Autistic-The Novel. 1st Two Chapters: By:Hooshang Danesh

8/9/2019 Autistic-The Novel. 1st Two Chapters: By:Hooshang Danesh.

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I|zntznd

I Bculf

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Kcctkiba Jibltk


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Dcp~rnakzt ?00> o~ KcctkibaJibltk

Iff rnakzt rltlrulj" Bc pirz ce zknt occhmi~ ol rlprcj|dlj cr zribtmnzzlj nb ib~ecrm cr o~ ib~ mlibt& lfldzrcbnd& crmldkibndif& nbdf|jnba pkczcdcp~nba&rldcrjnba& cr o~ ib~ nbecrmizncb tzcrial

ibj rlzrnluif t~tzlm& qnzkc|z plrmnttncbnb qrnznba ercm zkl dcp~rnakz cqblr"

Enrtz Ljnzncb


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Ziofl Ce Dcbzlbzt


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mlit|rlt ce j|tz ibj jnrz cb nz& fcchnba blafldzlj

it ib |bzimlj kcrtl& tkccznba tzrinakz cb zklrcij& ecr m~ ipirzmlbz& rnppnba zkrc|ak zkl inr

fnhl i mnbcr tzcrm& fliunba olknbj i dcbtzibz

uid||m& zkiz t|dhlj zkl jnrz~& tmcaa~ inr nb&

lbdc|rianba zkl dir cbqirj" Ibj N qc|fj fi|ak

|bdcbzrcffiof~& ibj dcbtnjlr klr tkc|znba7 o~l

plcpfl i e|bb~ jlpirz|rl ercm lulr~ ji~t

rc|znblt7 I jntznbdz eliz|rl ce klr I|zntm" Cr i

tnab ce lbzk|tnitm ecr ml" Ipirz ercm zknt ibj i

elq mcrl lddlbzrndnznlt -tkl kij bc czklr tnabt ce

/jlulfcpmlbzif jntionfnz~/ cr /rlzirjizncb/-

tdknwcpkrlbni-cr kife czklr fiolft tkl

dc|fj kiul ollb difflj o~"

Zkl arc|p kcml tkl fnulj iz qit i zqc-tzcr~

tz|ddc o|nfjnba nb zkl mnjjfl ce

pridzndiff~ bc qklrl& nb ib nbj|tzrnif t|o|ro ce

Fct Ibalflt" Zklrl qlrl tlmn-zr|dht

pirhlj pirifflf ibj bliz& irc|bj j|tz~ cfj

kczlft qnzk tnabt zkiz m|tz kiul ollb

nbunznba zc zr|dh jrnulrt" Tnabt fnhl7 Ij|fz Diofl&

Gid|wwn& prnuid~"

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Zkltl ziff tnabt fnzzlrlj zkl unlq ce zkl

mc|bzinbt nb zkl bcrzk ce zkl dnz~" Qklrl ~c|

dc|fj tznff tll tcml qknzl dipt ce tbcq& zk|monba

zklnr jnrznlj bctlt iz zkl ria dnz~ tprlij olfcq"Zklrl qit i firal tkcppnba miff knjjlb ercm

zkl minb rcij& fnhl i or|ntl& mnb|zlt iqi~ ercm

zkl arc|p kcml& qklrl zkl 900 cr tc rltnjlbzt ce

zkl arc|p kcml dc|fj ac ecr qifht cr qnbjcq-

tkcppnba" Zklrl qit i Pi~fltt tkclt& i Qifmirz&

i _ctt ibj i elq mcrl alblrnd tzcrlt"

Zklrl qitb!z m|dk rlif tkcppnba jcbl o~ zkctl

rltnjlbzt & di|tl zkl~ qlrl iff cb Tcdnif Tld|rnz~

Jntionfnz~& ibj ifmctz iff ce zklnr olblenzt qlrl

jnrldzf~ jlpctnzlj nb zkl pcdhlzt ce zkl arc|p

kcml cqblrt" Ib imc|bz irc|bj >00 jcffirt cr

tc& lidk& ecr i olj nb i zqc-oljt zc i rccm

kczlf-fnhl rccm& ibj zkrll mlift i ji~8 mlift

qkndk zitzlj fnhl kctpnzif eccj& jr~& tzifl& ibj it

zkc|ak prcj|dlj nb tcml dirjocirj hnzdklb

zitzlt lidk ibj lulr~cbl hblq" Ecr ifmctz lulr~

cbl ce zklm kij ollb nb i mlbzif kctpnzif iz

tcml pcnbz nb zklnr fnult"

