.

Chapter 5 “Wha… what was that….”You still can’t understand what Chanyeol do to you. You saw Chanyeol walk away from you but you think Chanyeol hear what you say because his distance still not far from you. Then he turn his body. Walk back to you. He stand in front of you, stared at you. Then he reach your body with his arms. He hug you again. Your eyes wide opened and don’t know what to do.“I think you still don’t understand with what I say before. Sorry. So, what happened to you? <you>you</you>, don’t bear it with yourself.”Chanyeol said that word with soft tone and caress your hair gently with his left hand. His eyes make your heart beating so fast. You think Chanyeol do that to you because he really care about you and you have misunderstood about Chanyeol. You didn’t think that he was…“Your dark circles eyes is so ugly. I can’t bear it to not say that. You deserve it. Like a panda! I think I win this time”You very shocked. You let off Chanyeol’s hand from you abruptly and shouted, “You, saekkiya! Go to hell, you asshole”You turned your body, now your back faced Chanyeol. You really think that Chanyeol really care about you. But it’s totally wrong. Your rage to him increased now.“Hey, are you crying?”“Don’t kidding me! I don’t cry for the sake of suck people like you!”“Suck people? Me? Say it again…”“I’ll never tired say this. You are suck. Park Chanyeol is sucks. Really a suck giant, stupid giant!!!”You saw Chanyeol’s eyes and it showed that he is angry with your words. But you can’t take back your words. Because you think he really deserve it. “Well, usually I’m lazy to face a girl like you. But you really arrogant. Of course I should sacrifice something for one on one with you.”You confused. You don’t know what Chanyeol’s purposed with he was sacrifice something. When you still confused with Chanyeol’s word, you saw he wave his hand to you and started to walk away.“Well, girls are sweeter if they are have gentle attitude. Thank you for the kiss anyway!”“What?!! Who is sacrifice something now?!! Who is the victim now?!! Don’t act like an innocent one after take a chance! You bastard! Arrrrggghhh”You scream at Chanyeol and he laughed at you as the distance farther. You try to calm down and thinking. He stole your first kiss. You saw your lip balm in the ground and trample down it.“It is all because of you, stupid lip balm! Why you fell down from my pocket before, huh?!!!”You raging at your lip balm and its jar break and now the lip balm adhere in your sole. You more annoyed because you must clean your shoes now.“You bastard, Park Chanyeol…”You don’t know that actually someone see and hear what happened with you and Chanyeol before. You don’t know if a bigger disaster will soon approaching you.

“< you>you</you>, let’s go to school together!”You just got out the door of your house in the morning and there you see Minji, asked you to go to school with her.“Why you are come here?”

“According to the book, if today I go to school with my best friend, there will be a good thing happened!”“Ah? Jinjja? Impossible. And I’m not your best friend though”You really dindn’t think that you are Minji’s best friend. You don’t know what is in Minji mind now. And you saw your post box, there’s a letter in there. Letter from abroad. You didn’t think twice that letter was from your parents. You tore the envelope, removing the paper, and started to read it.

Dear, <you>you</you>How are you? Are you fine?

Eomma and Appa really fine here.Your school tuition should be paid in the end of the month.

You must think it yourself how to collect $40 for your school tuition.From your beloved Appa and Eomma

You angry as you finish read the letter. You squeeze the letter in your hand and raging around by screaming around. Minji scared with your action and try to calming down you. “What the hell is this?!!! You really like to torture your daughter like this?!! You are really mean!!!”People around you stared at you with weird look at you. They think that you going mad crazy in the morning.“What?! Why you staring at me like that?! I’m very angry now!! I can swallow you all!!!”“Hey, < you>you</you>. Calm down. Why you should swallow them up?”“If I can’t swallow them, I must swallow you then!!”When you still raging around and scream loudly, then Chanyeol appear in front of you and Minji.“Hey, what the heck are you make a fuss in the morning? It is a resident you know. Why you are so loudly”“What right you have to shut me up! And one thing! Why are you doing in front of my house?!!”Chanyeol pointed something with his index finger. He pointed to a big mansion that differ only three houses from your house. “That’s my house”You don’t buy all his words. You don’t believe that Chanyeol is fucking that rich to own a big mansion. Even you realize that he always wear Rolex to school, you think that it was an imitation.“Hey, you don’t think that you’re a prince, right? That house is so luxurious, don’t suitable with your appearance”Chanyeol’s face showed that he is annoyed with what you say. He want to reply you but someone shouted at your direction.“Hey! Chanyeol-ah! Why did you leave me? Your house maid said you leave early!”That was Sehun who shouted at you, Chanyeol precisely. Minji’s face turned happy that she can see Sehun this early.“Woah. That’s Sehun, < you>you</you>! The book was right!”You realize that Minji’s prevision was right. Before you can say something to Minji, Sehun suddenly grab your hand.“Woah! < you>you</you>! It’s really you?! Good morning! It turns out that you lived in this neighborhood too”Sehun greeted you happily. Minji’s face turned happier now as Sehun was closer now. She can’t say anything because she was too nervous. Sehun say that if you stay around here that make he more easy

to meet you. But you think it was easier if you didn’t have to meet him and other people from school. Sehun “Ah. You lived in this house? I hear that in night there sometimes a strange noise here”“What?! Do you mean a plebeian ghost?!!”You turned scared now as your mind think that there’s a plebeian ghost your house. But then you think what’s the different if it a plebeian or city ghost. Ghost was still ghost. “What is plebeian ghost, < you>you</you>? But you must be careful from now! But don’t worry! If anything happen, I’ll protect you! Don’t care if it is a plebeian ghost or not!Sehun said that with his pride. Chanyeol really annoyed with what his best friend said. You didn’t know why Chanyeol looked so annoyed, but you didn’t care. Chanyeol smirked at you now.“You are so grumpy. I think you’re more eerie that the ghost. Even your parents don’t want you again right?”You surprised with what Chanyeol said. But you realized that his eyes fix on something near your foot. Your letter from your parents.“Don’t search us for money problem. Your parents really malicious, huh?”You grab your letter fast to avoid other people to read your letter. Because Minji and Sehun turned to read your letter too. You didn’t want more people know your situation right now. You try to dodge what Chanyeol said but you think it was failed.“Yah, saekkiya! Don’t make any assumption! It’s not like it! You never go to school, huh?! Even Confucius said never scrape other people wounded heart and you still dare to read my letter!”“Huh? If you really feel hurt, so it’s right then? It is clear written that you must find a way to pay your school tuition yourself. < you>you</you>, are you really can do that?”Chanyeol’s voice sounds so annoying for you. Then he make a gesture like if you bend down on your knee he can help you with money. You really hate being despised by others like this. You turned around your body then walk away from Chanyeol. And you don’t forget to mock him.“Sorry! Don’t underestimate people! I’m, < you>you</you>, isn’t easy person like you think. I already falling down but you stepped it. You abject person! Instead that you conquered me, you actually a shit! Minji, let’s go“Chanyeol’s angry with your word. He didn’t like being called abject person by you. You don’t care. But for now he let you win. And he start to walk to go to school with Sehun.

In lunch time, you didn’t go to cafeteria, because you don’t have money and you lazy met with your classmate. You wandered around outside your school building, still angry with Chanyeol. Then you saw your classmates asking you if you see Sui, Chanyeol’s cat, around there. You annoyed as you hear “Chanyeol”. If you remember him, only anger in your mind. So you just ignored your classmates question and go inside. When you in front of a lab door, something stuck in your shoes. And that was Sui in your shoes.“Yah, you damn cat. Don’t stick around me! Should I sell you out? What kind of cat are you? Just go”You shooed the cat but it didn’t leave you. Chanyeol was observing you. He hide behind a wall near you. You didn’t know about that. You stare at Sui and decide to hold the cat and talked to it.“Sui… If your parents didn’t care again about you, what will you feel? Ah, enough. With your master’s power still exist, certainly a lot people who want to be your parents. However, you can’t understand my situation right now. Ah, I’m crazy. Why I talk with a cat like this.”

