A New Beginning-Jacob Black Romance

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The doorbell rang, knowing Jack wasnt home, I went to go answer it.

I already knew who it was and why hed come to see me.

I opened the door to face the love of my life.

I came to say goodbye. He whispered.

This was just what I expected and I didnt know how to change his mind. I nodded once.

Im sorry Eva. Damian said his eyes full of shame. I scowled at the ground; I didnt want him to

see the pain in my eyes. Shes my world. He whispered. Envy washed through me and my scowl

grew more pronounced.

Still eyeing the ground I said So this is it then? What happened between us doesnt mean

anything to you.

Of course not, I love you Eva but I love her more. Im so sorry. He apologized again.

He reached and stroked my cheek with his thumb. Youll find someone better than me one day.

Hell love you right and hell take care of you. He said.

I couldnt bear looking at him. I dont want someone else, I want you Damian. I mumbled

hopelessly.

He kissed my forehead as a tear slid down my cheek. Goodbye Eva. He whispered, and he was

gone. Out of my sight and out of my life.

I shut the door and walked almost lifelessly to my room. There I sat on the floor and drowned in

my pain.

I realized I was sitting on the exact same spot at I did on that day. Its been 9 months. He left me

broken and the pieces of the person I used to be were lost, I couldnt find them. Jack didnt know


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that I felt so strongly for Damian and he didnt know what to do with me. He tried being home a lot

more than he used to but it didnt help. I felt lifeless, as if my soul has been ripped out of my body.

My friends became distant after a while as well, they gave up on trying to cheer me up seeing it

was hopeless. Getting away from here was a good idea. I cant stay like this forever can I?

I heard a knock on my door. Come in. I said.

All finished? He asked. I nodded. Well Im going to bed. Night Eva, Im going to miss having you

around.

Night dad. I told him.

I was sitting on the plane staring at my hands. I didnt feel sad as I hugged my dad goodbye earlier

that day but I would miss him. Ever since my mom died, he was the one who took care of me and

Id say did a pretty good job bringing me up.

Give me your hand. Damian said, smiling radiantly. I looked at him, dazzled by his beautiful

smile. Why? I asked. Were going to do this together. He said. But my hands were frozen on

the rail of the bridge.

Cmon you guys. I heard Charlotte call from the bottom; she was splashing around with Cole. I

cant move. I admitted quietly. He chuckled and moved closer to me. He gently pulled my hand

from the railing and intertwined his fingers with mine.Ready? he asked.

On three. He mumbled.

I took a deep breath and nodded.

1.. 2.. 3! He yelled out the last number and we both jumped into the river. The jump was


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I stared out the window, it seemed like we were heading into a small town. There were barely any

houses around, but a lot of tall green trees. It was beautiful.

I kept quiet, not knowing what to say and not wanting to talk either. Jack must have told Emily

about me because she didnt seem surprised.

Well come to your new home. Emily said. Where are we? I wondered aloud. This is the La

Push reservation. Sam said proudly.

The house Emily owned fit perfectly to its surroundings, though its small size from the outside,

inside was very roomy and I felt very comfortable in that house.

02 The New Girl in Town

Hey! I was watching that! I heard someone complain from what seemed to be the living room.

Shut up Seth, its my turn now. Another voice said.

Boys will you turn off the TV, wed like you to meet Emilys niece. Sam ordered in a booming

voice.

All three of them stood up. They looked like brothers because all of them were huge and they had

the same copper skin, brown eyes and chopped black hair.

They all grinned as they saw me. Eva, this is Seth Clearwater, Embry Call and Quil Ateara, boys

this is Eva White. Emily introduced, pointing to each boy as she said their names.

I managed to plaster a smile on my face. Nice meeting you guys. I said blandly.

You ok? Embry said, cocking his head to the side. He glanced over to Sam and quickly looked at


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the floor embarrassed.

I guessed my smile turned out all wrong again. Im good, just tired from the trip. I lied.

Honey, Ill show you to your room where you can unpack and rest. Emily said.

On our way upstairs I heard a loud slap. Ouch! What was that for? I heard Embry complain. For

not paying attention to what Emily told you earlier! I heard Quil say. Geez, I was just trying to be

nice. Embry said.

Well you got it wrong. You shouldve said something like Nice to meet you too or did you have a

good flight? I heard Quils voice but as we reached the top steps their voices were muffled and I

couldnt understand anything anymore.

They didnt seem like bad guys, but why were they hanging around in Emilys house?

Emily showed me my room and where the bathroom was. Umm Aunt Emily, would it be rude toask why those boys were hanging around here? I asked unsurely.

She laughed, Were one big happy family here in La Push, even though were not all related.

Youll soon realize how it is here. She explained.

She then left me to unpack and take a shower. It was nice here, quiet and calm. Nothing reminded

me of him and yet nothing made me forget about him.

Charlotte I dont want to ride the Ferris Wheel I complained. She knew I was afraid of heights but

she was pulling me towards the large wheel anyway. Ill go with you. We suddenly heardsomeone from behind us say. We turned to see Cole grinning at Charlotte with a handsome

stranger standing next to him. Cole youre back! Charlotte squealed with joy.

Nice to see you too babe and I brought someone along with me. This heres Damian, he just


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mentioned him everyone else seemed to have a glint of sadness in their eyes.

Jake? Emily asked surprised.

Yeah hes finally back! Thats why Sam left early this morning, to see if it was true. Embry

replied.

Afterwards Emily was busy in the kitchen, preparing food for tonight. Embry sat next to me on the

couch. My head was far away in the past though.

Are you watching this? He asked, snapping me back into the present.

I realized that some cooking show was on TV. Nope. I said and handed him the remote.

Thanks. He said and started flipping through channels.

You will be coming tonight wont you? He asked me.

Sure. Was all I said.

Can I ask you something personal? He asked.I knew they knew about my problems but they have never mentioned it so far.

Sure. I said again.

Would you rather be here with us or back home with your father? he asked, the question took

me off guard but I was relieved he didnt ask a question that had anything to do with Damian.