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Zkl~ qlrl Onpcfirt& Tdknwcpkrlbndt& cr cb rirl

cdditncbt& knak-e|bdzncbnba I|zntzndt fnhl m~ anrf&

Pimlfi" Klr kc|tlmizlt qlrl iff rltzfltt& tkrnff&

ibj o~ z|rbt fiba|nj cr k~plr-ridznul& ibj zkl~

ira|lj culr dnairlzzlt ibj dkibal ecr tcji&

dibj~& nb dcfcre|f jntplbtnba midknblt qkndkcdd|pnlj tkrnbl-fnhl pctz|rlt nb zkl jnbbnba

rccm irli" Iddcrjnba zc Pim& zklrl qlrl iff

tcrzt ce jrimi acnba cb iff zkl znml& jrimit& tkl

dfinmlj olnba eir iocul ce& nb i jnui-fnhl

pctz|rl" Tcmlzknba zkiz qitbz l{idzf~ zr|l" O|z

iz zkl znml tkl rliff~ fcchlj ecrqirjt zc znmlt

qklb N pndhlj klr |p" Tkl fcbalj zc alz iqi~

ercm zkl arc|p kcml& tkl qit zkl cbf~ I|zntznd

zklrl& tkl tinj& qkndk qit zr|l& ibj bc- cbl

rliff~ |bjlrtzccj klr& qkndk qit zr|l lbc|ak

zklb it bcq"

O|z zklrl qlrlb!z m|dk lftl tkl dc|fj kiul kij

nb zlrmt ce fnunba irribalmlbzt" Ipirzmlbzt irl

zcc l{plbtnul& ecr plcpfl cb jntionfnz~& mihnba

arc|p-kcmlt zkl cbf~ uniofl& ieecrjiofl ecrm ce

tklfzlr" Ibj zkltl irl iff r|b o~ tkij~

dkiridzlrt qkc mihl mcbl~ c|z ce zkl nff ibj

jntioflj" Ibj c|z ce zkl alblrif& bizncbif

jntrlairj& culr kcq zc oltz zihl dirl ce zkl

bllj~"

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Aculrbmlbz tllmt zc pi~ zkl jntioflj bc mnbj&

o|z anul zklm i mlialr dkldh lulr~ mcbzk&

qkndk oirlf~ pinj ecr tklfzlr ibj mlift& ibj

qitklj nzt kibjt cee zklm& fnhl zkl~ qlrl flplrt&

cr EJ_ kij zrndhlj zkl lbznrl dc|bzr~ nbzc

zihnba dirl ce zklm o~ tcml tcrdlr~"Plrkipt zkiz l{pfinbt Pimt enzt ce7 /O~l

Plcpfl/ c|z ce zkl dirt! qnbjcqt" Mi~ ol N qit

rnakz zc zknbh ce zklm it i tcrz ce l{|olribdl ecr

i zlmpcrir~ rlflitl ercm tcml mlbzif prntcb

cr nbg|r~"

Tkl kij ollb nbzrcj|dlj o~ i ernlbj ce mnbl&

qkc fnhlj zc en{ ml |p qnzk klr ernlbjt ecr bc

accj rlitcb& o|z zc irribal cr dcbzrcf zknbat"

Tkl fnhlj zc prcgldz i tcrz ce bcrmifd~ irc|bj

klr& it zkc|ak zknt pcrzri~if ce bcrmifd~ dc|fj

tiul klr ercm zknt alblrifnwlj pibnd lulr~cbl

tllmlj zc ellf" Ibj m~ ifcblbltt qit i zkcrb nb

klr qcrfj zkiz tplfflj klr oribj ce bcrmifd~

qnzk i d|rnc|t m|tz& ~lirbnba7 ecr pinrnba ibj

mizdknba ce iff tcrz ce zknbat7 tnfh ofc|tlt zc zkl

dcfcr ce cblt dir& ibj klr ernlbjt ibj

idy|inbzibdlt enz zcalzklr& ittcrzlj nb i uitl" Nz

qit it zkc|ak N dc|fjb!z dcbunbdl klr ce m~

ijly|id~&

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N qcrh qnzk klr orczklr-zklnr lbznrl eimnf~ irl

dcmp|zlr blrjt& tkl nt ulr~ accj qnzk

dcmp|zlrt zcc-nb eidz tkl nt zkl cbl qkc fcchlj

~c| |p"

Ucq-zkizt nmprlttnul)

Ibj nb zkl prcenfl ti~t ~c|rl ib l{plrz nb

I|zntm& N jnjbz lulb hbcq zkiz-tkl rlij zkiz

klrtlfe"N cbf~ qcrhlj qnzk I|zntznd dknfjrlb it ib

|bjlrarij|izlzkl hnjt N qcrhlj qnzk qlrlbz

lulb ulroif))

Qlff Pimlfi nt ql g|tz acz oidh ercm

tkcppnba-ibj tkl qibzt zc mllz ~c|"

Qklb3

Qinz& flz ml ith klr" Tkl d|pplj zkl pkcbl

ibj ifmctz nbtzibzf~ diml oidh ibj tinj7

zcji~"

N fcchlj iz m~ qizdk nz qit ifrlij~ 9 nb zkl

iezlrbccb ibj cb i Tiz|rji~"