You sighed. Still didn’t understand why you trapped under this situation. Ignored by your own parents with no money. You startled as someone’s voice popped out.“Yah, Park Chanyeol! What are you doing here? I’ve been found out something interesting! Wanna join?”You turned your head and saw Chanyeol here. You feel annoyed why from all people in this school must he that hear what you said to Sui. “What are you doing?! You eavesdropped me, huh!! You low human!”“Stupid! It isn’t possible Sui understand what you say to it. No wonder you’re asking $10 for each your wounded heart.”You stared angrily to Chanyeol. You loosened your hand and Sui let off from your hand and go to CHanyeol’s foot now.“Hey, you, giant! I don’t ask for your help! Don’t sympathize with me. It is true that I don’t have money! But I can think to solve it by myself! I can get a part time job!”“Huh? A part time job? A spoiled city girl like you what work that you can do?”You realize that here, in small village, a chance to work really small and away from the crowds. But you can’t lose again to Chanyeol. So just can shouted at him.“Anyway, I won’t asked your help! You arrogant giant! Do you think that you’re a God that can do anything?! Go away!”As you finished your words, you realize something. You can acquired something from Chanyeol. You ashamed to ask for this, but you really need money now.“Ah, yeah. Yesterday, at history class, I win by a nose. So can I get my $5?”“Hey. Didn’t you said that you won’t asked for my help? Or I misheard it? I guess that you a very characteristic person”Your cheeks blushed. You really ashamed by yourself because you can’t deny that you still need the money from him.“Live and character are completely unrelated, you know!”You leaned your back to the door behind you. Sighed and close your eyes. And continued your talk.“Ah, okay. If you don’t want to give it, it’s okay. You stingy. I can asked Sehun for help. He surely will help me than you”.Before you opened your eyes again, your butt have meet with the floor. Chanyeol kicked the door that you leaned it. His face full of rage now. You put your hand to the floor to balance your position.“Yaaaaah. It’s hurt! What are you doing! Why you kicked the door?!! I was leaning in the door!”You stared at Chanyeol’s face. His face showed that he is very angry now. You scared but you don’t know what was make him mad. You didn’t think that your words before can make he mad like crazy. You tried to ask him why he is so mad but he turned his back and started to walk away from you.“Hey… You…” “It’s up to you what you want to do. Sui, let’s go”“Hey, Chanyeol, are you angry?”Chanyeol stopped and turned his head and smirked at you then tell you something as he walk again.“If by feeling, I’m lazy to face you. I’m mad because of you? Is it a right thing to do, huh? Begin to downsize”You have wasted your time to care about Chanyeol’s feeling. You raging again towards him.“Shit! It’s obvious that he is actually angry! But he dare to pretend that nothing’s happened?!! He is really fucking suck annoying!”

You didn’t want to care anymore about Chanyeol. When you started to care but then he became a bastard again. You stop thinking about him and started thinking how should you collect money, because it is more important now.

Chapter 6“Hourly wage is $0,6. Must be able to work 8 hours a day. What kind of part time is it!!You checked the pasteboard near your house after you doing your part time. It is night already. You must get two or more part time job to get a whole of money for pay your school tuition.“Today I only gain $3. Even if I reduce my school time, it isn’t enough to pay the tuition. How long I can get it…”You get depression because this money thing. You checked your phone. It is already 10 pm. You sigh. And started to walk to your house. You decide to continue it tomorrow. When you passed in front of Chanyeol’s house, you sighed breathily and kind of envied him. You walked again and you saw a shadow in your foot. Someone’s shadow. And you hear a dog barking and it make you get a goose bumps. You scared that maybe a country bumpkin ghost will appeared. “You’re home?”You shocked hear that and hit the person with your bag. You think that was a ghost.“KYAAAA!!!!!”“< you>you</you>, calm down, it is me, Sehun. Stop hitting me. It’s hurt.”You open your eyes and see Sehun rubbing his head. “Yah, Sehun! What are you doing here?”“I see you are working a part time job after school, I'm afraid you return benighted. So I planned to pick you up but I think I’m late but turns out I see you here”You feel relieved that it was not a ghost, but only Sehun. Then suddenly you hear your stomach growling. You put your hand to your stomach. You are hungry now and you feel embarrassed to Sehun because of your stomach sound.“Are you hungry? Let’s eat then. My treat!”You really happy to hear that offer from Sehun. You can eat a normal meal without spending your money. You immediately follow Sehun to get your free food. And you still don’t know that Chanyeol actually observing you from the window in his room. Seeing you go to somewhere with Sehun.

***You holding your stomach while walking to girls’ school’s toilet. You think that you eat too much last night so now your stomach is in pain. When you barely got the toilet, someone prevent you to go in. That was girls from a day before. Girls from another class.“What’s wrong? Are you have a problem with me?”“We want to check something”You crossed your arm and seeing them with astonished face“You aren’t going to seek a problem with me, right? Spill it. Don’t waste my time”“Well, you say that you Chanyeol, right? But someone see you and Chanyeol hug each other and then you kissed. Can you explain it?!”You gasped hear her accusation to you. You don’t prepare to deal with it. So you just try to deny it. Hope that will worked.

“Hey. What do you mean? I don’t hug and kiss him, okay?! Why you gossiped me with him! I’m not willing that! You don’t understand human language, huh?!”“Hey! Don’t think yourself is great because you come from Seoul! ““Why?! At least I’m better than you all! You are not have a character, uncultured, and forced someone to follow your order! You are all a real country bumpkin!!”“You dare to say “country bumpkin” to us? In front of us all?”Your jaw dropped as you stop talking. Behind the girls there are many students of your school, seeing and hearing what you say before. Your body feels like a jelly now. You surrounded by a bunch of students that angry to you. You turned more scared of them because they are starting glaring at you but feel annoyed too because the girls have been trapped you.“You came from a big city for nothing, huh? I hear you can’t pay your school tuition, right? Now you become a wild dogs, and still dare to fall in love to our Chanyeol and called us country bumpkin people? You really an arrogant girl!”“You, bitch! I don’t say anything! Why I must get this treatment from you all! You just win in people numbers!”“< you>you</you>!”You hear Minji called your name, but you don’t care. You are too angry to respond Minji. And you still talk without thinking what you say.“Without any evidence, you accused me. You bunch of bean head people. Didn’t have the analytical ability. If not country bumpkin then what?!!!”You gasped. Realized that your words have crossed the line. It make the students angrier to you. You don’t have any choices beside run. You start to run as fast as you can. The whole students chasing you behind. You can’t stop thinking why you must get this bad treatment as you run from them.“Everybody, stop now! Why you guys chasing her? I bet you have a good reason for this.”You stop running and there is Chanyeol in front of you. He keep his straight face as he talk.“I only give you one chance to explain”You confused. Why Chanyeol doing that. You think that Chanyeol still angry to you because of what happened yesterday. You can’t stop your character to accused people with your own judge and accused Chanyeol that he had something behind this all.“Hey you! Are you planning this all?!!”“Shut your mouth!” Chanyeol hit your shoulder lightly but it was enough to make your butt meet with the floor. You shocked with what Chanyeol doing to you. You see his eyes and you don’t like how he saw you now. He looks disgusted to you. Really make you unhappy. You can’t stop thinking why you must get all of this. Bullied by a bunch of bean head people. You want to cry but you can’t. You don’t want to lose to them.“< you>you</you>! Are you okay?”Sehun came to you and offered his hand to help you to stand. But Chanyeol stop that with his shout and threat everybody with his scary glare.“Don’t touch her! Everyone that touch her, it means you are against me! Are you understand?!”“Ah, Chanyeol! How if it is me? I’m your best friend, right? I still can touch < you>you</you>, right?” Sehun tried to convinced Chanyeol because he is like you, he didn’t want you to be alone, without everybody can’t come near to you because Chanyeol threat.“Especially, you! You are the most who shouldn’t be near her!”