Here I replied. He was content with that answer.

It would be nice if you met Jake. He continued.

Why? I asked.

He hesitated, not sure if he should say anything. Lets just say he knows what youre goingthrough. He told me.

I had to admit that I was curious about this Jacob Black.


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03 Smile Like You Mean It

Eva honey would you do me a favor? Emily asked, it was just the two of us in the house.

Anything. I said.

Will you dress up a little tonight? She asked.

T-shirts that were too big for me and jeans were the only clothes shes seen me in and since

tonight was something special I agreed willingly. I wanted to make her happy, after all she was the

one who allowed me to stay here.

I took a shower and changed into a checkered tunic, black woolen leggings and put on my black

ballerinas.

I didnt bother with my hair or make up. I left my room without even looking at the mirror.

When I reached the bottom of the staircase Sam and Emily were already at the door.

Thank you. Emily said beaming at me. You look good Eva. Sam complimented. And I thanked

him without blushing. I honestly didnt care how I looked tonight; I just wanted to make Emily

happy.

The Bonfire took place at the beach; the fire was already lit when we arrived. Quil and Embry

came over to us excitedly and practically dragged me to the other boys. There was no new face inthe group and I was a little disappointed.

Is that you Eva? Paul joked as they saw me.

I shrugged and sat between Quil and Embry.

You noticed Seth just staring at you. Uuhh looks like Seths got a new crush. Jared teased and


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the rest of the boys started to tease him.

Shut up you guys! You guys have to admit she looks good! He said embarrassedly as he

punched Jared on the arm. They all laughed and started teasing him again.

We were sitting on one side of the large bonfire and my eyes got lost in the beautiful flickeringorange, yellow and blue flames.

Charlotte, Cole, Damian and I sat around our camp fire. So how you liking school Dame?

Charlotte wondered. Its been a month since he arrived and I didnt see him as much as I hoped,

but whenever I did I couldnt help but enjoy his presence.

Its been good. He replied.

Met any pretty girls? She asked.I glared at her but she just winked at me.

Yeah Damian, Hows it going with Alyssa? I saw you two the other day together. Cole teased.

You dont mean Alyssa Mayfair? Charlotte asked distraught.

Damian just nodded, blushing slightly. I stared into the fire, trying to hide my disappointment. I did

kiss him once when we were in the river but remained no more than friends. Maybe the kiss didnt

mean much to him as it did to me.

Damian moved to sit next to me. Hey are you ok? Youre shaking. He asked, worriedly. Why did

he care? I wondered.I didnt realize I was shaking. Yeah. I admitted. He took off his jacket and put it around me, and

then he put his arm around my shoulder.

I snuggled closer to him happily. Maybe Alyssa was just a friend to him.


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I saw Charlotte grin widely from the corner of my eye.

Hey Eva, you want a hotdog? Embry asked me and bringing me back to reality. I think he was

the only one who had patience for me from the rest of the group.

Im good. I told him.

Well look whos finally back. Quil said but before I could look up to see who it was all the boys

were surrounding him.

Jake! Its been too long man. Embry said.

La Push hasnt been the same without youre big mouth. Jared told him.

You ever thought of showering before coming to the bonfire? You stink. Quil teased.

Yeah. Nice seeing you guys too. I heard a husky voice say. There was a hint of pain in his voice,

I wondered if the others noticed. I was still sitting on the sand, not looking at the reunion anymore.Jake wed like you to meet someone. Quil suddenly said.

This is Eva White. Eva, this here is Billys son, Jacob Black. Embry introduced us.

Slowly I looked up at the stranger I was so interested in meeting. He was about 67 with a dark

russet skin. Although he had a shirt on I could see his body was toned and muscular.

As I looked into his chocolate brown eyes I felt I was looking into a mirror of my own pain. I dont

know how long we were looking at each other.His expression changed from surprised to interested into relieved. From the corner of my eye I saw

everyone started grinning widely at the both of us, which confused me.

He then smiled down at me. Nice to meet you Eva. He told me in his husky deep voice.


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Unthinkingly, a small smile formed itself on my lips, something about his smile had that effect on

me. Did I just find one of my missing pieces?

Same here. I said. Everyone else was staring at me shocked and I was shocked at myself as well.

I dont know how long its been since I havent had to force a fake smile.

And now looking at this handsome stranger I felt for the first time in months, hope.

Everyone finally stopped staring at us and he sat down next to me. His body was warm like Sam

and all of his friends. I dont know what Quil was going about earlier but he smelled fine to me, like

the forest. It had a wood, earth like scent.

The atmosphere here was more pleasant than it was before.

So what brings you to La Push? he asked, his chocolate brown eyes piercing mine.

My dad kicked me out. I replied honestly. It seems like he hasnt found much about me yet.

Why? he wondered.I couldnt look at him anymore.

He thought I needed to get away from there, he was right. I replied honestly.

So where have you been? I asked before we went deeper into that subject

Same reason you came here I guess, I needed to get away. He said, his voice sullen. I regretted

the question immediately.

Im sorry, I didnt mean to pry or whatever I was doing. I said looking back into his eyes.

Dont apologize, no harm done. He said smiling again.

A natural smile formed on my lips again. Why did he have this effect on me?

Sitting next to this stranger I felt content, I felt right. For the first time in a long time I felt like I

could be healed.


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4. Monsters

So how you liking La Push so far? He asked me. I like the fact that he kept our conversation light.

I love it, its so peaceful and everyones extremely friendly. I answered.

He chuckled. Well I guess youve never seen anyone on their bad side then. The worst part about

this place is that you never seem to get any privacy, there is always someone around

eavesdropping. He said and then glared at the other guys.

I realized then that they were all quietly watching the two of us.

Jared immediately looked away whistling, pretending he didnt get caught staring at us.

Paul took a big bite from his hotdog.

Seth scratched the back of his head embarrassedly.

Sorry Jake, its just that youve got her talking more than she usually does. Embry admits.