Tkl jcltbz jrnul& ibj N dib jrnul klr zc i

mllznba pfidl zcji~-zkizt zkl zknba & tkl jcltbz

jrnul iz iff"

Zkizt bcz |b|t|if-~c| kiul zc ol mij zc jrnul

nb zknt dnz~"

Tkl cbf~ tllmlj mcrl lbdc|rialj7

Tll& ~c| ifrlij~ hbcq i fcz ioc|z klr"

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O~ zkl znml ql k|ba |p-ql kij i jizl zc mllz iz

i rltzi|ribz difflj Tpnrlt& ioc|z ?0 mnb|zlt

jrnul ercm m~ ipirzmlbz& ibj N kij i elq kc|rt

zc tpirl" Zknt qitbz iz iff i jntiarlliofl z|rb

ce lulbzt)

Nj ollb tnzznba irc|bj zr~nba zc zknbh ce

tcmlzknba zc jc& tcmlzknba dflulr ibj plrtcbif&

fnhl qrnznba i tcba cr i tzcr~" O|z zklrl kijbzollb ib~zknba jllp zc ol tc|bjlj" Bc qnjl-

cplblj l~lfnjt" Bc r|b iqi~ zrinb" Nz tllmlj

zkiz ifqi~t tcmlzknba nb olzqllb ellfnbat ibj

fnpt qlbz j~nba"

Zkl kliz kij ollb prlttnba nzt qnbat idrctt zkl

dnz~" Nzt ollb zknt qi~ ecr fcba" Lidk ~lir tllmt

qirmlr zkib zkl prlunc|t& ibj zkl t|eelrnba

mihlt ~c| nbleeldz|if" Mlfibdkcfnd" Zkl

iezlrbccbt irl qcrtz" Zkl kliz rntlt |p ercm zkl

arc|bj it ne i e|rbidl kit ollb knjjlb jcqb

zklrl" Tcmlzknba bleirnc|t ibj ifnlb"

N fnul cb zkl tldcbj efccr ce i Tpibntk tz~fl

o|nfjnba" Zkl ipirzmlbz nt t|rrc|bjlj o~

qnbjcqt" Ercm zkl litz qnbjcqt N kiul i unlq

ce jcqbzcqbt tpnrift" Ibj zkl tc|zklrb

qnbjcqt fcch cb zkl kc|tl bl{z jccr"

C|ztnjl zkiz qnbjcq& zkl blnakocr qit o|t~

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pc|rnba dlmlbz& culr zkl oidh ~irj" Kl kij j|a

zkl orcqbntk& tzirulj fiqb c|z& ibj ki|flj nz c|z

nb uncflbz o|rtzt ce idznunz~" Bcq tzibjnba culr

zknt tdlbl& ibj qnzk JN^ aijalzt nb knt kibjt& kl

fcchlj fnhl kl qit dcbzlmpfiznba i drnml" Kl

qit i diofl- a|~ o~ zkl fcch ce zkl firal uib kl

pirhlj nbtnjl zkl airial" Zqc fijjlrt ce

jneelrlbz klnakz tiz cb zcp ce zkl uib& fnhltzrlzdklj c|z dcrptlt& ibj uirnc|t qnrlt ibj

qkiz bcz qlrl tz|eelj nb zkl oidh"

Ibj kl kij i efcdh ce hnjt& iff ialt& iz flitz tlulb

ce zklm" Zkl aritt~ oidh ~irj |tlj zc fcch f|tk

ibj zkl hnjt qc|fj r|b iff culr nz& ~lffnba nb oczk

Tpibntk ibj Lbafntk" Tlfe-dcbenjlbdl nb zqc

fiba|ialt& orc|akz tcmlzknba fc|jlr c|z ce

zklm"

O|z zkl jri|akz kij mijl qizlr mcrl ibj mcrl

l{plbtnul- ibj kl qit mihnba zkl oltz ce nz- qnzk

zkl tqnezbltt ce i ona qltzlrb dnz~ jqlfflr& ib

nmmnaribz- klj j|a zkl fiqb c|z qnzknb kc|rt&

ibj qit tzibjnba culr zkl tdirrlj arc|bj& qnzk

i fcch ce nbtpnrlj jlzlrmnbizncb" N hblq olecrl

t|btlzzkl dcbdrlzl qc|fj dculr zkl cfj

fibjtdipl fnhl i blq tklff" Ibj bczknba qnff

mizzlr zc ib~cbl" Zkl jri|akz-nbefimlj aritt

kij oldcml fnhl i pndz|rl bc cbl bczndlt cb zkl

qiff ib~mcrl"

