Autumn Notes [Equinox Insights]

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Autumn Equinox 2015

Von Kotter



We now enter Mercury in Retrograde in the sign of Libra for September.

Libra is the cardinal air sign; dynamic creativity of the inspirational breeze. Epiphany and the lanet !enus.

"t#s easy to bring to mind your ultimate notions of love$ attracting wealth and abundance$ comfort and harmony.

% retrograde going on always ma&es things different$ though. "t can throw a stic& at the spo&es of your wheel no matter whi

oing on and the #culprit# in the layers of your mind that compose your true self interconnected with everything imaginable and in the

finite$ the everything you have yet to maybe get to &now. What you don#t &now yet is e'ually positioned and has same status in the

finite$ as everything going on now. (ou yourself$ then. %ll too often$ a mista&e is made that because there is a veil at all$ then what

n the other side has greater standing$ capability$ and benefits of #greater infinite e)perience# must by default then be. *his misconcep

as lead to so much tragedy and is an #assumed# gnosis or gnostic trouble that actually plagues the "nfinite Life +orce by assuming a

mitation over the ineffable$ and that re'uires..you may have come to by now on your own; being convinced a thing is going on that

ot the case or that something can#t happen where you do have e'uality in access with a shot of e)tra effort and removing yourself fro

eding into and inflaming notions that you are not good enough or can#t$ or aren#t worthy enough to parta&e. ,ust li&e with so much

atural competition cropping up in the commercial$ sports$ and even enlightenment or evolution forefronts$ there is no need to wedge

ea& with this perception of themselves and reality.

So$ who does it hit- *hose who coulda been a contender/$ and shoulda been$ and yeah$ also woulda been.

%ctually$ only the strong. Right now$ so many$ possibly including you$ are being mista&en as wea& or worth not much more

al&ing over rather than on and &ic&ing on the way in their #strong pac&# and ma&ing laughing comments as they go. We are in the m

ma0or #tables turning on# shift. !ery much loo&ing li&e the poles themselves flipping. (our fight for life is starting to get ac&nowled

nd rewarded if you were previously wal&ed over$ &ic&ed$ or at the victim end of superficial behavior that scarred you deep on any

mensions that previously had you reeling.

Some important elements are at play in this shift and the wor& at hand by way of this Mercury Retro.

Right off the top$ we get a really good sense of things in and of themselves based on how they behave accordingly to respon

olding themselves from the e)ternal. "n this case the direct reflecting e)ternal magnetized power is 1ranus in %ries. 1ranus# ongoin

trograde is li&e synchronized elemental dance between fire and air. Smo&e is being thrown across a lot of people#s mirrors on purpo



nd with goals in the universal mind. % main feature is the forces and conscious beings invisible to most$ and they are the ones dealin

ith time 2 they perceive from after the dust and smoke already clears – and this is not in a manner that degrades your free will$ as a

a0or aspect is you being more conscientious of them.

*he free will is really getting hurt by people thin&ing that intentionally not having to see them or thin& about them is part of

reamlined free will to live a very simple life$ and that humility is part of some &ind of charm. Really$ while maybe it can be or was$

itical 0uncture is being reached it no longer is$ something needs to change deep$ root on up$ from the motive to the lifestyle. (ou ca

nly really ever do that through hitting distinctly upgraded and e)panded perceptions. *he old adage called #broadening your horizon

%n effective way to thin& about this might be those festivals where color paint powder balls are launched at people$ and the

they are seen for what3who they are at last. So$ that would be the upshot of a #death haze# or cho&ing smo&e fire of burning down a

rest to have it grow bac& more fertile after being razed to the ground in a blaze. "t#s this way with beings we have long been cut off

om so to us either they are none)istent or irrelevant$ or worse; demonized to improve our self image$ neglected to e)treme discomf

ow calcifying utmost layers of dislocated familiarity to what we mista&e ancient elders and firstborns that would be beautiful$ even

enus on +ire clean #n spar&ling to instead being li&e a hag in a nursing home who foams at the mouth and is a displeasing heap to be

helved to get on with the ideal shallow notion of interacting in the planet and the universe.