I wonder why that is? Quil teased, winking at Jacob.

I frowned wondering the same thing.

Im gonna go. I said standing up. Jacob looked dishearten as he heard this. Dont worry, Ill be

seeing you around. I said quickly without thinking. It actually mattered to me that he was upset. I

wanted to cheer him up.

It worked, he lightened up. You can count on that. He told me.

But you just arrived. Embry complained.

Im beat. Was all I said.

I turned and said Later. A bunch of goodbyes came from their group.

Before I was out of earshot I hear Jacob yell angrily at them. Look what you guys done! You made


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her leave!

Well it was nice to hear her say more than just two or three words for once. Embry told him.

Has she really talked that little? Jacob wondered aloud.

Yeah, and not once have I seen that pretty girl smile until tonight. Jared said.

I felt a warm tingling in my cheeks and I knew I was blushing. What was happening with me? I

wondered.

I told Emily and Sam that I was tired and that I was going to go home.

Be careful. Sam warned after I denied his offer on driving me home. I told him I wanted to walk.

The full moon shone enough light for me to see the trail towards home. I walked slowly and

quietly, enjoying the scenery and the silence. Since I walked every morning to the beach and backI knew the way like it was the back of my hand.

I wont have a human like you around my Damian. Alyssa said. And why not? Afraid of the

competition? I countered.

She smirked. Theres no completion Eva, hes mine.

I gave in, she was right. He was in love with her, not me

Its his decision if he wants to see me or not. I told her.

Hell be leaving with me and my sisters. He wont be seeing you anymore. She said, her smirkgrew more pronounced.

I was distraught. Damians leaving? Im never going to see the love of my life again?

She frowned. What are you? She asks annoyed.


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I just glared at her. What are you talking about? I asked.

Youre not human! I would be hearing your thoughts right now! you should be feeling pain right

now! She said angrily.

F*ck you Alyssa. Stop playing around and fly me home. I ordered annoyed.

Im a witch not a f*cking bird. She scowled.

Whatever, just bring me home. I told her.

I stared into the dark woods where the moonlight didnt shine and saw something move. It was

unbelievably fast and very white.

I hissed under my breath. Filthy leeches! Its bad enough that they stalked the night in New York,

why did they have to be in such a humble place as well? I quickly hurried home.

Once home I changed into my pajamas brushed my teeth and then got into bed, making sure thatmy speakers were playing mellow music.

Since Damian became a part of my life Ive been thrown into a world that I never believed existed.

Amongst mortal people walked along Supernatural beings.

I didnt believe it at first when I found out but once Alyssa started flying around in her broomstick I

immediately changed my opinion.

Damian was in love with a witch and they were going to get married in England. Once theyre wed,

Damian will acquire some of Alyssas powers, making him a wizard and a part of that world as

well.

Are you alright? Damian asked me after pounding at my door at the middle of the night. I stared

at him. Ever since he told me he was in love with Alyssa he never bothered to show his face


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around me and now hes standing in front of my door looking at me worriedly.

Whats it to you? I asked coldly.

He cringed at my tone. Alyssa hexed you and I I wanted to make sure you were ok. He said,

his eyes filled with pain.

I fought the urge to comfort him.

Yeah Im just peachy. You can go back to your precious Alyssa now. I said closing the door but

he stopped me.

Eva, youre supposed to be unconscious now. She put a spell on you. He said sternly.

I stared into his eyes. Sorry to disappoint both of you but Im still here.

I got angry with her when she told me what she did, and then I came to see if you were ok.

Please dont be like this. He pleaded.

Is that all? I asked.

One more thing. He said.

I tapped my foot, pretending to be impatient while glaring at him.

Evaline White. He said pronouncing my full name.

He hesitated, thinking it over then he said. Eva, youre not human. Youre immortal. I dont know

what kind of being you are but Eva, no human could have not dodged a spell cast by Alyssa.

5. Be My Escape

I dont know if this was true or not and honestly I never cared because a few days after he told me

this he left me and my whole world shattered apart.

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I shrugged. Just hung out at the beach, the weather was beautiful.

You didnt hang out with the guys? She asked surprised.

No. I replied.

Her eyebrows creased. Why? I asked, curious now.

It was her turn to shrug. I dont know, I thought youd be getting to know Jake a little better. Shereplied.

I pursed my lips. Maybe he doesnt want to get to know me. I admitted feeling disappointed.

She laughed. Believe me honey. Hes interested. Was all she said.

I blushed but didnt ask how she would know. She seemed pleased with my reaction.

That night I planned on seeing Jacob the next day, Emily would probably tell me where he lived

and Sam would probably drive me there.

I woke up the next morning surprised. I slept through the whole night, with no nightmare

whatsoever, I dont think I even dreamed. I felt great.

To my dismay Emily and Sam werent here. They probably went grocery shopping, the fridge

always had to be full when the guys came over.

While eating breakfast, I heard a knock on my door.

To my surprise and pleasure it was Jacob.Hey Jacob. I greeted him. Its Jake. He flashed a big grin and naturally I answered it with my

own. Sam and Emily arent here right now. I said, immediately thinking he wanted to see Sam.

I was looking for you actually. He said scratching the back of his head embarrassedly.


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I blushed slightly. What was going on with me?

Oh, whats up? I asked.

You wanna hangout today? You know get to know each other better and stuff. He said. I

shrugged. Sure.

He grinned again. Great. You wanna head to the beach? he asked. Yeah, that was where I was

planning to go before you showed up. I lied and then locked the door behind me. It was almost

hot outside.

So you like the beach huh? He guessed. Yep. I told him, focusing on the trail in front of me. His

silence urged me to continue. I go there every morning. I love hearing the waves crash onto the

shore, its soothing.

Sunrises and Sunsets are the best. He told me. I just nodded.

The rest of the way to the beach we were mostly silent. He told me that not much happened after I

left last night, so I didnt miss anything. He told me that everyones happy having me here. I had

the feeling he was trying to cheer me up.