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O|z nz mijl ml qibz zc arnle-ecr lidk ji~ ce

rlj|dlj l{ntzlbdl" N zkc|akz& N dc|fj qnzklr& ne N

tzccj zklrl tnflbz ibj tznff" Zkiz tcmlzknba

e|blrlif qc|fj zihl culr m~ jrlimt zkiz

bnakz-kcq dib N ol ierinj ce m~ jrlimt-ibj

zkl pittnba ce arllblr~ lulr~qklrl kij i tldrlz

dctz" Ibj zkiz ~c| dibz rliff~ enff lmpznbltt

qnzk lmpznbltt" Ucnj qnzk ucnj"N zkc|akz7 nz qit arliz N kij tcmlqklrl zc ac--

ib ltdipl qit mijl iuinfiofl fnhl ib lmpz~

dirrnial-cb jltlrzlj rinfrcij zridht nb zkl dnz~"

Ibj zkc|ak zkl fnakz nt tzrcba lulr~qklrl-

tcmlzknba e|rznul zcc& nt zkndhlbnba zkl tkijcqt

nbtnjl"

N qcrl qkizlulr N qcrl" Dfczklt kiul oldcml

|bnecrmt zc ml& N kiul zlb l{idz dcpnlt ce zkl

timl" N rib jcqbtzinrt& c|z nbzc zkl cplb"

Zkl inr c|ztnjl qit qirmlr zkib nb" Zkl ri~t ce

zkl t|b elff cb ~c| fnhl ~lffcq rinb" ^c| elfz fnhl

zihnba ~c|r z-tknrz cee & ibj zqntznba zkl ri~t c|z

ce nz qnzk uncflbdl"

Zkl dir qit pirhlj g|tz idrctt zkl tzrllz" N rib

zc nz-zkl inr-dcbjnzncb tznff qcrhlj oidh zklb" N

qit f|dh~ zkiz qi~"

Zkl dir tzirzlj fnhl i dkirm-- Nz p|tklj nztlfe

jcqb cb zkl tzrllz- mcrl fnhl i tknp tlzznba tinf"

Nzt ibdnlbz ulfcdnz~ pittnba qnrlj elbdlt& i

zcoiddc tkcp& zidc tzibjt& zqc pcfndl dirt& zkl

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eitz eccjt& zkl Kntpibnd m|tnd cee dir rijnct-ibj

cb zc zkl erllqi~"

Zklrl& zkl nbtzibz k|m ce ulfcdnz~-im|tlt ~c|-

ibj tcmlzknba fliult ~c|& nb nzt jlpzk"

Tcmlzknba fnhl qizlr ibj dcbtdnc|tbltt-nzt fnhl i

oflljnba blz" Ibj ~c| qcbjlr cee jlpflzlj-c|z ceznml ibj tpidl--ibj t|jjlbf~ enbj ~c|rtlfe iz i

g|bdz|rl ~c| jcbz rldcabnwl" Nzt fnhl zkl pkcbl-

rnba nb zkl mnjjfl ce i jrlim" Qkc ibj qkiz

ecrdl ollb jrnunba zkl dir klrl3 Nzt ifmctz fnhl

zkl erllqi~ kit i dcffldznul dcbtdnc|tbltt& zknbat

oldcml i|zcdriznd& lmpz~ ce qnffe|fbltt"

Zknt nt zkl l{nz" Nzt ml diffnba oidh zc ml"

N kiul zc iqihlb)

N enbj zkl dcbtpnd|c|t ijjrltt rnakz iqi~" Ibj

zkl rltzi|ribz nt rliff~ bcz cbl" Nzt i tkcrz-

crjlr-dcch rc|bj tpidl" T|rrc|bjlj o~ i kife-

mccb-tkiplj pirhnba fcz" Nzt t|reidlt irl zinbzlj

o~ i dcmmcbbltt& ibj lulr~zknba ioc|z zkl

pirhnba tpidl jnrldzt ~c| zc zkl lbzribdl"

Zkl pirhlj dirt irl mctzf~ zr|dht& ibj cfj-

jnbcti|rt fnhl mnblN hbcq lulr~zknba nbtnjl

zcc qnff m|rm|r bctzifani- zkl |bnulrtif

fiba|ial ce7 iqe|f-zknbat-iklij"

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Zkl~ anrft dibz pcttnof~ ol klrl ~lz-Nm ib kc|r

lirf~- tpnbbnba zkl ji~"

Nbtnjl& zkl pfidl fccht fnhl i pcfntklj pnz"

Tmcczk tknb~ t|reidlt tmnfl qnzk i mlbidl" Ibj

zkl inr nt pidhlj qnzk tdlbzt ce tiz|rizlj eizt"

Zkl izmctpklrl kit i bihljbltt zc nz" ^c| kiulzc enff nz qnzk ~c|r cqb t|otzibdl"

Zklrl irl erimlj pctzlrt ce tcmlcblt irz-qcrh"

N jcbz rlmlmolr knt biml iz iff" O|z kl nt zkl

dknle ce bctzifani" Lulr~cbl nt t|ppfl ibj of|l nb

zkl pndz|rlt" Tzibjnba lrldz o~ oirb~irjt" Ndl

drlim pirfcrt zkiz jcbz l{ntz"