+ol&s really have been super busy ma&ing their demons and e)uding them upon everything else and then ma&ing up all the

yriad of insubstantial formulas of 0ustification to avoid and protect a wea& shallow light that anything outside the confines of the

omfort zone is a liability to drag down into some private abyss. Meanwhile$ your friends who are all spar&ly 0ust li&e you might see

nd in the &indest gesture available$ simply wal& over you 0o&ing as they round the corner forever till you become a winner again and

ove it by hoisting up even higher in a feel good zone that bro&e the record of the last one they previously associated you with befor

hit got way too real/$ and #high drama#. "t#s a big hall of mirrors$ because those stuc& in this see demons coming from everywhere e

l the time as they advertise the usual spoofy stuff attached to being at the forefront of the great consciousness movement. "t really

'uates to golden handled shovels burying us all without a proper eulogy even$ because that is depressing and thin&ing of what used

amiliar# before the decomposition and rigor mortis set in is creepy and gross and$ so totally li&e...not fab at all/.

Enter luto in 4apricorn. *he only archetypal e'ually masculine potent conscious to unconscious structure is Saturn in Scorp

*han& your luc&y stars luto is a wee& away from 5irect and along with !enus$ Saturn 0ust did return 5irect recently.



%ll that rivals those twin dar& towers is 6eptune in native isces with the 7ierophant in there 2 wounded healer a.&.a. *he

haman 8in descent to the core9 2 my personal pal Chiron. 4hiron in this sign while native power 6eptune is in :and retrograde as we

)erts a sense of responsibility$ to protect yourself in the energies and be vigil$ as well as #return to the tribe# and share with visionary

edicine or dreams with deep implications to pave a better life you might share. isces is a ma0or sharing and returning with the oce

pirit of minds and souls less prone to self imposed limitation.

%fter all$ it is really the limitations that are the hallmar&s of the demons about to 0ump out anywhere e)cept from you and

ncroach upon your bubble that is starting to get fragile$ and it starts getting fragile as the real$ gorgeous pandimensional life force is

eing pro0ected on those calcification layers. *hat sounds strange$ " &now. "t is more not ta&ing care of yourself while thin&ing you h

nd offer the greatest value$ and then at the strain #n drain from giving beyond your resources$ be it energetic or financial or anything

ou#ll accuse others closest to you as being parasitic. So often$ this is common especially toward a iscean Soul who is as uncomfort

tracting from all sides and everything as #free spirited# :irresponsible seeming to outsiders$ and rather than appreciate the isces as

cean things can get lost them$ you mista&e them for being a vampire sponge$ but that#s because in the isces territory as it reciproca

you$ you have your own shortcomings in &nowing what to do with it and probably being that yourself in their aspects you do parta

omehow.

We become so entrenched in a contrived sense of beauty and deep focus on needing to be the #shot caller# of eti'uette and

cceptability measures sanctioning what should be allowed to be trusted with free e)pression that the freedom of e)pression is a diam

a coal mine...a needle in a hay stac&. "t should be the raw material$ pure consciousness itself #in the raw#$ the prima materia.

So much of your #gross energies# clouding everything in a thic& smo&e are the results of you stuc& in this pattern set$ not an

)clusive pattern set that needs you to come be mom on steroids assistant micro<manager narcissist parenting delu)e model.

"t is the result of you consciously being unconscious and volunteering to not parta&e in a festival of powdery color #bombs#

unched all over what was bland$ bored$ neglected$ becoming the demonized thing under your watch to co<create when you instead

ade yourself conduct code 'uality inspector unit =>.

*hat#s a big time curve on the nature of 4apricorn which is associated under Saturn classifications :as is %'uarius old school

ower who is the unit classifying corporate effort. (ou can than& the Saturn 2 Scorpio :luto ruled cross<wiring wor&ing ever so de

and not at all gently 2 into that system. *he beautiful$ shining clear and immaculate (in actually is at heart that festival of all the

ntities of *ime inside you and deeply connected and more e)ternally visible than Space for most is in your hands and strong decisio

a&ing capabilities when you launch rainbow powder 0oyful color bombs all over. "n those festivals$ people aren#t upset you ruined t

ce$ holy$ bleached and 0ust pressed white linens. *hey are overflowing with life and their real energy is 0ust bursting as much a gard

om their core as any ideal #civilized# clean bleached gala)y synchronized as a flawless wor&ing unit finding fulfillment in ego death

et on assembly lines; not at all a brave new world...is it?



eople#s solution of suffering is more and more$ &illing off the unpredictable element/ to save society by ? to @ dependabili

nd e)pectations saturating the rest of the way we conduct ourselves and unfairly muzzle each other with.