In a small way, it did.

Once we got to the beach we sat next to each other on the sand.

I would sneak quick glances at him whenever I could. I couldnt deny that he was handsome and I

loved his eyes. He seemed to be silently arguing with himself about something.

So whats your story? He finally said.Didnt Emily already tell you? I asked, guessing that the two of them talked after I left.

She just said youve been through a lot. Everyone else says youre usually so distant, like youre

thoughts are somewhere else, thats why you never talk much. He said.


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I hesitated and then looked at him, he was staring at me. The pain of his past still hasnt left his

eyes. Ill tell you mine if you tell me yours. I mumbled.

He frowned. Theres not much to tell. He said.

I turned my gaze back to the ocean. Try me. I dared.He chuckled, Alright deal. You start. He said, giving in.

I sighed and kept my glance towards the ocean. His name was Damian. He moved to New York

about a year and a half ago. We hanged out a lot and were pretty close. Stupid as I was I fell in

love with him and the day I told him was the day he told me he was in a relationship with this

girl from my school and well, they both left to England together. As you can see I didnt handle it

all too well.

I put it in simply, making it not sound as bad as it really was.

Silence.

I turned to look at his reaction and wondered why hes so quiet. Jacob? I asked seeing the

surprised expression on his face.

Are you ok? I asked him and then he nodded.

My stories exactly like yours only her name was Bella. He told me.

Exactly like mine? I asked curiously, urging the story out him.

Almost. She was with this guy and he left her, she was a mess after that and I tried to help her

get over it, stupid as I was I fell in love with her and well, he came back and she chose him over

me. he said, his voice pained.


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He seemed to hide a lot as well but it didnt matter, at least I know what happened, the overall

story.

Lifes tough. I said.

He chuckled. No shit. He replied.

Suddenly a loud howl came from the forest and Jacob perked up, as if it was calling him. Umm I

have to go. I just remembered I have to do something important. Jacob said, getting up.

Alright. I said, hiding my disappointment.

Ill see you later? He asked hopefully.

Later. I said flatly. He looked at me troubled but then left. Stupid pack. He whispered under his

breath but I heard him.

It looks like Jacob and the rest of the gang have been hiding something from me. I dont believe Ihavent seen it earlier, it was pretty obvious.

The Quileute legends were based on facts, how tribe members could shift themselves into Wolves,

they would fend away Vampires and other beings that could hurt their tribe. They were protectors,

Sam and the rest of the boys. They were shape shifters.

And for some reason that made me curious. I wanted to know so much about them but if I

confronted Jacob, hed wonder how I knew about shape shifters and how quickly believed in a silly

thing like that. He might tell me one day, I should be patient; Ive had enough ofthatworld

anyway.

Now I just wanted to sit on the beach under the sun.


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Jacobs face appeared in my mind again. His handsome features awakened something in me that I

thought died long ago. Even though he wasnt exactly human, his warm hearted smile and

piercing chocolate brown eyes wouldnt leave my thoughts.

It was then I realized that I was attracted to Jacob Black.

6. Love At First Sight

*Jacobs POV*

When I arrived at the Bonfire everyone was already there. Jake! I heard Billy yell once he saw

me. Hey Dad. I said as enthusiastically as I could. Are you back for good? he asked. I

shrugged, Probably. I told him.He frowned at my appearance and all of a sudden he lightened up.

You should go see the others, theyll be happy to introduce you to someone. He told me.

I raised an eyebrow. Dad I think its too soon to-

Just meet her. He interrupted me and turned his wheelchair to talk to Sue. What a welcome. I

thought sarcastically. Might as well get it over with. I walked towards the guys, spotting a girl

sitting between Quil and Embry, before I could get a good look at her Quil saw me and said. Well

look whos back!

They all got up to greet me covering my view to the silent girl.

Jake! Its been too long man. Embry said.

La Push hasnt been the same without youre big mouth. Jared told me.

You ever thought of showering before coming to the bonfire? You stink. Quil teased.


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Yeah. Nice seeing you guys too. I said. I didnt realize how much I missed my friends.

Jake wed like you to meet someone. Quil suddenly said.

This is Eva White. Eva, this here is Billys son, Jacob Black. Embry introduced us.

I was able to finally see the girl and my eyes widened. Pain was written in her almost black eyes,

as if shes been through so much and I felt a sudden urge to comfort this stranger. Her skin was sopale she looked weak and was a mess but she was very beautiful.

I realized then that nothing else seemed to matter anymore. Eva White, this stranger was all that

mattered to me, all I wanted was to make her happy, I wanted to be everything she wants and

needs.

Oh. I thought. Relief overwhelmed me.

So this is what it feels like. I felt the others grin widely, they knew.

I didnt believe this would ever happen, I, Jacob Black have finally imprinted.

All I wanted to tell this beautiful stranger that I loved her and from now on she was my world.

Keep it light.

Nice to meet you Eva. I said, saying her name with delight.

She looked at me with eyes wide. I couldnt help but smile at her surprised expression. She smiled

weakly but it was real, I felt everyone stiffen with shock beside me. I wondered why and planned

to ask them later.

Same here. She said quietly, her voice harmonically ringing in my ears.

With ease I took a seat down next to her. It felt so right, like I belonged at her side. So what

brings you to La Push? I asked curiously looking into her eyes. They were so full of secrets. My


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dad kicked me out. She replied.

Why would someone want someone so beautiful and so interesting out of their life?

How would you know shes interesting? You dont even know her yet.

Just look into her eyes.

I argued with myself.Why? I heard myself ask.

She looked away, hiding the agony that was visible in the depths of her eyes. He thought I

needed to get away from there, he was right. She replied.

She was honest and I liked that.

I was burning with curiosity but I kept it to myself.

So where have you been? She asked, she was curious about me as well. Bellas face appeared

on my mind. Same reason you came here I guess, I needed to get away. I said sullenly.

She apologized and I smiled. I was happy I came back, I had a reason to live again and I waslooking at the person who gave me my life back.