N jrcp m~tlfe cb i occzk zkiz fccht c|z cb zkl

pirhnba fcz" Zkl kliz c|ztnjl zkl qnbjcq olbjt

zkl fnakz- lfcbaizlj ibj cofny|l& fnhl nzt ollb

kimmlrlj" Tznff& zklrl nt i alcmlzrnd oli|z~ zc

iff zknt |becfjlj mculmlbz" Zklrl irl bc tkijlt

ib~qklrl--ibj zkl fnakz anult zkl nmprlttncb7 Nz

dib ac ecr iz iff-kc|rt nb ercwlb zkrlijt"

Zkl qinzrltt dcmlt o~ ifmctz nbtzibzf~tkl nt

ulr~ ianfl ecr iff klr qlnakz"

Nff g|tz kiul dceell-Nm l{pldznba ernlbjt" Nm

ecbj ce ti~nba7 Nm l{pldznba ernlbjt& fnhl N

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olfcba zc tcmlcbl cr tcmlzknba"

Tkl tmnflt iarlliof~-N hbcq zkizt prcoiof~

qk~ N fnhl culrqlnakz plcpfl" Zkl dkllre|fbltt

rlmnbjt ml ce culrefcqnba& rnulroljt& ibj nbblr

tijbltt"

Tkl pc|rt zkl dceell qnzk zkl tzlijnltz kibjt"Zkl~ irl tcez ibj dk|oo~& fnhl i dknfjt" E|ff ce

rltzrinblj mntdknle"

Qlff& kcfflr iz ml ne ~c| bllj ib~zknba)

Qnff jc) Qnzk zkl timl dkllre|fbltt" Ql dib

ifmctz ol dcmrijlt" N mlib zc ti~"

Zkl kc|r y|ndhf~ efnlt-ibj minbf~ zkrc|ak7 m~

l{imnbnba lulr~zknba culr ibj culr iainbNm

fnhl ib irdklcfcantz" Jnaanba nb zkl jnrz" Zkl

Ecrmndi qifft& zkl nbuirniofl pizrcbt& tifz-ibj-

plpplr tkihlrt& zkl efiz-olj zr|dht nb zkl

jntzibdl" Zkl dkibanba ldc-t~tzlm"

Ibj zklb N tll zklm dcmnba"

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"

Dkipzlr Zqc7 Nbuntnofl Qlifzk"

N tll m~ ernlbj enrtz--zkl qi~ tkl tzr|zt-qiult nb

ibj c|z ce klr cqb eriamlbzlj tkijcqt" Tkl nt

nb i efcrif jrltt& t|mmlr~ ibj fnakz-nzt rlefldzncb

nt fnhl i ri~ ce qizlr iz i jntzibdl" Klr tkclt irl

tzripp~ qknzl& qnzk zkrll nbdklt kllft-tznff tkl

mcult nb zklm& qlff" Ibj tkl m|tz kiul tllb m~

dir nb zkl pirhnba fcz-oldi|tl klr eidl mcult nb

zkl zknb tnflbdl ce zkiz dcbtdnc|tbltt" Tkl hbcqt

tkl nt olnba qizdklj" Tkl jriqt zkl izzlbzncb zc

klr flez& nzt fnhl tklt tlbtlj ipprcuif ce klr cqb

fcch& ibj qibzt zkl timl ecr klr ernlbj" Pim7 nt

nb i pinr ce ofidh efiz tkclt& ibj thnbb~ glibt"

Ibj i tnmpfl prlzz~ zcp zkiz mizdklt lulr~zknba

iz cbdl" Klr klij nt ocqlj nb iotzridzlj

izzlbzncb& i tkcrz mcp ce rljjntk kinr" Oli|zne|f"

Ibj tkl fccht

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cfjlr& it nb zklrl irl znakz tmiff m|tdflt irc|bj

klr l~lt& mihnba klr fcch fnhl i qcmib ercm

zknt jntzibdl" Qklb zkl~ lbzlr& N z|rb irc|bj tc

zkl~ dib tll ml& ibj nbtzibzf~ Pimt l~lt eiff cb

ml& ibj mnbl tlirdk ecr tcmlzknba jlenbnznul nb

klrt" Ibj ql tmnfl |bkltnzibz& ibj Nm dcbzlbz)

Zkl~ qifh zc zkl occzk ibj tnz jcqb"N hblq ql enbj ~c|& N tiq ~c|r jnbcti|r pirhlj

c|ztnjl) Tkl nt l{dnzlj" Mizdk-mihnba dib ol

ib idz ce olblucflbdl zcc) N im rl-zknbhnba

zknbat"

Bcq& N dib zlff ercm oczk ~c|r tmnflt zkiz ~c|

irl kipp~& rnakz)