Every successive zodiac sign wants very much to gain meaning of e)istence possibly or often more so by correcting the den

the energy of the sign before it rather than #dirty little secret# of pro0ecting their own deficiencies to blame the opposite zodiac sign

ovo&ing what they3we often desperately hate even thin&ing of confronting in ourselves$ much less deep dish 4hiron #ma&e me one

verything# reconstructive surgery. We all want so much to thin& we are essentially fine how we are$ and 0ust ma&ing minor ad0ustme

contribute on the idea that was tossed out there before our e)tremely valuable opinions came along to intercede.

Why " bring this up is that Libra has a duality of their own in the midst of the #Aalance# solution. 4ompletely unifying can ha

ynamic structure that seems to &eep going harmoniously for a while and li&e best of all that you are at the forefront of consciousnes

ovements via unparalleled harmony$ so..in the same hall of mirrors almost$ you are #out of whac&# with the #out of whac&# times whi

e inevitable. (ou#re prone to fly till you are able to come bac& and seem #put together fully# again. Bne absolute truth is none of us

lly pulled together and have our shit perfectly straight$ save those on the verge of no longer e)isting. *hose at the pea& of getting s

ut of hell#s 0aws or finally wa&ing up to what eternal paradise is covering up as an ideal calcification of the reverse order. %ll that m

pic life suffering you succumb to the illusion of being master over or separate from via flawless harmonious coordination. "t is your

ersonal curse$ and curses are not your territory of wor&ing in$ and you are glad to pass that to Scorpio after you in a huge sigh of rel

Libras are amazing people$ and this is not to roast them. Libra energy is not the victim of #surface matter# or path of least

sistance$ and it is not superficiality always though it can become that. Libra is li&e a spectrum reflector3amplifier whose most brilli

our is when the aesthetic or appearance is the #heart of the thing# and sometimes it is$ as we often are good to ourselves inside based

pon how we feel$ and we feel good when ta&e care of how we wish the world around to receive and value us. (ou refine as you fee

ac& out into the world.

% main Libra thrust and why " bring this up is that !irgo#s passing on of its curse to you is forcing you to step it up to alway

eing cool and put together$ the cool white light inter0ected into the mercurial volatility and nervous system 'uic&ness that gets

houldered to you$ but not of a fire sign$ you bring temperance to the Creen Man whose name is an we get #panic# and #pandemonium

nd #pandemic# from$ but also ta&ing the opposites attract of isces energy you 8!irgo now9 also are the vessel house of the 4halice;

andimensional# and as " often li&e to coin #panpsychism#. Libra$ is li&e the filtration system refining !irgo#s pandemonium prone sty



(ou 8!irgo9 have the #feminine wand#$ complimenting 6eptune$ the masculine oceanic archetype.

Libra#s wor& of yin D yang should definitely be considered as wand D cup. So$ we go a step beyond only !enus ultimate

oddess to see a new dimension of all that Libra implies. Libra#s Soul begins at the waning solar cyclical wheel$ !irgo handing off th

entral golden dis&3orb right at %utumn E'uino)$ the sacred earth based spirituality#s recognition of the dying god#s preparation to

escend to the underworld for reincarnation$ transformation3rebirth.

So$ for us here in the 6orthern 7emisphere with all the e)plosive cornucopia of fiery oranges$ reds$ copper D gold$ vivid ear

nes$ it is so beautiful and you want it to last$ but you &now what it means on a longer time line and$ even though living in the now

c&s$ it doesn#t infer the short sighted now where you are so numb that you don#t thin& of bracing yourselves for winter#s coming.

*he most e)cellent$ gorgeous ideal balance is right before a most avoidable entropy of all in the yearly cycle.

"f you can#t see$ own$ transform yourself in the initially #1gly# :potentially yours$

you are about to train wrec& from going overboard with amiable idealization.