Sehun gulped and feels sad. Because he can’t resist Chanyeol’s order. Now everyone started to go, walk away to the class or wherever you don’t care, leaving you, Chanyeol, Sehun, and Minji. Chanyeol stared at you a while then he turned his back to you. Then Sehun followed him and say sorry to you. Minji tried to approach you but you walk away from her. You’re alone now, being a outcasted in school. ***You go to your backyard school. Place where Chanyeol kissed you. Your mind full of restlessness because of many problem that you faced now. You’re alone so you can’t share your feeling even in fact you won’t tell anyone about it.“Everybody already pay school tuition, only me that haven’t paid it”You mumbled with yourself. You are thinking if there’s another choice how to solve it. Because if you dropped out, you don’t have anywhere to go. You closed your eyes and keep walking then when you opened it, you saw something in the wall. There was something written on it. “Angel? Who wrote it?”You read all the text that written on the wall. You started thinking, whether angels exist or not. Your mind still can’t think straight, so you try to pray. You close your eyes and placed your intertwined fingers in front of your chest and pray to get help from angel. You ask what you should do now to fix your problem. You keep ask in your heart but after ten minutes you give up. You think it was a stupid thing to do. You have a permanent marker in your hand now, and write “There’s no angel. And this can’t be erased”. You looked at your masterpiece and start laughing.“Hahahaha. Because soon I will expelled from school, might I get detention for this.”You walk to go back to your class but suddenly something approach you and make you shocked. Because you scared maybe someone see you write something on the wall. But it is only Sui, Chanyeol’s cat.“Hey! You dare to make me surprised, huh! Why you always disturbing me?! No pudding for you today!”You hold Sui, thinking that maybe you can eat it. But you hear someone called your name behind."< you>you</you>”You turned your head and see three boys trying to come near you. Their eyes showed that they’re superior and looked down to you. You don’t like it.“You are alone, right? Let’s play with us!”“Yah. My condition isn’t as bad as you think I must play with annoying person like you. Bikyeo!”You put Sui in the ground and you walk to go to your class, but that boys block your way. “Come on, don’t play hard to get”“You, go away! Dissappear from my sight now!”The two from the three grip your arm. You can’t move your body because their hold you strongly. “Don’t try to get away. It will make you more hurt.”“Let me go! If don’t, I’ll kick you till you die!!!!”You tried to let go from the boys who grip your arm but failed. The boy who talked to you at first try to threaten you now. “You bitch! You really arrogant, you know!! You must know your place now!”That boy hold your chin and make your face faced his face. He leaned his face closer to you. He tried to kiss you. But you succeed to kick his foot and he let out your chin and place his hand on his shinbone that you kick before. He is angry now. He hold your chin again and see you with eyes full of anger.“I think I said it before. Don’t play hard to get. Someone has seen you didn’t refuse when Chanyeol kissed you! And now you pretend that you are pure girl?! Who will believe it!”

You shocked. Why he know that you and Chanyeol have been kissing. You think it is absolutely Chanyeol that tell him. You become more hating Chanyeol now. You try to let go from the boys who grip your arm. “Let me go now!!” The grip on your arm loosened and when you try to walk, someone slap your cheek.PLAK!“Know your position a little, you slut!”Your legs feel weak and make you sitting in the ground. You feel your cheek burning. You touch your cheek with your hand. You shock that someone really had slap you. A lowly slap. The boys now leaving you. You want to cry now. You don’t know how bad the rumors to have a lowly slap. You become angrier to Chanyeol because you believe it is all because of him tell everybody that you and he have been kissed. Then you hear someone is whining and scream.“Please spare us, boss Park! We don’t intend to against your order!” “I don’t accept any reason. Now, apologize to her!”The three boys that disturbed and hurt you before suddenly appear in front of you. No, on the ground exactly. They have been hit and kicked by Chanyeol so they fall to the ground now. You turned your eyes from them to Chanyeol who appear behind them. You think it is the right time he appear now. You can directly repay him. You see Chanyeol give a sign to his friends to go and bring three rascals to another place. Then he bend his knees to have the same height with yours. He place his hand on your hand in your cheek. You see worried eyes from him. His eyes look so hurt to see your condition. “< you>you</you>, are you okay? What did they do to you? < you>you</you>?You keep his hand off from you abruptly. You feel annoyed with his care to you. “You don’t have to pretend care about me! What do you want?! You have let me fall to your trap, outcasted me, and try to send people to bully me!”You shouted at Chanyeol. You stared at Chanyeol and see his hurtful face because of you what you said to him. He hold your wrists. You gaped with what he do to you. He talk to you with his hurtful face now.“You… Really think like that?” “Yes…”“You say that you’re a tiger that fall in grassland then bitten by dog?”“Yes! And the dog is you!” You answer him with cracked voice.“If so….” Chanyeol wrapped his hand to you. Your head meet his chest now. “If you had bitten by dog, why you didn’t cry?”“Because I won’t showed my weakness in front of the dog that can bite me!”Chanyeol patted your head with his right hand gently. He caress your back his another hand. You still wary. You try not to give yourself to him easily. Then Chanyeol say something with gentle voice to you.“Only for now… How if you consider me as a human? I’m here. No one can touch or hurt you! Moreover, I’m not a person like you think. If you want to cry, then cry. But please, don’t think badly about me.”You bite his shoulder lightly. To show that you still don’t believe him. But his words make you confused. You don’t want to believe him but your heart say you must give a chance to him. You don’t know what you should do now. To believe him or not.

Chapter 7You feel Chanyeol gentleness from his way to caress your hair. You think that it is his way to cheer you up. You feel comfortable with the way he embrace you. But you didn’t let your guard down as you stop bite him.“Hey, <you>you</you>, are you crying now?” You broke the hug, let your self off from his embrace.“Don’t talk nonsense! Are you blind? Who is crying just because this stupid thing?!”You turned your back to Chanyeol and started to walk away from him. “Let me help you” You stopped as you hear Chanyeol talk something that you didn’t need.“I don’t need your pity!”“Who is pitied you!” Chanyeol grip your wrist and pull you to make your body closer to him “It’s not free. You just can think of it as a debt to me” he say it with his eyes straight to you. You let go his hand on your wrist roughly. You don’t buy what Chanyeol said to you, you think that he is only pretending want to helped you and planned something behind it.“You don’t have to pretend that you care about me! If it isn’t because of your “don’t touch me” words for them, they won’t do this to me! They won’t laugh at my misery and I won’t be alone now!”You shouted at Chanyeol and he gasped. He realized that half of this situation was his fault. But then Chanyeol turned back his head because he think that he heard someone murmured something about you. You turned your eyes from him to where his eyes staring at.“Wah, I don’t think it will be this fast! The principal quickly take care of her dismissal”“This time <you>you</you> won’t act arrogantly again! Let’s quickly paste it on school’s pasteboard! Hahaha”You looked at Chanyeol again with IfItIsNotBecauseOfYouItWouldNotHappened face. Then Chanyeol walk away to the students who bring your dismissal announcement paper direction. You stopped him with your kick.“I have said it. I don’t need your help!”Chanyeol’s face looked very annoyed with what you do to him. “You bitch! It is up to me with what I want to do!” Chanyeol shouted at you and walk away from you.You were a little surprised by Chanyeols’ behavior. Sometimes he really annoyed and make you angry but sometime he is like a normal human, have a care side for others. You don’t believe that he want to help you. However, you walked to school pasteboard and see the announcement.

“Because of <you>you</you> from class 2.1 be in arrears of school tuition, she expelled from Gyeongju High school. Principal.”

You sigh. You can’t denied it anymore. You are expelled from the school now. You turned your eyes to another announcement. It say that you were rank first in school for the latest trial exam. You are laughing to see that. You are rank first but you expelled from the school. You think that the school tried to mocking you now. And then you remember that you haven’t pay your rent house too. You can’t think anything again. You really confused what you should do now. You can’t go to school again and you don’t have a place to go back. You remember about your parents who don’t care about your situation now. You really want to cry but you feel you can’t cry.“You really don’t want me again? Eomma, appa.”Your self-thinking got distracted because you hear Minji and Sehun voice called you.“<you>you</you>!”