Dont apologize, no harm done. I kept it light.

She smiled again, I wish I could bring it out more. I wanted to make her laugh and joke around, to

make her forget about her pain.

She seemed content; the warmth of my body didnt seem to bother her. That was a good sign. So

how you liking La Push so far? I asked, keeping the conversation light.

I love it, its so peaceful and everyones extremely friendly.She answered. I was satisfied with

her answer but then I got annoyed at the guys who were staring at us rudely.

Well I guess youve never seen anyone on their bad side then. The worst part about this place is

that you never seem to get any privacy, there is always someone around eavesdropping. I glared

at the guys and the most of them pretended as if they havent been caught.


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Sorry Jake, its just that youve got her talking more than she usually does. Embry admits.

I wonder why that is? Quil teased, winking at me.

My mood quickly changed. I made her talk. I was overjoyed.

She frowned, looking troubled.

Im gonna go. She said standing up. No. Was all I could think, I couldnt hide my disappointment.

Dont worry, Ill be seeing you around. She reassured me, I liked the sound of that. You can

count on that. I told her.

Embry then complained. But you just arrived.

She shrugged. Im beat. Was all she told him.

I watched her walk over towards Emily and Sam, once she was out of earshot I yelled angrily.

Look what you guys done! You made her leave! I was annoyed.

Well it was nice to hear her say more than just two or three words for once. Embry said.

Has she really talked that little? I spoke my thoughts out loud.

Yeah and not once have I seen that pretty girl smile until tonight. Jared said.

I grinned a little smugly. I made her smile. I thought proudly.

Shes related to Emily? I asked, seeing the two of them talk, guessing that she stayed with

Emily. Yeah shes her niece actually. Embry told me. Shes from New York.

I continued watching her as she walked towards the Forest alone. I stood up in rage and stompedover to Sam. How could you just let her go home alone? I demanded, outraged.

His eyes widened in surprise and after understanding the look in my eyes he smiled. Emily, it

looks like Jacob just imprinted on your niece. He said turning to his fiance.


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A leech was in the forest. I informed him immediately.

Who? He wondered.

Not a scent I recognize but it didnt follow Eva here. I told him.

Good. Well talk to the others tomorrow and search the forest. Maybe Ill have a talk with the

Cullens, maybe theyre having friends over

I grimaced, disgusted by hearing the name. Just because we made a good team in the past

doesnt mean we were friends. I dont care what the others think about them, but theyre not OK

in my part.

Go home Jake, Billy will be glad to have you under his roof again. And you do need a shower. He

thought snorting.

Alright. Ill see you tomorrow. I said and toddled home.

7. All For You

*Jacobs POV*

Billy, of course, was happy to have me home and he apparently already knew about me imprinting

on Eva.

So Emilys niece huh? He said as I gobbled down the leftovers I heated up. I was hungry. He

didnt seem so surprised about it.

In my mind Evas beautiful face appeared and I couldnt help but smile. Ill take that as a yes. My

dad said chuckling.

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told him honestly. Now you have all the time you want to get to know her.

I loved the sound of that.

It would be nice to see her true self though. He continued.

What do you mean? I asked.

Dont you notice? Shes miserable, about something or someone. Shes always so quiet anddistant. But I bet she used to be more alive.

I nodded. He was right and I swore to myself that Im going to be the one wholl fix her just like

she fixed me.

I said goodnight to my dad. I had to admit sleeping on my old bed was comforting; it was nice to

be back home. I couldnt fall asleep though. I saw Evas almost black eyes in my mind, something

about them were so different. Ive never seen eyes with such deepness, not even Bella had such

eyes.I wanted to see her as soon as possible but she would probably think Im weird if I showed up in

her house the next morning so I decided to wait.

The next day I hung out with the guys. Eva didnt leave my mind, I wondered if she was safe, if she

was happy. The others wanted to go cliff diving and I followed, needing the rush.

I cant believe you imprinted on Emilys niece! Paul said, playfully punching your shoulder.

Neither can I. I mean I dont know the girl and yet I didnt finish the sentence, Evas weak

smile came to my mind, thinking of kissing those full lips sent a current throughout my body, one

Ive never experienced before.You think shell like me? I asked hopefully.

Dude the first time she saw you she smile and it was real.Quil said. You looked at him confused.

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I scratched the back of my head suddenly embarrassed. I was looking for you actually. I

admitted.

She blushed, which made my confidence stronger. I bet the guy never seen her blush neither.

Oh, whats up? She asked.

You wanna hangout today? You know, get to know each other better and stuff. Again I kept itlight; I didnt want her to think Im some obsessed maniac. I wanted to spend the whole day with

Eva, in fact I never wanted to leave her sight.

Sure. She agreed shrugging.

Again I grinned widely, happy she agreed to spend her time with me. As usual she gladly returned

it with her own but it was weak. I had to have patience.

Great. You wanna head to the beach? I asked her. Yeah, that was where I was planning to gobefore you showed up. She told me. She liked the beach and she seemed to be enjoying the

warm weather. Luckily the weather was on my side today.

So you like the beach huh? I said, paying attention to her face. Yep. She said, looking straight

ahead. I frowned and waited for her to say more. I go there every morning. I love hearing the

waves crash onto the shore, its soothing. She continued.

So did I. We had things in common, another good sign.

Sunrises and Sunsets are the best. I said. She just nodded in agreement.I tried to cheer her up in small ways, saying that she didnt miss much after she left and that how

everyones happy about having her here, which was an understatement. Everyones overjoyed

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Once we got to the beach we sat next to each other on the sand.

She seemed comfortable next to me but she was quiet, staring into the horizon. I stared at the

ocean, wondering if I could ask her what happened, wondering how I could ask her without making

it come out wrong. I wanted to know so badly.

So whats your story? I heard myself ask, did it sound like I was prying? Or just curious?She bit her lip and her eyebrows creased. Didnt Emily already tell you? She asked.