*his whole thing "#m writing is about spiritual grounding ; many mista&enly view spirituality as the opposite capstone to the

oad foundation of grounding at the other end. % pyramid is generally effectively used properly when the reflective inversion is

ccounted for$ and then repeating$ it#s more li&e 6ative %merican bead wor& li&e seen in head bands and bracelets$ etc. 1pon enterin

ate$ you are in the deity#s body rather than hypnotized by hierarchy structure phallic towering glorification. %ll this is a sacred hoop

fe. *he hoop isn#t only allegorical for no beginning and no end of infinite cyclical life$ but in true form$ infers what cha&ras e)hibit

e &unda energy3vision serpent is lifted$ intersecting cubical elements from the base that start getting wavy and so a vast be0eweled

roidal series of osmosis hoops and elliptical sines. *a&e a loo& at the frozen frames of solar position photography over sacred Sols

'uino) earth based and astronomical3astrological earth sites.

Bur official E'uino) date is the >rd of September. Moon right on the cusp of 4apricorn and %'uarius.

Saturn right on the cusp of Scorpio and Sagittarius. *he sysnastry spea&s volumes especially compounded into an upcoming

nar eclipse :blood moon full on the Fth and G

th. *he elements at play are Saturn#s ingress of Sagittarius se)tile with E'uino) Sun

Moon who are in trine effect between their respective cusps. What you also ought to note is the Rahu3*rue 6ode con0unction with th

'uino) Sun at the Libra3!irgo cusp$ as Mercury is full swing in the retrograde. What that means is this time$ Libra being the sign of

trograde should not be assumed as a #softened blow#; the 'ualities we associate to the sign than&s to ruler !enus is really on vacatio

Well$ thin& of it more li&e %phrodite is saying$ Hnow what- (ou are creating the demons around every corner by this behavior. (o



now how to deal with it reading this through my buddy Hotter. 5eal with it yourselves. (ou &now how to ma&e powdery rainbow p

alloons to throw at each other. "#m 0ust gonna sit here and watch you ta&e care of the entire event. " get to rela) from all this pouring

utopilot abundance on people ta&ing advantage of my softness. "#m going to behave more li&e the guys; Saturn$ luto$ 6eptune$ and

ven hermaphrodite 'uality 7ermes when in his own menstrual cycle. "#m gonna sit up here li&e Mother of 5ragons #n shit. (ou can

y massaging my feet...with long &isses/.

Bh$ of note behind my psychology is also the gear wor& of 1ranus# retrograde in %ries supporting !enus in Leo.

*he sign of posh$ fi)ed radiance :Leo is being heaped on gifts in the encouraging motive of the inventor #out of whac&# in th

gn of the great initiator :1ranus in %ries...

*he Fth to G

th eclipse is Big Time Overhaulin in #theme#$ if you must say there is one metaphysically. 6o$ you don#t absolut

ave to either$ other than bas&ing in pure free form non<grasped energy and spirits in the earth and s&y all around you as you parta&e

ery iscean thing anyway as polished :in the raw or completed to hand to %ries who also can be good<spontaneous3bad<impulsive

erhaps this allowing$ non<grasped recognition between fire and water is part of what the big time overhaulin# is stressin# us all towar

ght- %ries wants to correct isces by blazing trails conducted through their #na&ed finish#. So$ " envisioned it as intensely warm

brations through the nighttime web of life. isces is an unplanning weaver in the dar&$ conducting a symphony of life where others

ften won#t bother because they can#t see for their planned wor& and night envelops and swallows up in frea&y atmosphere$ and isce

presents echolocation is psyche$ they feel the wor& in that dar& or can emit an iridescence that is vivid to them but lost in the rest o

ght#s essential generalization to many others. What " describe$ is my vision for all grand water trines. " am one$ myself; Sun3moon a