“What?” You replied them unwillingly. You see their worried face. You feel a little grateful that actually someone really care about you.“<you>you</you>, are you really got expelled from the school? The news has spread around the school! They said that you got expelled because you arrears of school tuition?” Sehun asked you worriedly.“That’s not right, right?” Minji followed after Sehun finished his words.You confused with them. The announcement paper has been pasted and they still doubt about the news. You answer them as your index finger pointing at the announcement.“From all students in this school only you two that don’t know about that?” You paused your talk a while then you put down your hand and crossed it on your chest. “That’s right. It is all because your Boss Park!”“You mean Chanyeol? That’s impossible! He is a kind person in real! He even picked up abandoned cat to be cared by himself.”“Are you mean that is Sui?” You wondered, that’s why when you ask Chanyeol what kind of Cat Sui is, he can’t answer it.“Eum, that’s right. From the first time I met Chanyeol, He like to go to a hill of flowers behind the school and he like to quietly muse there. In there, all kinds of flowers are blooming in all seasons. Very beautiful! One day, in summer, suddenly rains pouring down. In the hill full of lavenders, Chanyeol found Sui that abandoned by someone. Chanyeol picked Sui and bring it to his house. He said that Sui was a present from angel for him”“Lie~~ that bastard is impossible to say like that” You refuse to believe Sehun because it’s not so Chanyeol to talk a sweet beautiful word like that.“Hell, yes! When I heard he say that, I was shocked. Because it was really not so him”You stop talking for a moment and recall your memory when you saw something written in the wall in your backyard school. “Is angel even exist?” You think it was Chanyeol who wrote it.“So, <you>you</you>. Chanyeol isn’t a person like you think and certainly it wasn’t him who did this to you” Sehun still try to convinced you.“Hey, Sehun! Why are you so defending Chanyeol so much?” You chuckled because you think it’s funny that there’s someone who respect Chanyeol so much. But you try to believe Sehun’s words. “I understand. Moreover, I don’t say that definitely it is Chanyeol….” You stop your words because you hear a girl voice shouted your name. You turn your head to see who is shout at you. “<you>you</you>!!! Why are you still here, huh? Why? You don’t have any place to go?! What a pity~~ But, here’s not a place to accommodate poor people like you! Get lost!!”That was the girl that trapped you before. Chanyeol’s fans. You really tired to see her and her friends with all that happened before. Sehun and Minji tried to defend you, but you stop them.“Enough, Sehun, Minji. Thank you for your good intention for me.” You turned your gaze from Sehun to the girls who insult you. ”I don’t have any energy to deal with them anyway. You don’t have to remind me, I’ll go with myself”The girls looked at you with underestimate look and shook her hand, give a sign to you to go away. You quickly walk away from her, Sehun, and Minji. As you walk, go more far from them, you deep thinking. You don’t know where to go. You already pray to angel and angel haven’t answer your pray. And you realized that you already affected by Chanyeol about this angel thing. All have happened like this. You think angel really don’t want to hear your wish. And angel is never exist.

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“Eh? That <you>you</you> that come from Seoul, right?”“Yes! The girl that quite beautiful but fierce and a little slut”“Is she got expelled?”“She got expelled because she can’t pay her tuition! It’s very embarrassing! Is she really come from Seoul?!”“Girl like her should have been expelled from the first! She already damage our school reputation!”Minji and Sehun can’t say anything to the people who bad mouthing about you. They want to defend you but they don’t know what to say.“I even hear that she sell herself because she really need money”A girl say that with her confidence that what she say is the fact, although it is certainly a lie. Because Sehun really know you worked hard in your part time jobs.“SHUT YOUR MOUTH!”PRANG!!!!A sound of a broken glass appear. Everybody turned they head to know what happened. And there is Chanyeol. Hit the pasteboard’s glass with his bare hand and make the glass scattered. “Why are you so noisy?!” Chanyeol said that then he grab your expelled announcement with hand make the announcement paper crumpled. He stared at everyone with wrathful gaze. Sehun tried to approach him to make him calm down, but he stopped with Chanyeol’s next words.“Everyone who still dare to talk about this thing again, don’t expect to get out of the school gate safely” Chanyeol hold the announcement with his both hand and tear it to shreds it and let it fly. “This matter, just till up here. Don’t dare to talk about it again” Chanyeol threaten everyone with his scaring gaze and his deep voice. He ensure that he is really serious with his words. He turned his back and started to walk away, but he hear a girl talking to him, don’t accept Chanyeol’s order.“Wait, Chanyeol! Why?! I don’t understand! That day you clearly said that you hate <you>you</you>! Even you ordered us not to touch her! Why now you defending her!! I don’t understand! Actually you…”The girl stop talking as Chanyeol turned his head and give her cold scary stare and say “You, don’t interpret it like you want. Let me get this straight. She should just only be mine. No one can touch her! Are you understand?!!” Chanyeol turned his head and walked again. People that hear his statement gulped and just saw him walk away. Sehun can only shock with Chanyeol’s words. He can’t be near or close or touch you ever…

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Chanyeol is walking down to the familiar street. He is in his way to his home. Then he see Sui on the street corner. Chanyeol wondered why Sui is in there, because there was your house. He walking to Sui direction, and see Sui have tear your letter from your parents with it claws and see you hugged your legs. You put your head on your knee as you link your arm around your legs. There are your belongings around you and just with that he know that you got kicked out from your current house. Chanyeol pick Sui and hold it in his hand and observing you. You tilted your head a little you see Chanyeol’s figure stand behind you.“It is Chanyeol, right? Don’t come closer! I just had a fight, if you do not want to be hit by me, better go far away”Chanyeol didn’t go, but he come closer to you. He sit beside you with Sui in his shoulder.

“I just got kicked out by homeowners” You confessed to Chanyeol, and he was right before.“You are the one who grumpy anyway”“I’m not grumpy!”“So, now where will you go?”“I’m too embarrassing now, I think even the shrine won’t accept me”Chanyeol stop talking a while then he offered you something “What if you live in my place, then? Your problem about you got expelled from the school, you don’t have to worry about that. I have solved it. Now it only depend on you. Where will you going to sleep”“Hey, giant elf ear boy. I don’t understand. Actually, are you a friend or enemy?”“Both”You surprise by Chanyeol’s answer. You really don’t understand about him.“So what do you mean with helped me then?!!”“It’s your debt”You gasped and stop talking.“The better I am to you, you will owe me more”You don’t know his intention. “What kind of theory it is” you say that in your mind confusedly.

Chapter 8You sighed. You put your face in between your knee. Still don’t understand with Chanyeol intention. But, something suddenly across your mind. You think that you are an abandoned cat that picked up by Chanyeol now. Just like Sui. “Hey, Chanyeol. You’re smart right? Please help me think. Whether my mom and dad really hadn’t want me anymore? I am now really confused.” Chanyeol let Sui let off from his hand. Then Chanyeol put his hand in your head and make your head leaned in his shoulder now. You close your eyes and smell Chanyeol’s scent as you finished your words “I’ve run out of my mind”. You let make your self comfortable in Chanyeol’s embrace for a while. Because you know, you only have him now.

