8/6/2019 Am I that bad (1)
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Am I that bad?
I had a girl friend with whom I was for more than 6 years, due
to various situations we were not able to
meet regularly or so to say we didnt get chance even to meet for
months. The relation was just
depended on trust..
After 5 years, we broke up as she had a complain that I didnt
gave time to her. Truly speaking it was just
the opposite, but she needed a reason, so she broke up with this
reason.
A few months later she came back to me saying that sorry, it was
her fault and she wants to be back
I just bcoz I lover her, I couldnt refuse her and said yes and
welcomed her back in my life..
She now had become a lot more possessive and wanted to talk to
me all day long. But now as I joined
IIPM I had to move to Kolkata and thus we had to stay away for
two years as she was living in Shillong.
Thus I Told one of my best friend to take care of her and help
her if she needed any where.. Four months
later she boke up with me giving me a fucking reason that, I was
not giving her enough time on phone.
But the actual reason was that, she got committed with my best
friend who later shifted to Delhi for his
further studies.. * How could she broke our 6 years relationship
and moreover the trust I had on her?*
I was all alone now. Months passed and in the mean time I
started liking Anandita, a class mate of mine.
But the reason that I didnt wanted to get into relationship with
any one, I didnt talked to her and
instead I started helping my friend Subhodeep who was then a
friend of mine in IIPM in the same batch.
I never knew that he wanted to just flurt with her. I helped him
and later he got her Slowly slowly I
found that he was just flirting with her. Then one day I found
that another friend of mine Samiho, who
was another class mate of mine also liked Anandita from his
heart. Then I tried moulding Ananditas
heart towards Samiho, and I was successful. But later there was
some kind of conflict happened
between them and the broke up. I tried out to find the reason.
Later I found out that, Samiho tried to
kiss her and for which she refused him in the movie theater and
left him..
Anandita who was now alone went back to Subhodeep as he was
atleast better than Samiho. But she
never knewed that, subhodeep was not the right person for her as
he was a kind of spoil brat and spread
rumors with Samiho in my friend group for which I felt really
bad. But who could now had the courage
to tell Anandita that he was not the right guy for her bcoz of
his nuisance, and more over he wasnt
loving at all.
Then I came into the picture. I helped Anandita to solve this
problem by enacting with her bfore Subho
that I proposed her and I loved her from my heart, which was
actually true. Me and Anandita talked for