)tra planets$ ascendants$ fortune :amplification on planets nearby. "f you want to &now how a Scorpio fits with a 4ancer fits with a

sces fits altogether in an atmosphere of li'uefied zodiac family$ it loo&s 0ust li&e this. % spider :offshoot of a scorpion$ in the vast

epth of night :off shoot of isces ocean$ ma&ing a home based in echolocation of psyche :4ancer#s lunar base homes D gardens thr

isces corrects %'uarius# mista&es because being ruled by Saturn$ %'uarius while stop their planning and zoning and invent

hen they cannot see the outlines of blue prints and would have to feel$ and instead of their eyes ad0usting to the ambiance li&e a

icrocosmic e)ample of evolution3adaptation$ they will move it along to a different pro0ect and li&e the air of Libra$ they will fi! ont

ew laying of foundation for invention and fresh inspiration windfall. So$ the more congealed water element receives the weightier

aterial of what #curse# is passed along. "f %'uarius predicts a pro0ect doesn#t have that visibly obvious lasting Saturn effect$ they#ll s

as a #why bother continuing# moment. %s a conse'uence$ people thin& much of isces# ocean is an e)cuse to revel in frivolous$

mporary$ trendy and seasonal stuff. 6o visible perennials anywhere in their gardens$ to use a simplified term.



6ot much else better stresses a fresh return.

" intuit easily this return accentuates it is not going from comple)ity to a better simplicity or vice versa. onder on that$ at wi

art of the genius of isces is to #fill out# areas left as inconse'uential gap or chasm$ they will intentionally pic& the structure

prone to the elements in order to study the element and harness the force of the element rather than 0ust build a more concreted

vention or deeper foundation and then sell it off as #hurricane proof#. *o see the genius in this is to understand isces and even #get i

ow a isces is among contenders for giving renewable energy to the world as much as any other intellectual$ less emotion prone sig

hat is where isces# error grabs them at last$ they are the dreamers$ and are glad to assimilate the info for a better cosmic personal

)perience rather than yo&e themselves to the burdens of giving all those who criticize or abuse their imagination and ability to absor

anspsyche a better roc&et fuel and elevated stage to do so with.

Aesides$ the fish realized long ago that helping themselves in their 'uest for 5ionysian spiritual ecstasy is way better at &illin

ou softly. 7elping you helps them$ and helping themselves helps the everything they reflect and wor& into the connections to the in

ower of. *he upside of spiritual ecstasy has a shadow of contrived$ hierarchical paternally dominated religion and all oppressive

alcified self preservation structure of a thing that should have passed a ways bac&$ clinging on stubbornly to the corporeal assumptio

fraid to move on. Moving on$ is a iscean high point$ if the energies are not contained and abused by the old man :Saturn and hypo

f the political institute seizing the last end of the transit of the %ge of isces li&e the real vampire parasite in this story of ages to age

sces# duality even hits themselves$ much reflecting the Scorpio#s ability to wedge the stinger in themselves without self regard if it

eans &illing through the connective subtle fibers to situations others are domineering to harm them.

%s ages move in reverse$ the end of what was 6eptune#s realm$ Saturn did his usual thing of encroaching on as ruler of bord

ften overstepping his boundaries to impose upon how #you don#t get how to wor& with yours#$ so need my elder wisdom and e)perie

What you have is an overbearing teacher slapping a ruler or throwing chal& at the des& over a #dreamer# who wants to go out

nd be in nature$ paint$ compose music$ do mystical stuff$ and study what they want...li&e Egypt#s history and how their religion was

agic itself$ screw studying the same repetitive #how the masonic presidents decided the states would have their borders shaped#.

We are in this predicament now...fortunately$ %'uarius is 1ranus in the modern thrust$ so rebellion against the establishmen

Bur wa)ing :charging up E'uino) moon is at the cusp of the pure$ true Saturn form of 4apricorn to the owner of Saturn#s

hadow side not letting that go unchec&ed buy the 1ranus of the %'uarius %ge.

Ay the way$ " ma&e very 'uic& note that in my wor&$ " prefer to soa& up synastry and planetary ruler as &ey features to respo

as it 0ust feels natural for me. "#m really not into degree interpretations other than maybe an art picture; degree interpretations are

umbersome and astrology 2 if incorporated at all 2 is advantageous over reading hieroglyphs on a wall as with other divination and

acle systems$ in the spirit of a character moving around on the walls hyperdimensional according to interconnections. My e)perien

you 0ust do stand alone signs in the sun<sign generality sense in combination with sabian symbols and degree interpretations telling

hat#s up and covering your insights$ you might as well read any numbered up sacred verse te)t over and over in the same way.