***“Young master, you’re home”Now you are in Chanyeol’s mansion. You entered his house. You welocomed by his maid and your eyes looking arround. Chanyeol’s house is really big and beautiful. You wondered if you really can stay in here.“From now, the ugly behind me will sleep in Yoora noona’s room”“Yes, young master”You don’t like how Chanyeol call you ugly but you can’t do anything. “My parents are going abroad now. There are only maid here. So you don’t need to hesitate”As you hear Chanyeol, you don’t hold back again. You see a television in living room then you grab the remote control, let your body meet the sofa then turn on the TV“Okay! Wow! I haven’t seen TV for a long time!”“Hey, you!”Chanyeol shout at you because you being sassy in his house. But you don’t care. You keep watching the TV and laughing hard. You watching a drama and you can’t stand the story because it’s too absurd. A dime novel stories. You heard Chanyeol’s sigh. But you still don’t care.“Please prepare the dinner” You heard Chanyeol’s ask the maid and still laughing because of the drama.“It had been 100 years the stories is still like this??! Hahahahaahaha”“You too. Already 300 years but your words still brash from the first”“Hey! What do you say before?!” You confused what Chanyeol said before because you barely hear him.“Nothing. Get up. I’ll show you your room”“Ah, you’re boring! Why you didn’t finish your talk!”Your arm grabbed by Chanyeol. He force you to get up from your seat.“So noisy. Take a shower and change your clothes! Don’t wear wet clothes too long. I don’t want to be responsible if you catch a cold”“Yeah, what can I do? We fight in bathroom. She spirt me with water” You let off your hand from Chanyeol, get your luggage. You follow Chanyeol’s direction. You see his back and say “Hey, are you worried about me?” Chanyeol stop his step and turn his head to see you.“Yes, I am worried. If you sick, I still must ‘raising’ you. It’s troublesome, you know?”“Ha?!”You want to protest, but Chanyeol grab your wrist and pull you bring you up to the stairs. You followed him then he stop in front of a room.

“This is my sister’s room. You can use it” You enter the room and gasped. It is a big room with dominance of white and pink. So feminine. There are a king size bed, big cupboard, a table with PC and a dressing table. This room have a balcony too. Too beautiful.“Ha? I use this luxury room?! Hey, if the rent is expensive, I can’t pay it!” “I know. Even if I do auction, I can’t get any” Chanyeol stop a while to take his breath then say “I won’t billed you. But instead, you must work for me!”“Work?! What kind of work?!” You swear that you see Chanyeol smirk at you evilly. “Be my man. My slave. My follower. Anything that means you’re under my control”“What?! That means ‘I lost’ then??!!”“That’s right” Chanyeol smile at you. He think that he is the winner now.“No! I better go!” You turned your body and start walk away to go outside the room. But you’re too furious so you don’t expect that the door is closed. Your head crashed in to the door.“Aaww!!!” You reflex squat with your hand in your head that crashed to the door. You wince in pain. Chanyeol go to you and squat beside you. He put his hand in your head, caressing your pained head.“Hey, if you want to go, why you still sitting in here? Let me see your head”You release your hand from your head to show Chanyeol your bruised head. Chanyeol observing your bruised and you hear his relieved sigh because your head not hurt badly.“You’d better think about it again. Are you want to sleep in park?”You starting to think hard about Chanyeol’s offer. If you go, you will sleep in park and being a homeless. It is not so you. But if you stay, you have to be patient with Chanyeol ridiculous behavior. And that is not so you too. You compare the two choices you have. You know that one option is better but your heart deny to accept it. But you don’t have any choice than…“Okay. I agree” you say it with regretful voice. You feel better to be humiliated than being a homeless. “Heol. So where’s your pride that you proud of? Congrats. Now you fall down to prairie again.” Chanyeol smirked at you.“Shut up! You mean! Pride and soul don’t have a relationship! Congrats to you too. Now you being a dog molesters again!”You turned your body and see the room. You sigh. You see a bed with white sheet and a big rabbit doll in it. “Hey, this room is really ‘sweet’. Too cute. It’s really your noona’s room?”“Eum. She schools abroad. You can use anything in this room. All important thing already taken by her.” You hear Chanyeol carefully. His sister have been abroad for a while. Then his parents is abroad too. That means he only lived by himself now, with maid for take care the house. But suddenly you think something. You can’t to stop to tease him.“Hey, Chanyeol. I don’t know why I think about this. You only lived by yourself and a maid. Perhaps… This room… Is the room where you hide your secret lover?” You grin at Chanyeol. He gasped with what you say. Then he try to keep calm and cool. Then he lean his head close to you and cup your chin with his hand. You feel your cheeks is burning now. You see Chanyeol smirk at you evilly. “Are you talking about yourself now?” You surprised with Chanyeol’s say. You don’t think that he will attack you back. You let off Chanyeol’s hand harshly from your chin.“Shut up” you shout at Chanyeol with your embarrassing face and show your back to Chanyeol. “Well, my room is across this room. If you need anything, just call me then.”

Chanyeol walk out from ‘your’ room and before he close the door, he reminding you that dinner time is soon. As the door closed, you walk to the cabinet in the room and opened it. You see many cute and sweet clothes there. With flower and lace everywhere. That is not your style. But you don’t have any choice because all your clothes are wet. You pick one the simplest dress. You close the cabinet and start walking to the bathroom. When you pass a desk, you see a picture frame there. You pick the frame to see it more clearly.In the picture you see a beautiful little girl in a lavender fields. You think it is Chanyeol’s sister childhood photo. Behind her you see two children. A girl and a boy. But it only show the back, not the face. You sure the boy is Chanyeol. But you don’t know who the girl is. You put back the frame and go to the bathroom. When you bath, you can’t stop thinking who the girl is. Because you think her appearance similar with you while you was a kid. You decide to stop thinking about that. You don’t want to make your day more confusing than this. You dry your hair with hair dryer. As you finish dry your hair, you throw yourself to the bed. You really happy because you haven’t sleep on comfortable bed. “<you>you</you> ?” You hear Chanyeol knocking the door and called you. You are lazy to face him so you decide to close your eyes and pretend to be asleep. “<you>you</you>? Have you showered yet? Let’s eat! I open the door” You hear the door open and Chanyeol enter your room.“Are you deaf? Let’s…” Chanyeol see that you were asleep. He try to wake you up by wiggle your hand. But you refuse to end your acting and hear Chanyeol say something. “Heol. This ugly when sleep turned quiet like this. Can make people misunderstand that you are an angel”Chanyeol stop a while and in your acting you shock that Chanyeol call you ‘angel’ “But when wake up, you really like a mad dragon. So grumpy” Chanyeol stop talking and stare deeply at you. You don’t know what Chanyeol really doing now. You only wish that Chanyeol quickly go away because you start tired to pretend to be asleep. You feel Chanyeol hand in your bruised head. And he gently caress it.“This is definitely hurt, right?”You feel Chanyeol hand off from your head. You think he is standing now. You relieved that maybe you can stop your acting soon because you can’t hold it anymore. But then you feel Chanyeol lips in yours. Then he back off and go out from your room. You quickly wake up and start thinking what actually happened before. Chanyeol kissed you. It make your heart beating fast and you think it is not your normal heart. You think maybe you forget to take your pills so that your heart can’t beating normally. And you spend the night with your heart beating fast and thinking about the kiss.

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Morning has come. You prepared yourself to go to school. You still can’t stop thinking about what happened last night. You go down the stairs and meet Chanyeol. You reflex avoid eye contact with him but you still greet him.“Mo, morning!”“Hey, respect me a little. Call me, boss”“Alright. Boss Park”You obey Chanyeol. You don’t see his face but you swear you can see his evil smirk at you

“Starting today, you must obey my command”“I know! You captious!” You annoyed because Chanyeol have being a jerk in the morning. But you can’t say it because you don’t want become a homeless. You followed Chanyeol, walking behind him to go to school.