Pim zihlt tcmlzknba c|z ce klr thnbb~ glibt

pcdhlzt ibj fi~t zklm cb zkl ziofl" Nzt i pidh ce

Mirfocrc dnairlzzlt& Mlbzkcf& ibj i rlj fnakzlr"

Tkl nt oitke|f ioc|z zklm& ibj prczldznul-fnhl

tkirnba i jllp tldrlz rnakz iqi~"

Kcq fcba ~c|ul ollb klrl"

Ioc|z ib kc|r)

Ucq& ~c| klir zkiz Pim& klt ollb qinznba

ecr |t ecr ib kc|r& qkiz jc ~c| zknbh ce

zkiz3

Pim efnpt zkl mlb|& o|z tkl dflirf~ zknbht nz i

dcmpflmlbz" Tkl of|tklt) Lulr~zknba nt

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Nzt Pim qkc itht ml zkiz"

Qkiz3 Nm di|akz cee-a|irj"

^c|ul ollb fcchnba c|z zkl qnbjcq& fnhl ~c|

irl tzirnba iz tcmlzknba)

Nul ollb iotlbz" Tcmlkcq N jcbz rldiff zkl

pitz elq mcmlbzt)

^lik& ~c| kiul zkiz eir iqi~ fcch) M~ ernlbjti~t"

Qkiz jc ~c| fnhl zc jc Pimlfi3 N nabcrl zklnr

rlmirht" Nm zcc di|znc|t bcq" N qibz zc

rldcrj lulr~zknba& lulr~zknba& fnhl i t|nzcr& i

pflitlr& ibj i blq tz|jlbz"

^lt& qkiz jc ~c| fnhl zc jc ecr i jizl3 M~

ernlbj itht p|bdz|if& coljnlbz"

Pim tmnflt klr klirz tkipl tmnfl"

N fnhl zc ac zc zkl olidk3

Nt tkl ithnba ml zc zihl klr c|z zc zkl qizlrt)

^c| kiul i bndl zib)

N qifh i fcz& N qifh zc Qifmirz& Pi~fltt)

Tkl |zzlrt zklnr bimlt fnhl zkl~ irl kcff~ pfidlt&

ibj tllmt rlefldzlj& iotlbz iainb"

Cbl ji~ N qifhlj iff zkl qi~ jcqbzcqb-N g|tz

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dc|fjbz tzcp qifhnba) Tkl jrnezt c|z fnhl ib

ldkc" Ibj tzirlt iz i m~tzlrnc|t pcnbz iocul |t"

N fnhl zc ti~7 Qk~3

Qklrl jc ~c| fnul3 N rliff~ mlib7 kcq eir-

iqi~ irl ~c| ercm jcqbzcqb) Cr7 Nz m|tz

kiul ollb i fcba qifh"

N fnul nb Pndc -nb i arc|p kcml)

Zklrl nt bczknba tij ioc|z zkl qi~ tkl |zzlrtzknt" Nzt g|tz efiz it i jltlrz& ieeldzfltt"

Nm cbf~ kife-ib-kc|r iqi~ ercm Pndc)

Qkiz N rliff~ mlib nt7

N qnff ac eir cee ecr ~c|& nb i ociz qnzk bc tinf"

O|z N cbf~ ti~7

N kiul i dir zkizt fnhl i ociz"

Tkl tkcqlj nz zc ml& nzt bndl& dib ql ac zc zkl

olidk zcmcrrcq3 Tkl itht ml t|rprntnbaf~

jnrldzf~"

Tkl nt nmprlttlj o~ i Dijnffid3

^lt& ce dc|rtl-qkndk olidk jc ~c| qibz zc ac3

Mibkizzib olidk& cr Blqpcrz)

Nm bcz t|rl qklrl zkl~ irl" O|z Nm i

t|nzcr bcq-ibj m~ klij nt enfflj qnzk

idy|nltdlbdl"

Pndh ~c| |p iz 993

Bc& iz 90) klr flat tkihlt zkl ziofl qnzk

l{dnzlmlbz"

N qrnzl klr ijjrltt jcqb it tkl mlzkcjndiff~

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crjlrt7 pibdihlt& qnzk o|zzlr cb zcp& tnjl crjlr

ce ti|tialt& ibj dklltl- cmlflz" Ibj uia|lf~

l{pfinbt7 Nzt m~ eccj)

Nz kit i dlrzinb mlibnba ecr klr)

Fizlr cb& N flirb qkiz nz rliff~ mlibt

Qklb zkl eccj irrnult& tkl p|tklt zkl firalpibdihl pfizl nb ercbz ce c|r ernlbj-nzt i altz|rl

zkl~ oczk |bjlrtzibj& oldi|tl tkl

olanbt zc d|z zkl pibdihlt ecr klr nb znb~ fnzzfl

tfndlt"

Nz jcltbz tllm |b|t|if" M~ ernlbj m|rm|rt it

ib l{pfibizncb7

Nzt rliff~ kirj ecr klr zc d|z zkltl nbzc fnzzfl

pnldlt)