She just said youve been through a lot. Everyone else says youre usually so distant, like youre

thoughts are somewhere else, thats why you never talk much.

I said, remembering what the guys and my dad told me.

Was I being rude? Her almost black eyes were piercing mine.

Before I could apologize she mumbled. Ill tell you mine if you tell me yours.

I frowned, so it was still visible in my eyes. To me it felt like a nightmare from a dark past, my light

was sitting next to me. She was all that mattered now.Theres not much to tell. I said, which was true.

She looked back towards the ocean. Try me. She almost dared.

She was interested, how could I deny such a girl?

Alright deal. You start. I said.

Even though she wasnt looking at me, I could see the agony in her eyes. Her hands clenched into

fists, she seemed to try to control herself.

His name was Damian. He moved to New York about a year and a half ago. We hanged out a lot

and were pretty close. Stupid as I was I fell in love with him and the day I told him was the day he

told me he was in a relationship with this girl from my school and well, they both left to England

together. As you can see I didnt handle it all too well. She said, she made it sound simple, as if it


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were not that bad, and I could tell there were a lot of things she left out. I was surprised though,

her story was almost like mine and almost like Bellas. If this Damian would come back for her,

would she choose him?

No, this was different. She was not Bella. This guy left her for someone else and not for her safety

She turned to me examining my reaction, I tried to keep my face straight. Jacob? She asked andI looked at her surprised. Again, the way she said my name sent shivers down my spine. It was a

very, very pleasant feeling.

Are you ok? She asked and I nodded.

She was waiting for me to start.

My storys exactly like yours only her name was Bella. I said, I didnt like mentioning her name.

Exactly like mine? She pushed, she was a curious girl and I just wanted to make her happy.

I sighed. Almost. She was with this guy and he left her, she was broken after that and I tried to

help her get over it, stupid as I was I fell in love with her and well, he came back she chose himover me. I said, again I wondered if Eva would do the same thing, I wouldnt be able to take the

pain if that happened.

Lifes tough.She said.

I chuckled. How right she was. No shit. I replied.

Suddenly Sam howled from the forest. I forgot that I had to meeting up with the others, Sam

finally was supposed to talk to the Cullens today, I wondered whats new.

I struggled to find something to excuse myself from Eva. Umm I have to go. I just remember Ihave to do something important. I said. Nice one. I thought to myself sarcastically as I got up.

Alright. She said, in a monotone.

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Later. She said flatly. I gazed at her for a moment, wondering if I upset her. I had to see the pack

though, I dont want a bloodsucker near Eva.

I left muttering Stupid pack. Under my breath.

Once I was in the forest and out of sight I took my pants and t-shirt off, tying each of them arounda leg and phased into my wolf form.

Anything new? I asked the guys.

Finally he phased. Paul thought.

Yeah Jake what took so long? Quil asked.

Unconsciously I thought of Eva and I sitting on the beach and our little conversation.

Oh. All of them thought at the same time, they now knew what happened to Eva, why she acted

this way.

I finally met them near Forks. Sam told me that the Cullens didnt have any friends over so theleech that was in our forest last night was an enemy. Sam then ordered us to make rounds, check

every part of our land if there was any fresh scent of the bloodsucker.

Unfortunately no one picked up a fresh scent.

Before sunset I then decided to go back to the beach, have a little time for myself, I phased into

me and walked towards to the beach.

To my surprise Eva was still sitting on the same spot I left her on, as if she hadnt budged.

Eva? I asked, not sure if I should sit down next to her.

She seemed to snap out of whatever thoughts she was in and looked up at me surprised. Wereyou here the whole day? I asked. Her cheeks were slightly red but there was no serious sun burn.

She nodded.

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It was my turn to nod and I sat down next to her.

Im sorry about leaving you before, that was rude. I apologized.

It doesnt matter. She said and then pointed out You came back.

Were you waiting for me? I asked but doubting it.

I lost track of time actually. She said, staring at the horizon, the sun was going to set.I noticed Goosebumps on her skin. Are you cold? I asked.

She shrugged but didnt answer. Unsurely I put my arm around her, this surprised her at first but

instead of pulling away she snuggled closer.

Thanks. She muttered.

I chuckled with delight. No problem.

She was the one for me, we were meant to be with each other. I thought optimistically as we

watched the sun set.

8. Act Naturally

*Evas Pov*

While I was sitting alone on the beach I was ready for the memories to come flowing back but it

didnt. Instead Jacobs face formed in my mind again.

I wondered how Bella look like, how he acted towards her. Unwillingly I got jealous, to have

someone love her so much, how could she be so stupid to let him go?


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Probably because the one who left her was the one she loved more.

Again I thought of Jacob and the guys. Jacob was probably like them before, before Bella. He was

as carefree and happy, more than he was now. I wanted to be carefree and happy again. And for

the first time since Damian left me I wanted to trybeing me again. To laugh a long with Jacob andthe guys, to flirt, to joke around, I didnt know if it was possible though.

The sun felt good on my skin, I didnt want the sun to stop shining. At least not for now and I didnt

want to leave the beach.

Again I waited for the pain to come but it didnt. I waited for numbness but instead I felt myself

flush as I imagined Jacobs lips on mine.

Eva? I heard a familiar voice say, snapping me out of my trail of thoughts. How long was I here?I looked up at Jacob surprised, why did he come back here? Were you here the whole day? He

asked. I realized the sun was slowly setting.

I nodded.

Done doing whatever you had to do that was important? I asked, hoping he wasnt going to

leave again.

He nodded and sat down next to me. I felt the warmness of his body and realized that it was

growing cold

Im sorry about leaving you before that was rude. He apologized, truthfully.It doesnt matter. I said and then pointed out You came back. I didnt want to mention how

happy that made me.

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I lost track of time actually. I said, looking away. I didnt know what else to say, shouldnt I tease

back? Or was it too soon?

Are you cold? He asked, did he notice the goose bumps on my skin?

I shrugged, I was used to the cold. Slowly and unsurely he put his around me. I was surprised and

thrilled at the same time. I snuggled closer to him, he was just so warm.Thanks. I muttered.