% symbolic degree is counterproductive to the divinatory life force coming through an open gate$ as a Moon in Scorpio on a

ertain degree can ta&e on a whole new entire meaning based on the trines$ se)tiles and more of what the other spheres are doing from

manating of other zodiac primes. " could go on why "#m more effective$ but "#ll turn people off and it will start coming through as eli

nd attempting to convert to my dogma.

Bn the Fth$ Gth$ then to the >Ith is an important lens rotation in the grand schematics by the revealer of secrets of the zodiac

Luna.

Kuic& note;

+irst$ in this time$ Mars s'uaring off along his ingress to being !irgo<man will be with Saturn. *he young man of great furio

ctivity and natural pwning and needing to do is s'uaring with the Elder of the *ribe$ +ather *ime and the corporate3group mindful

eing. Wherever Mars and Saturn s'uare off$ one generally will want to win out and both are about getting their conflict resolution in

fferent way. Spea&ing of harmony being tipped for a dominant feature to subdue and teach the other spectrum e)treme; this confirm

l even further with more clarification. Saturn ingress to mutable fire and Mars ingress to mutable earth$ and the e)change is Mars i

re and Saturn is the earth. *hat also signifies huge changes in regions associated with guys and men. Where the strong is adapting t

instate the soft as effective penetrating force$ and it is that way for both on different levels. "t feeds into the entire #new man# "#ve gi

)tensive te)tural engagement on already in all this library of wor&s offered so for. "f you feel lost$ read it as if it were the most litera

tchhi&er#s guide to the gala)y. *he i<ching sees this as a breeze :gentle holding bac& a storm :strong.

Aac& to the three September dates givenJ in the blood moon fullness3eclipse$ isces territory she#ll be trine to Saturn 0ust ma&

ntrance to Sagittarius$ an e)tra shot of changeable nature means for some heavy duty li'uefied waves of mysticism and upset of the

atus 'uo and busting up of congealed$ calcified reality paradigms and stagnant interactions failings.

4onsider Saturn$ it is not letting you move on but being held accountable to the fact you#ve 0ust been moving on without mov

n; the word them significant over all this transit is traction. (ou might have had that !enus3%phrodite style Libra sponsored ability

tract and #get stuff# for$ after all this time$ a very e)'uisitely adorned corpse. 5o not mista&e traction with that sort of most obvious

bundance that ma&es everyone else so easily envious of your shining and drawing in at the same time. " mean space<time fabric trac

f the mystical variety and more importantly spiritually grounded . Br$ if you are totally out of the spirit loop even findiong that word

ague figment lac&ing substance in a modern$ material world$ then try fulfillment that is mindful in the 5harma :non new agey coppe

sciplined sense that isn#t chained hard to the sensory or even e)tra sensory leash. 6eptune3oseidon and his native isces is either

elusion and spellbound into)ications before cosmic hangover or liberation and entry of enlightened states.



"f you aren#t lead down the wrong path of the forest by mischievous$ pretty$ glowy beings of shallow promise or even intenti

eception$ you are crossing the threshold to the fullness not contradictory to +ar Eastern emptiness. What a gnostic usually calls plero

Aodhisattva might call thodol$ or we would hear said mo&sha and more palpably Shambala or 6irvana of the pure clear mind.

6o well educated self secure iscean is automatic obligatory liaison 0ust li&e !enus is doing her thing how " mentioned it.

Wait " offer you here is reinforced by loo&ing at ,upiter along with Mars in opposition of 6eptune in isces.

,upiter and Mars are about to focus down via !irgo#s imprint to ta&e the doing and traveling to a retreat soul searching$ and

f guys are about to want to travel but feel li&e out of state isn#t the issue. Bn a positive side$ they#ll want for deeper roots traveling

ownward and #get outside themselves# to find their soul and integrity thrust in their life#s meaning; guys who are out of whac& will 0u

o right to S= or MMBRCs round the cloc& almost and seem to drop off the planet and go for steady into)ication and dreams. "f th

e in a physical relationship with another human being$ and they abandoned or not appreciated by their partner$ you might guess...he

bout to realize he doesn#t need you anyway$ because football and hoc&ey season and bas&etball is starting up again and guy friends h

eglected for you are coming bac& to mind; po&er$ pizza$ porn and pot. Lmao. Srsly$ tho.