^lik-N dibz d|z zklm m~tlfe" Pim l{pfinbt&

ibj qizdklt c|r ernlbj it zkc|ak cotlrunba i

t|ralcb"

Qk~ Nm bcz t|rprntlj3 Nj tlbtlj klr

dccrjnbizncb qit cee o~ tldcbjt ibj mnffnmlzlrt"

Nm bcz t|rl kcq N hbcq zknt" Nzt kcq klr

l~lt ecffcq lulr~ fnzzfl mculmlbzulfcdnz~ kit i

dlrzinb m~tzlr~ ecr klr" Tnba|fir& minjlbf~

lulbzt" Tkl ecffcqt zklm& qnzk fnzzfl

o|rtzt ce t|rprntl--zkl~ znfz klr klij zc zkl flez-

fnhl tkl nt

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mijl oczk d|rnc|t& ibj ernakzlblj o~ zklm"

N hbcq& N kiul tllb zknt znfz olecrl-culr ibj culr

iainb-nzt zkl tnflbz fiba|ial ce zkl hnjt N qcrhlj

qnzk ~lirt iac" Oidh zklb& nzj elfz fnhl olnba

|bjlr i zrll qkctl fliult elff fnhl efcqlrt irc|bj

~c| " Zklnr altz|rlt qlrl fnhl fnzzfl prltlbzt&

dirr~nba tldrlz prcpcrzncbt ce k|mibnz~& ercm i

jntzibdl ce |bl{pfinbiofl oli|z~"

Tkl lizt cbf~ i zknrj ce qkiz tklt crjlrlj& nzt

blirf~ it ne tkl nt y|ndhf~ ocrlj qnzk zklm" Zkl

|blizlb eccj fcch o|rnlj nb zklnr jntklt" Zkl~

irl fnhl orchlb pfitznd zknbat& tcmlzknba

r|oolr~ ibj efl{nofl ioc|z zklm iff7 Pnbh&

~lffcq& rlj dcfcrt-eccj zkiz rltlmoflt zc~t" Zkl~

dibz ol qkiz ql +qlrl. o|z +irl.-tlrnc|t

dcbe|tncbt ce tpflbjcr)

N zknbh& cbf~ dknfjrlb dib ol im|tlj

o~ zkltl pfizlt& o|z Nm qrcba oldi|tl zklrl irl

ij|fzt tnzznba lulr~qklrl& fcchnba riulbc|t ecr

zklm"

N jcbz hbcq qk~ N jcbz fimlbz iff zkl qitzl

plrkipt nzt oldi|tl N qc|fjbz liz zklm m~tlfe3

N |tlj zc diff zklm7 klirz-izzidh-tpldnift-

t|jjlbf~ nz jcltbz tllm e|bb~ ib~mcrl"

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Pim olanbt zc tzirl c|z zkl qnbjcq" Tklariot klr dnairlzzlt& zkl~rl nbznmizl cogldzt

zc klr7

Nm acnba c|ztnjl ecrl i tmchl)

O|z Nff ol rnakz oidh" Zkc|ak& zklrlt bc rl-

itt|ribdl nb zkiz" ^c| ellf it zkc|ak tkl mnakz

jntipplir nbzc zkl zrieend)

Ch& jirfnba" Ti~t m~ ernlbj ibj alzt c|z ce

zkl occzk tc Pimlfi dib tfnjl c|z"Qnzknb tldcbjt tkl nt c|ztnjl& ql dib oczk tll

klr-tkl fccht fnhl i jntzridzlj tziz|l& tzirnba tznff

iz tcmlzknba mconfl"

Qlff& qkiz jc ~c| zknbh)

N zknbh tkl nt fculf~)

Qlff3 Qkiz lftl

Klr dcfcrt) Jc zkl rltz ce zkl eimnf~ dcml nb

dcfcrt fnhl zkiz3

Bc- ~c| hbcq& mctz qcmlb qc|fj jnl zc kiul

i kinr-dcfcr fnhl klrt)

Ibj tkl nt ornakz-bcz nb zkl dcbulbzncbif qi~t&

o|z ulr~ tlbtnznul)

N hbcq& N alz zkiz zcc)

Qkiz lftl3 Tkl qibzt zc pndh orinb" Nzt bcz

g|tz d|rnctnz~" Tkl qibzt tcmlzknba mcrl)

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Nbtnakz& nbtnakz" N ibbc~t ml"

Lulr~cbl qibzt nbtzibz nbtnakznz rliff~ c|akz

zc ol zkl mctz l{plbtnul d|rrlbd~ nb zkl qcrfj"

Enbl)

Tkl nt fculf~ zkc|ak)

^c| ifrlij~ tinj zkiz-qkizt qrcba qnzk ~c|3

N jcbz hbcq qkiz zc zlff ~c|-N ellf fnhl Jirqnb

cb knt ntfibj)