***

“Chanyeol!”Chanyeol heard some girls called him. He stop his walk and see the girl grinning.“I’ve said it! After <you>you</you> gone, our school become quiet, peaceful, safe, and serene. You think like that, right, Chanyeol?”Chanyeol sigh and make a gesture with his thumb showing something in his back as he say “I don’t know. You can ask her directly”“Please. Don’t act like I already die” You show yourself and walking toward the girl. You stop and say “Sorry to break your happiness” You see the girls shocked face. You want to laugh to see that but you hold it.“<you>you</you>!!!! Why you come back?!!!!!!” The girls shouted surprisedly and then you see Sehun run to you.“<you>you</you>! You come!! Why? Didn’t you have... ” You want to answer him but Chanyeol cut it “I have solved her school tuition problem”“Really? Then, she lived in…”“My house” Chanyeol answer it coolly. You surprised with Chanyeol’s words because it can be translated other way. You see Sehun want to clear it but you see Sehun already blank. Can’t hear or say anything. You feel Chanyeol hand in your arm and start dragging you.“Let’s go! Be a professional, you slave” Chanyeol pull you and you panic because Sehun still blank.“Hey! You! See Sehun! Because you say non sense thing! How if other people misunderstand it?!”“It is up to them what will they think. I don’t care. It complies with what I want” You see Chanyeol smile at you. You don’t understand with what Chanyeol think. As you being dragged by him you thinking deeply. This this your weirdest year. You being abandoned by your parents and end in this place, meet with this bipolar person, and make your feeling become weird too.“Hey, Chanyeol. What’s wrong with you? Why you always help me?” You break the silence because you can’t hold your curiousness again “What do means by ‘you will owe me more’? Did I ever owe anything to you?”“Many” Chanyeol answered you “Room rent, school tuition, lobbying principal cost, compensation cost for attacking people…” Chanyeol list what you owe him and you open your mouth because you don’t know that Chanyeol is really tally. But then Chanyeol continue his talk.“Ah, don’t forget the cost for my eyesore eyes”“Hey!!!” You want to protest but you cut by Chanyeol next words “But I won’t count that”Your eyes got bigger as Chanyeol turn his body. His hands in your upper arms hold you tightly and look into your eyes. “Your biggest debt to me… Which make me impossible to let you go….” Chanyeol take a breath before continue his words “My feeling that over the years has been forgotten by you”You gasped with Chanyeol’s act and start to swallow what Chanyeol say. “Feeling? Over the years?”

Chanyeol let off his hand and you still can’t understand him. You don’t know what with his say and try to think what debt you owe to him. And it is about his feeling.

Chapter 9“I... I am not understand” You show your confused face to Chanyeol “What it means with ‘feeling that over the years has been forgotten by me’? Please explain it more clearly” You demanded to Chanyeol. He owe you an explanation.“More clearly?” Chanyeol smirk at you before continue his words “You stupid. Even I explain it or not, you will not understand!”“If you not explain it, how can I understand it!!” You shout at him “Come, quickly fucking explain it! You jerk!” You can’t hold your anger anymore, so you didn’t mind your languange anymore. Chanyeol surprised with your swearing. He staring at you. You feel not comfortable being stared by him.“What do you want?!! What do you see?!! What do you thinking now?!! I wouldn’t like last night!! Ah!” You gasped. You palmed your mouth. You slip your talk that you actually not asleep last night when Chanyeol kissed you.“Ah...” Chanyeol crossed his hand in his chest “So, you was not asleep last night? It explained why your body so stiff” Chanyeol giving you his evil smirk. You feel annoyed because indeed he was know that you didn’t asleep last night. “Okay, okay! I admit it! I’m not sleeping last night! So why?! What is the purpose of your action?!! Explain it!!” You raging over him. So many things that you don’t understand but Chanyeol won’t explain it to you.“Just because. You think it yourself with your pinhead. So, later you will understand what your debt to me is” Then Chanyeol go away from you, don’t care with your swearing to him. Then you feel tired so you stop screaming at him.You start thinking what your debt to Chanyeol is. What the correlation between his kiss to you and your debt. And his treatment to you when you first meet him and now is really different. When he comfort you it is different too. And you still don’t understand with ‘feeling that over the years has been forgotten by me’ means. You really really not understand it.

***“Boss Park, where’s your new slave?”“Ah, is she disappear?” Chanyeol is reading something in his class and his men ask him about your presence. Then Chanyeol close his book and answer them calmly.“Her mind isn’t straight now and maybe she struggling to find her way out”“Hey, Chanyeol. What is your real relationship with <you>you</you>? Why your treatment to her is really different from the first you meet her?” Another Chanyeol’s friend asked him.“Do you think?” As Chanyeol want to answer it one of the student called him.“Chanyeol! The principal is looking for you”Then Chanyeol wake up from his chair and grumble “That hag. He certainly would ask money” then he go out from the class

***You are going down the stairs in your school building now. You walking as you thinking about Chanyeol treatment to you. If you count it, he often acting strange to you. But you still don’t understand about

‘feeling that over the years’. Then stop a while in one rung, you think if it is about his feeling you and him already doing…“Aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!”You screaming. Someone has push you from the back. You try to open your eyes and see Chanyeol at the end of the stair.“<you>you</you>!” Then Chanyeol catch you. You and Chanyeol on the floor now, with you above him. Chanyeol try to sit with still holding you and ask your condition worriedly “<you>you</you>? Are you okay?”“Boss! There they are!!” One of Chanyeol’s men try to chase the person that pushed you and Chanyeol clarify his order “Chase them!”“Okay! They already arrived on the 3rd floor! You chase them from the other direction!” Chanyeol’s friend divided the task with the other. And they started to chase the suspect.“Aw….” You grimacing in pain.“<you>you</you>?” Chanyeol ask you“My foot sprained” You feel that you treated unfairly. You don’t do anything but you get treated like this. You try not to cry but your tears betray you. It dropped from your eyes.“Hey, <you>you</you>? It’s very hurt? Ah, you already crying….”You don’t want to cry in front of Chanyeol so you try to stop your cry. But it make your eyes redder. “Stupid” Chanyeol place his chin on your head and hug you. Your head on his chest now “If you want to cry, just cry. Don’t hold it back. Still pretending strong. Didn’t change at all from before”“Eh? What…?” You feel a little guilty because you always make him worried at you. But you not understand with what he say before. Then you show him your confused face.“Enough. I’m not surprised if you not understand” He bend down and show you his back “Let me piggyback you” He offered you to piggyback you. But you don’t want it. Because you can’t stand the embarrassment if you doing that. So you reject it with your shitty attitude.“Stop trying to harm people. I don’t want to be throw from the top of the school building later!”“You captious! If so, you stand up with yourself. Come quickly!”You give up. Your hand reach Chanyeol’s shoulder then you wrapped around his neck. Your foot in his waist then he hold your foot and stand up.“Why you are so light? Actually you eat or not?”“I’m eat!”You answer him. You feel Chanyeol scent from his neck. You feel comfortable. You think that before someone has piggyback you like this. This warm feeling and scent like this. You have feeling it before but you don’t remember when and who. So you just start insulting Chanyeol now.“Hey, giant elf! Certainly there is many girl that want to be piggybacking like this by you, right?”“Ha? What do you mean? I never think that a monkey want to be piggybacking by me.”You annoyed. Chanyeol think that he is piggybacking a monkey now. That means you are monkey.“Hey! Chanyeol!” you want to protest but he just laughing at you. You feel your heart beating fast to hear his laugh. You scared your heart beating will be found by his. You want to get off but you have a little feeling not wanting to be apart with him now. Then suddenly Chanyeol’s men call him.“Boss! After a long chase, they finally caught!”“Ah, give them a proper punishment. So they won’t bother <you>you</you> again”

You gulped hearing what Chanyeol said to his friends. You don’t know what kind of punishment it is. Then you feel that many student staring at you and Chanyeol. You think they are thinking something ridiculous about you and Chanyeol. You hear Chanyeol’s sigh before he talking.“Don’t carelessly guess again! Other times, anyone who dares to touch my fiancé… I will never forgive it!”You hear other students start talking about Chanyeol’s statement. You too, surprised by the lies which Chanyeol’s made. “Hey, your excuse is too looks like a lie. Who will believe it?” You whispering to Chanyeol’s right ear. He still walking pass the students.“I’m not joking about that”You more surprised now. What he means that he not joking about that fiancé thing.