He chuckled lightly. No problem.

I felt as if it was supposed to be this way and I almost forgot about my past as we watched the

sunset. Almost.

We quietly watched the last strains of light disappear into the horizon. I wanted to stay this way

forever. You wanna head back? he asked me quietly, his chin on my head.

No. I thought but Emily would start looking for me soon. I guess we should. I told him and he

took his arm away from my shoulder. The cool wind blue and I shivered.

I looked up at him and saw him look down at me worriedly. Here take this. He said and before I

could say anything he took off his shirt and handed it to me. Itll help. He said.

My eyes were on his half naked body. He was strong, I thought. And his 6 pack and muscles

proved that but he wasnt too bulky which was good.

Are you ok? He asked and I tore my gaze from his body and to his eyes. He was grinning

impishly which made me brush furiously. I was too obvious.

Sorry, you just took me by surprise. I said.

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Actually with the shirt on you look like a beanpole. I heard myself say, this was an automatic

response coming from the old me. The person I was before Damien.

The look on his face threw me off the edge and I started giggling. He was shocked and slightly

embarrassed, his wide eyes and crooked smile proved that.

Once I giggled a wide grin exchanged his other expressions. Ah the pretty girl can giggle too. Heexclaims taking his shirt from me and putting it over my head.

I put his shirt on and it was so big it reached just above my knees. A dark cloud managed to cover

the moon and I almost couldnt see anything anymore, just Jacobs figure in front of me. Cmon

lets get you home before you catch a cold. Jacob said, caringly.

He grabbed my hand and started leading the way home. How old are you Eva? he asked me as

we walked in the darkness. His warm hand felt soft around mine; again it felt right, like it belonged

there.Im 17, you? I asked, I actually wondered how old he was. Me too. He replied. I stopped in

surprise. Seriously 17? You could pass for a 22 year old! I said in awe.

He chuckled. Yeah I get that a lot. He said.

You up for going out of the Rez tomorrow? he asked suddenly once we continued walking

With you? I asked hopefully.

Of course. He said.

Well where did you plan on going? I wondered.

Seattle, get our fill of the city. He told me.I come from the City, not much to see. But Ive never been to Seattle so sure. I told him.

How are we going to go there? I dont remember the last time I talked this much.

I got a ride. He said chuckling.


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I realized the he and Emily were sitting on the couch.

I blushed. Am I allowed to? He asked me, his eyes filled with hope.

I shrugged. Sure.

We made our way up the stairs and entered my room. Cool room. He commented. When I wasnot in the beach or when the guys werent showing me around the Rez I spent some time

decorating my room, putting up all my old posters of my favorite bands. Emily even allowed me to

draw on them and so I did.

I put effort in my room because it was my space and I wanted to be comfortable in it.

Thanks. I said sitting on the couch while he laid on my bed.

So summer vacation is almost over. Where will you going to school?

I groaned. I almost forgot about school. He frowned. I know how you feel. He put in.

I chuckled lightly. Emily told me Ill be going to school here. I answered his question. His smilealmost brightened the dim lit room. Great youll probably be in my class. He said.

This boy has this glint in his eyes that I didnt understand, as ifI meant something to him, as if he

cared about me. I couldnt believe it.

Probably. I agreed.

9. Heal Me

Jake didnt stay long. When he saw me yawning he decided to leave to give me my beauty sleep

or so he put it.

Around him I always felt better, I felt whole and I never wanted to be away from his warmness.


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After he left it was quiet and the coldness came back. I immediately missed his presence but I

couldnt go to his house at this time, I mean he just left. What would he think of me?

I took a shower and got ready for bed.

The more time I spent with Jacob the more attracted I was to him and the more I felt like myself,

especially when he started showing his true self. He was a funny guy and until now hes onlyshowed his good side. Aside for the pain that was written in his eyes from his past, he looked like

he was happy.

I fell asleep excited for the next day; I get the whole day with Jacob and no one else.

I was in the forest, not following the path to the beach. Again I saw the figure of a Vampire in front

of me. Instead of running away he was leaning against the bark of a tree.

He smiled at me, flashing his razor sharp canines and I backed away glaring at him.

Cmon Eva, you arent really afraid of me, are you? He asked, unsure.I blinked. How did he know my name?

I stared at his familiar looking face, that familiar smile. Damian? I asked.

His smile widened. Ive missed you. He said and made a move to come closer. I held my hands

palms forward in front of me. Stay where you are. I said coldly.

His eyes pained at my tone. I heard a familiar high pitched annoying laugh from behind me. What

the f*ck do you guys want from me?! I asked, annoyed.

Honey, youre thirsty. Lets get this over with. Alyssa told Damian, ignoring me. She grabbed my

shoulders.I tried to shake her away but couldnt.

Damian came over to us. Dont touch me! I spat.

Im sorry Eva, you just smell so good. He said, his now crimson eyes boring into mine. He bared


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his fangs and leaned closer.

Before his fangs pierced my neck I let out a scream.

Luckily my screams were muffled against my pillow. I hope Sam and Emily didnt hear me.

I sat up breathing heavily; assuring myself it was just a dream. I shivered at the memory of it.I realized it was quiet, too quiet and turned on my music. Bon Ivers soothing voice calmed me

down and the last thing I heard him sing was with the wild wolves around you before drifting into

unconsciousness.

I was torn. After getting up and washing my face I didnt know what to wear. Should I wear the

usual large T-shirt, jeans and sneakers or something different? What would Jacob like? I couldnt

believe I actually caredhow I looked like to him. I wanted him to find me at leastpretty.

Instead of being annoyed by this I was overjoyed. I was really changing, something about Jacob

was slowly healing me. I was finding all my lost pieces.

The summer days were still showing here, it was warm again and the sun was shining brightly

today. I settled for a floral striped Chiffon halter top and jean shorts.

I took a good look at myself in the mirror, thanks to yesterday my cheeks got a little color and I

didnt look that dead anymore.