Qkiz jclt zkiz mlib3 Nul l{itplrizlj klr"

N mlib tkl nt fnhl tcmlzknba rirl& ibj

|bjntdculrlj)

Ck& tk|z-|p& klrl tkl dcmlt oidh- tkl nt

ijcriofl) Tkl rliff~ fnhlt Pim"

N iarll)) N k|tk m~ ucndl"

Tkl mcult ibj Pimlfi tfnjlt oidh nb"

N tiq zqc onhlt)

Pim fcult onhlt) M~ ernlbj l{pfinbt& qnzk

ecbjbltt" N zknbh tkl |bjlrtzibjt zklrl nt

tcmlzknba nbzlrltznba ibj& nberly|lbz ioc|z

Pim& tkl g|tz dibz p|z klr klij irc|bj nz" Ibj

blnzklr dib N"

Qkiz hnbj ce onhlt3 N im bcz t|rl qkiz zkl~

irl zifhnba ioc|z"

Tzrllz onhlt& bcz cee rcij" N tiq i Kcbji

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9000-nz zcch cee jcqb zkl tzrllz& fnhl driw~-qcctk"

Tkl mihlt zkl tc|bj& ibj fi|akt" Nzt dflirf~

mijl klr kipp~"

C|r qinzrltt dcmlt o~& tkl nt tkcdhlj o~ zkl

|blizlb mltt cb zkl ziofl7

^c| jcbz qibz ib~mcrl3 ^c| qibz ml zc oc{

nz ecr ~c|3 Tkl nt klfpe|f- o|z fnhl i tcfjnlr& tkltkc|fj kiul tzi~lj ibj a|irjlj zkl eccj)

Bcbl ce |t qibzt zc ti~ ib~zknba" Ql iff ellf

a|nfz~& nb i jntzridzlj qi~"

Pim tllmt i onz ibbc~lj"

N dibz liz ib~mcrl) ceelrt it ib l{pfibizncb"

Zkl qinzrltt nt bcbpf|ttlj7

Ck& jcbz qcrr~ ioc|z nz kcbl~" Tkl jcltbz

mlib nz-ibj olanbt zc dflir zkl ziofl-nz prcoiof~

fccht fnhl i tknpqrldh zc klr" Tkl qibzt nz iff

rltzcrlj zc tcml Acj-anulb crjlr"

C|ztnjl zkl kliz nt ib nmmconfl tziz|rl--it ne nz

dib rltntz iff r|pz|rlt ibj dkibal"

O|z zklrl irl ifqi~t cbl mcrl ndl-ial

iklij" N zknbh zc m~tlfe" Zklrlt rliff~ bc

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rlitcb zc ifirm ib~cbl)

N p|z m~ t|bafittlt cb& zkl~ mihl mlellf jneelrlbz" Nzt i fcz fnhl p|zznba i d|rzinb

|p" Zkl cppctnzl ce cplbnba ~c|r irmt"

Pimlfi qifht tnjl o~ m~ tnjl& tkl qifht

y|ndh ibj& tlfe-itt|rlj" N zknbh7 tkl mlibt zc

ti~7

qlrl zcalzklr"

Ql qifh culr jlij orcqb aritt cbzc zklpiulmlbz"

Zkl cdlib t|ralt nb zkl jntzibdl-N dib tmlff nzt

tdlbzt"

Ql irl cbf~ kife-ib-kc|r iqi~ ercm zkl

Pidnend" N dib dflirf~ klir nzt qnbj

diffnba" Nz rlmnbjt ml ce i fibjfcrjt hbcdh cb

zkl jccr-- tcmlzknba ifirmnba ibj cmnbc|t"

^c| ifqi~t qcbjlr ne ib~cbl lftl klirt zknt

y|ndh hbcdh3)

Fizlr cb N zknbh7 zklrl nt tcmlzknba hllblr nb

Pim zkc|ak-tcmlzknba t|ozlrriblib fnhl i rccz&

tcmlzknba zkiz tlbjt m~ occht zc zklnr tklfult

ibj tlbtlt zkl qcrfj qnzk ib nbuntnofl qlifzk"

Tkl znfzt klr klij |p nb zkl inr" Nz rlmnbjt ml ce

m~ fcba-acbl Zlrrnlr& tcml plre|ml nb zkl inr

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kit tkihlb klr" Tcmlzknba |bg|tzf~ ecraczzlb3Oldi|tl Nm |bmculj )) N kiul i jlie tdnlbdl ce

riunblt ibj pliht-ibj plrtntz it ne nb i r|nblj

z|bblf& iz ibczklr fnmnz)

N qinz ecr zklm zc alz nb zkl dir-ibj qizdk

zklm jrnul iqi~" Pim qiult klr kibj& ibj

tmnflt qknfl fcchnba iklij& N hbcq tkl ntzknbhnba ce zcmcrrcq& ibj ce qizlrt& qizlrt"

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