***“Hey! In fact, what was that supposed to mean? Joking like that isn’t funny you know?”You are now on bed in your room, in Chanyeol’s house off course. You have change your school uniform to a comfortable clothes. Your sprained foot has been treated. You keep demanding an explanation from Chanyeol.“I don’t have time to joking with you. Get a rest! If not, don’t wish you can walk properly again. If you need something, just call me”Chanyeol go out from your room. Before he fully closed the door you shout at him “Hei! You still haven’t answer my question!”“You think it with yourself!” Then Chanyeol close the door and you screaming now.“Aaaah! Wait! Said it clearly you jeeerrrkk!!! You meanie bastaaarrdd!!!!!!!”You are panting now. You take your breath in and out. You feel like you are crazy now. You can’t think anything. You think Chanyeol is really mean. He don’t want give you an explanation. What he means with ‘feeling that over the years’ and now added by that fiancé thing. It is too weird.You put your head on the pillow. You look outside the window, starring the star in the sky. You wonderin what if Chanyeol is really serious about what he say all this time. But if he is only joking, he may not treated you this good. You feel your head aching now because too much thinking. “Ah! I give up! I’ll directly ask him!”You wake up from your bed. But then you remember that your foot is hurt. You grimace a little but you not give up. You walk to Chanyeol’s room with only one foot. You’ve reached his room now. You knock the door but he isn’t answer it. You try to open the door and it opened, it isn’t locked.“Chanyeol?”You call him before you entering Chanyeol’s room. When you inside his room, you see that Chanyeol actually sleeping now. You gasped because he is too handsome while he sleep. You come near him and staring at him. He sleep with his book opened. You think maybe he asleep while he reading his books. He has long eyelashes and angelic face. Now you understand why the girls in your school fighting over him.Your eyes catch something shining because the sun light from the desk near the window. You know that was a photo frame. You approach it to look at it closer.“Well, well. Is it his girlfriend pictures? Displayed so much. Let me peek it~”You grab one of the picture and you gasp. It is your picture with Chanyeol while you was a kid. You look to another picture and there is your parents in it too. You can’t believe with what you see. This pictures tell you that you and Chanyeol are childhood friend. But you don’t remember anything about it.

Chapter 10You staring at the pictures. You try to remember what kind of occasion you have with Chanyeol in that pictures. You still not accept the fact that you knew Chanyeol before.“Finally you realized”You surprised with Chanyeol suddenly statementYo. You drop the picture that you holding on to the floor. You turn your body to face Chanyeol. You show him your confused face.“You still not understand?” Chanyeol wake up and sit on the edge of his bed“This… What this is mean…” You stuttering. Still can’t swallow the new fact you get “Please tell me”Chanyeol sigh. Then he stand up and go to you. He stand in front of you now. He is smiling but his eyes tell you that he is hurt “So, you really forgotten the whole that happened 10 years ago?”“What happened 10 years ago? Quick spill it!” You ask Chanyeol. Still not understand with this whole situation. Chanyeol take something in his desk before he talk. That was a photo album you think.“10 years ago, we are neighbor. Because we are in same age, we always play together” Chanyeol grab your arm and asked you to sit with him in his bed. Then he continue his talk as he show you his photo album.“The flower field in that picture is the place we always visit. But back then, I really hate you. You arrogant, abusive, your character is so evil” You feel like a lot of knife stab you as Chanyeol describe you. You didn’t think that he think you like that. But you still hear carefully his story.“Even we just a neighbor, all my happiness always will be yours in the end. But you always give a face that you actually deserve that. That really make me mad at you. But you always talk as if you were innocent. And when I mad at you, you say that you will pay me back when you turned 17 th with become my bride. Of course I don’t want to married with you in that time. I really hate you. But your parent took serious with your say. While me, when I see your face make my hate to you increasing and look for opportunities to get revenge to you. And someday I set a trap, so that you fall out from the tree. That make your foot hurt, same like with your condition today, you sprained your ankle. Seeing you hold your pain but you didn’t let your tears out, it made me regret with what I do to you. When I piggyback you, I know you were suffered a leg fractures. But you still didn’t cry. Along the way you try to keep calm me and Yoora noona down. And since then, I always avoid to meet with you. Not too long, you and your family moved. Before you go, when your eyes turned to me, I could never forget even to this second. During the time, I keep feeling sorry and awkward to you. Then, to this day, until your parents organize all of this, I understand my feelings. My feelings for you....”You cut Chanyeol’s words. Now you know what the reason behind his treatment to you.“So…It explained your all attitude toward me. That is you and my parents conspired. You want to get revenge at me, right?”“Revenge?” You see Chanyeol’s surprised face, but you don’t believe that. You are too angry now.“So what was that! From the first, you already know, it was my parents plan! Not contacted and abandoned by my parents, all the things happened to me. It turns out you and my parents planned everything. Just only because you think I owe you, right?!!”Chanyeol paused a while when you finish your statement. Then he answer you with a weak voice.“No… I didn’t know it from the first. Are you really think that I only want to revenge you? If I say ‘no’? Can you believe me?” You feel your body shaken to hear that. You can’t answer that. Then Chanyeol continue his talk.“Can you believe me if I do all the things to protect you till I run out my mind? Only because I really like you…” Chanyeol grab your wrist, you avoid his gaze. You still don’t believe him.

“I bullied you, make you angry, and try to get close to you, all is done to protect you! Are you believe that? Can you believe me?”You abruptly let off Chanyeol’s hand from you. You still can’t think straight now. Too many information you get today. So you can only angry to him.“Don’t talk anymore! I don’t want to hear again! Let me think calmly!”Then you turn your back and go out from Chanyeol’s room. Chanyeol can only see you go from his room with disbelieve face.

***You don’t realize that morning has come. You think all night about what actually happened to you. But you still can’t get the answer. You wake up from your bed and walk to the bathroom. You wash your face and brush your teeth and see your reflection in the mirror. There is a dark circles in your eyes. You not surprise because you don’t get any sleep. After that, you wear your school uniform. Then you hear someone knocked at your door and you hear Chanyeol’s voice after that.“<you>you</you>? Are you wake up yet? Remember to have your breakfast before you go. I go first.”You go to open the door and show him yourself.“You? What’s wrong? Are you not sleeping again?” Chanyeol asked you worriedly. You sigh and answer him.“Everything is so complicated! How can I sleep?!”“Now, I ask you. What is the result from your thinking? Nothing right?” Chanyeol ask you with disparagingly. You get annoyed from that.“Hey! Your attitude is really annoying! Indeed this is all because someone!”“Hhh. Why are you thinking so hard? Whereas it is not important at all.”“Don’t talk calmly and play down like that! If you are me, how will you feel, huh?! Your parents dumped you to this foreign place and didn’t care with your life! I was left alone in here without anyone help! The even didn’t want to meet me! I don’t have house, get bullied and gullible. They even not ask me I want it or not?!!!” You shouted at him. You let your anger out to Chanyeol as all that happened to you is his fault.“<you>you</you>! Calm down!” Chanyeol try to calming you down but you don’t care.“If it already happenen like this, what should I do?!!”Chanyeol’s right hand hold your left wrist and his other hand grab your shoulder. He try to hug you. You reject it at first but you are too weak if compared by his strength. So you just let your face meet his chest with his hand wrapped your body and his chin in your head. He talk with softone, try to convince you to calm down.“I know you are really suffered… You don’t deserve all of this. But, please… Calm down… I’ll always be there for you” Then Chanyeol kissed your forehead and broke the hug “Don’t think too hard. I’ll go to school first” You see Chanyeol go. You don’t understand why Chanyeol treat you softly. You don’t know how to ensure what all happened to you with Chanyeol is real or not. And you don’t know how to ensure your feeling to Chanyeol too.

***Chanyeol is in his class now. He is in deep thinking now. He is worried about you. He think that you want to cry in that morning but you just hold it up. Then he hear Sehun call him.