(eah$ e)pect some stuff to come unhinged as you as a female more behave in the !enus construct$ so you might be doing w

rote here and come of as being that way very strongly right when your guy is 2 he will never tell you or even give you a clue$ espec

!irgo#s influence to carry on without showing wear as best as possible 2 essentially feeling very vulnerable to you not nurturing h

gain$ the whole$ My how the tables are turning# cosmic venture.

So in waning$ the powerful moon is of the crone aspect$ and that implies dar& magic...finishing moves done upon the unlasti

in severing ties or hanging on bonds li&e umbilical cords that are tethered to all other chances for rebirth that are holding bac&. *h

ower here is a more sinister shade of dissolution inflicted upon the otherwise unfeeling to get them to finally have a *horn of prope

otivation thrust in$ li&e pins into a voodoo doll. We see a grand trine short wave window with huge conse'uences as the moon in

aurus :also !enus ruled is trine luto34apricorn is trine ,upiter !irgo. ,upiter is ever fortune$ freedom of motion$ even favor in cha

ris&. (et$ !irgo wants to hone tightly in anyway$ and in a nutshell ,upiter is isces# old school power. So$ you can imagine what a

at tells you when the !irgin wants no loose ends undocumented or unaccounted for anyway.

Remember if Saturn touches it$ it#s going to go grindstone deep and ma&e sure it has lasting effects for your life and lives to

ome in your progeny if possible. Spiritual grounding here implies something we often overloo&$ 0ust li&e the pyramid flipped$ the

ottom of the totem pole reverberates with precision clarity effect li&e diamond body to the top and vice versa. *he #Epic Bcean# is a

)tremely dar&. *he Earth is Bld (in. (ou must be ready for descent to ma&e it to the ape).



Sensory deprivation in total dar&ness see&ing the Radiantly stunning 5ar& before the dar&ness we mista&e as fallen space no

nger shinning or producing is very hard at first and even painful to our traditionally assumed rainbow or feel good constructs; when

&e the effort$ as much as it at first feels li&e everything we were raised as believing to embody the conscious greater #adversary of th

oul and human continuation#$ in the long run we are more harmoniously adaptive and in touch with earth and the rainbow is not set t

de 'uic&ly as we sweat and rot pretty waiting for hungry ghosts to attach to us li&e mynoc&s :gremlin parasites to our space ship$ o

essel to get up and go. ,ust li&e it isn#t the obvious stuff and things of material comfort$ it isn#t the out of state vacation " refer to as o

al space travel.

"t isnt easy# and takes discipline and follow through.

"t takes willpower and temperance that outshines or former notion of balance.

$hat are you %&&' about# or riding the fence on?

$hat are you unfairly putting off as your need to create a dominant feature to get traction#

and what are you mistaking as the ideal harmony that does not want to face another coming winter?

"n other words$ you have to be II about fencing off certain narcissist delusions within yourself.

We all owe a death and transformation$

but it ta&es the Effective Bne to die well with intention to return with fresh stellar spar& in this lifetime.

"t ta&es unparalleled trust in your self :with adaptability and resilient relationship to your guides$ animus3anima$ deities or

commitment to total liberation from prison e)istence.

Ae ready to test and be tested by the 1niversal between frail dogma$

the phenomenal ideal and substratum realities that have been neglected for ages$

now ready to do what they have to ne)t in line to e)hume your paradise for their collective moment in the Sun.



*here is a mystical and materialist ta&eJ

4an you be a child of !enus$ Mars$ ,upiter$ and the Sun and Saturn-

6eptune-

luto-

*he mystical version and materialist are respectivelyJ

(re you able to find your divinity in night)lunar and crone or malefic archetypes and life force beings?

or

(re you able to own up to your shadow self and rather than keep sweeping it under a rug and despising those who own

in front of others as an e!ample# stop blaming them as the ones making it e!ist and continue to threaten your world and transform f

within it yourself? *ot to kill it in your core# but to die to letting yourself be owned by false pro+ected positivity.

The thing actually infecting us all like a commercial shown over and over that was only fresh and funny the first aeon?

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