“Chanyeol! Where’s <you>you</you>? Why she is unseen here?” Sehun look around but there’s no you whereas you are in the same class with Chanyeol. “Or is she doesn’t attend the school? Is she sick?” Sehun ask Chanyeol why you are not in the school.“I don’t know. Maybe she won’t go to school anymore” Chanyeol answer Sehun blindly because he is not in his good mood.“Why? Hey! Are you two having a fight now?” Sehun ask Chanyeol happily, he think he will have a chance.“Hey, Oh Sehun, better you don’t talk anymore!”Chanyeol stop his talk because he feel his phone vibrating. He check his phone and there is a text from you.“Chanyeol, sorry. I decide to go to calm me down. <you>you</you>”After Chanyeol read your text he show it to Sehun with his worried face.“What?! <you>you</you> go?! Are you sure?! Maybe she only want to go strolling? She is don’t have money. Where would she go?!” Sehun got panic as he read your text too.“Shit. Hey! Disperse now to search <you>you</you>!!” Chanyeol ask his men to search you. And he suggest Sehun to go with him to train station. Then he and Sehun run as fast as they can because they sure you don’t have money you won’t go too far from here.

***You are riding a bus now. You have read something before. It say “when your feelings are upset, take the bus to a foreign place ... Maybe with that you will feeling better then”. And you stupidly follow that advice. You read a map now because you don’t know this area.“Miss, it is the last stop” The bus driver told you and you wake up from your seat, pay the bill and get off from the bus.You are in the some mountain you don’t know the name. But the scenery is very beautiful. You check your wallet and you only have $0,23 now. But without realized it your wallet suddenly disappear. Someone has took your wallet from your hand at the blink of eye. You screaming and trying to chase him.“HEEEEYY!!! MY WALLET!!!! YOU SHIT! GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!! THERE’S NOTHING IN THERE!!!!!”You give up to chase the pickpocket. You stop running and don’t know where you are. Then suddenly rain start pouring down.“Oh yes~ It is raining hard now. Shit! I just want to calm me down and ends with me to explore the way home on foot. Fortunately I have a map”You start walking to go home. You think you have embarrassed yourself. But, at least you have find, even only a blink of eye, you have have a room and time for thinking about a complicated feeling between you and Chanyeol.

Chapter 11You are walking on your way to home. You are wet, drenched from the rain. Until this second, even if you want ensure your feeling, you still can’t thinking anything. You see your map and follow the direction on that. Then you know that you already reach the foothills, it means it’s not too far from the station. It’s dark and cold. “In the end… I was just down walk the mountain. In fact, for what I came here, anyway?”You feel really stupid because you have wasting your money for nothing. You fasten your step because you want to get home quickly because you don’t want to die in coldness.

***“Chanyeol. It’s already 11 pm. Where is <you>you</you> going? Perhaps… Is she get lost?” Sehun tell Chanyeol that he didn’t found you. Chanyeol sigh and check his watch.“Shit! I can’t find her too! And now it is late already!”“Chanyeol. Let’s search her again tomorrow. If you got a news, just call me. I’m going home”Chanyeol stand in front of his house as he see Sehun go. You finally reached Chanyeol house. You see Chanyeol’s face and he is really worried. You see Chanyeol going in his house. You walking to his house and enter the yard. You don’t get in his house. You decide to hide in behind the plants in Chanyeol’s yard and sleep there. You still not wanting to meet Chanyeol. Because of fatigue due to walking, your consciousness began to disappear and you fell asleep.

***“Chanyeol! Where will we search her? Are you already called her parents?”You hear noisy voice in your sleep. Sehun’s voice. You open your eyes slowly and know that morning has come. “Yes. Are the others have come?”Then you hear Chanyeol’s voice asked if his men already gathered up to start to search you. You see Chanyeol and Sehun go and you see something dropped from Chanyeol’s pocket. You take it and it was a letter. There is written "Chanyeol" in the letter.“Was it written by Chanyeol? The letter already battered”You open the letter and when you see it, it was your writing in there. Then you read the letter.‘Chanyeol. I’m sorry. I'm not intended to grab your cake and not accidentally fall from of the tree. Do not

get angry, please? You must write a letter for me! If not, I will forget you!’You think that Chanyeol always bring the letter everywhere he go. And he feels so guilty about you fall from the tree. And you think it is right if you had forgotten about him, because he never reply your letter.You are hungry now. You see that Chanyeol’s maid already go out from the house and she forget to close the door. Then you go in want to take a bath first. You go to your room, and when you open the door, turned out the door is locked. You sigh. You leaned in the door and see Chanyeol’s room. You decide to go there. You open the door and it’s not locked. When you go in, a paper hit your face.“Shit. What is it!” You take the paper and shocked. You see Sui in Chanyeol’s desk play with papers. It makes the paper scattered and fly everywhere.“Hey! Sui! You ruffled the paper that belongs to your master? You can be killed by him!”

You come closer to Sui and stop it from playing with Chanyeol’s paper. You wondered, what the papers are. Why are there so many. Then your jaw dropped. That is letters. Hundreds of letters. For you. And all of it were returned because the recipient is unknown. For the years, he send all of it and it got returned.“Why is it unknown? I clearly write the address”You see the letter that you send to Chanyeol and you feel really stupid, because you didn’t write your address here and still force him to reply it. You put the letter and see all Chanyeol’s letter that he wrote for you. He know that the letter would be returned but he still wrote it. You see that there is one letter that seems new. You took the letter and read it.<you>you</you>. How are you? There is not one single letter which can be up to your hand, Yes ... In a few years ... I was getting worsened by the guilty feeling for you...It make me depressed … It makes me hard to breathe...

Maybe, because of the angel’s mercy... Makes you appear again in front of me and gave me a chance to make it up to you... But you go again from my side... Disappeared without a trace... And you've forgotten memories about myself.

Perhaps it is the harshest punishment for me. Punish me without understand, how from the first I really care about you...

Why? Why don’t you cry? If you cry I will not blame myself like this... Maybe I've never had a chance. But, anyway... The people who always I want to protect is just you.

I’m Sorry.

Chanyeol.

You cry as you finish read the letter. You feel someone is running to your place. You turn your head and you see Chanyeol breathing heavily in front of the door. He show his shocked face. But then he smile at you.“Finally, you are home”You are feeling guilty to see Chanyeol’s worried face. You want to apologize to him. You want him to stop his worried eyes. You can’t stop you tears.“I… I… I’m sorry”Then Chanyeol going closer to you. Then he hug you. You bury your head at his shoulder.“Don’t talk. Don’t apologize. Are you know? It is the first time I see your tears” Chanyeol’s hand cup your cheek and make your face looked at him.“I think now you will never forget me again. Maybe… You already forgive me? Later you can cry calmly in front of me and won’t call yourself ‘a tiger that fall in grassland then bitten by dog again’, right?”You embarrassed by Chanyeol’s said and you still crying. You can’t stand it anymore then you hug Chanyeol tightly.“I’m sorry for making you worried about me”

“No problem” Then Chanyeol broke the hug first and smile “You already get the result from your stubbornness, tight? Your very pathetic face was enough to hurt your pride. That’s right?” Chanyeol give you his evil smirk and you forget your mellow mood before and shout at him.“Yah! You giant elf! What do you mean?!! Is this your way to cheer people up, huh?! You meanie!”“Who say that I am cheer you up?”You get angry and throw the thing near you to him. And you start fighting with him again. But, you didn’t think that Chanyeol’s precence in your life will become the most important. And only in front of him you can show your true self. So you pray that your relationship with Chanyeol can work well to Angel, if Angel is really exist. You don’t care if it in a happy or a quarrel moment, if there is Chanyeol, it is enough for you. ***1 year later….You are already back to Seoul now. Your parents pick you up after a week that you didn’t want to be apart from Chanyeol. And about your reason why you don’t want to cry….“Ah? What is this?” You found a photo album. You open it and there is a photo of you and Chanyeol while you was a child. There was a photo that you crying because you lose from Chanyeol. And in that photo there is a description that Chanyeol say he don’t like weak girl. Then you hear your mom called you.“<you>you</you>. Chanyeol is come!”You quickly go to your front door and you see Chanyeol there. You go to him and hug him. You give him a light kiss.“You bratty child! Congratulations you pass the college entrance exams!!”“You too, grumpy woman!”You never told Chanyeol that he was the reason you don’t want to cry. But you know one thing. That your 17th present is the best present you ever had and will never end forever.