I fixed my hair, put on my low cut white converse shoes. I grabbed a pullover before making my

way downstairs for breakfast. It might get cold again later.

The pancakes Emily was making smelled incredible. Good morning. I said cheerfully. She turned

to look at me, her eyes narrowed at my face, measuring my mood and then she smiled. You look


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good today. Where are you going? She asked.

I blushed. I forgot to ask you. Jake invited me to go to Seattle today, can I go? I asked.

Of course you can go. When is he picking you up? She asked. I shrugged, he didnt tell me. Just

then Sam came from outside followed by Jacob.

My heart beat erratically as I looked into the warm chocolate brown eyes Ive grown very fond of.I saw how his eyes swiftly gazed down at my body and then back to my eyes. I grinned, from his

expression it looked like he liked what I chose to wear today.

Just in time! Emily exclaimed and put a plate piled with delicious pancakes on the table. We all

started eating breakfast.

So how long will you guys be in Seattle? Sam asked.

Jacob and I both shrugged. Why does she have a curfew? Jacob asked, his eyes narrowing. No

but when you two are back Emily and I probably wont be here. Sam explained.

Did I miss something? Where will you guys be? I asked.We wanted to tell you yesterday but we forgot as well. Well be visiting a few relatives of Sams in

Chelan. Emily replied.

How long? Jacob asked, facing Sam.

A week. Sam said.

I didnt mind, they were probably going to plan their wedding with those relatives. It would be nice

for them and from her expression, Emily was really looking forward to it.

What about Eva? Jacob demanded.

I rolled my eyes. Im a big girl Jake, I can take care of myself. I told him. He just winked at meand turned to Sam.

We thought that you should stay with her while were gone. Sam said.

Could a heart burst with joy? One week with Jacob in the same house? This was going to be fun.


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I couldnt believe how excited I was, I couldnt believe how fast I was changing. Of course I didnt

let it show and kept my straight face. I gazed over at Jacob, he was grinning from ear to ear. You

dont mind do you Jake? Sam asked, grinning as well.

Not at all. He said, his chocolate brown eyes piercing mine and it felt as if my heart skipped a

beat.

After we ate breakfast we said our goodbyes to Emily and Sam and were on our way to Seattle.

I was looking outside and into the forest, I suddenly remembered the nightmare I had the night

before and I shivered.

Dont tell me youre cold. Jake said while searching for a station on the radio.

No. I just remembered a dream I had last night. I told him.

Nightmare? He asked.

I nodded. Well Ill make sure youll have none of those while Im staying with you. He said, Ithought he was joking but there was no sign of teasing in his face.

Weird.

He finally found a station where Everythings Magic by Angels and Airwaves was playing. He

tapped his fingers on the steering wheel to the rhythm of the song.

And do you ever feel like you're alone?

And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?

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I listened to the radio, totally content. Even though I wasnt near Jacob I could still feel the

warmness coming from him.

So what do you want to do in Seattle? I asked, breaking the silence.

Hmm. He pondered.

Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight

Prepare for the best and the fastest ride

And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine

Everything, everything's magic

Anything you want to do. He finally said.

Now it was my turn to ponder. What do I want to do in the City?


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And do you ever see yourself in love?

And do you ever take a chance, my love?

Because you know that I will.

Did you want to buy anything? He asked. I shrugged. Not that I can think of. I replied. You?

Me neither. We can check out the city. Buy some ice cream and enjoy the weather. He

suggested.

Sounds good to me. I told him.

Slowly he lifted his hand from the gearshift and reached out to take my hand. He frowned, Yousaid you werent cold. He told me.

I realized that my hands were cold, especially after feeling the difference between his body

temperature and mine. Im not cold Jake, youre hot. Its not my fault youre a freak. I informed

him.

Thanks. He said taking it as a compliment.

For what? I asked, annoyed at his reaction.

You think Im a hot freak. He said chuckling.

I rolled my eyes and pulled my hands away from his. Youre impossible. I muttered.Impossible to resist. I know. He teased, taking my hand again and holding it tighter so I couldnt

pull away. I didnt plan on pulling away from his grasp again, I loved the warmness of it.

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We bought a 2 liter bottle of coke and three sandwiches, two for him and one for me.

I bet you I can chug down this bottle of coke without stopping. He said, his eyes wanting me to

accept.

Alright what happens if you can do it? I asked cheerfully.

I get to sleep with you tonight. He said casually.My eyes widened.

I mean sleep! Dont think thatway. He added seeing my reaction. Unless he then says

slowly, eyeing me mischievously. I rolled my eyes. Id have to pass on that. I said but the idea of

sleeping next to him didnt sound bad at all, especially if I was in his arms.

What happens if you cant? I asked.

He looked at me as if doubted that was going to happen. You get to pick. He said.

I grinned. Alright, go ahead. Show me what you got. I said.

He grinned and opened the bottle. He took a deep breath and started drinking. I watched in aweas he drank the bottle empty, he didnt pause at all.

I guess he was going to sleep with me tonight. I thought excitedly.

I win. He declared, squeezing the bottle. Before I could reply he stood up. But now I need to go

to the bathroom. He said embarrassedly. Out of spite I laughed.

Will you wait here? He demanded. Actually I wanted to go to that music shop over there. I said

pointing at the shop I was eyeing earlier.

He looked at me worriedly, as if something bad was going to happen to me in the few minutes hes

away. I can take care of myself Jake. Go find a public bathroom. I almost ordered. He hesitatedthen leaned down to plant a kiss on my forehead. Take care. He muttered in his husky voice and

stalked off to find a bathroom.

He left me breathless. There was no other way of seeing it, he wanted me the way I wanted him.


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That look in his eyes that almost replaced the pain, the way he was always around. It had to be

that way.

I walked lightheaded towards the music shop.

Once inside I was completely distracted by all the beautiful guitars I almost forgot about Jacobs

intentions.I stroked a beautiful black acoustic guitar, it almost looked like mine. My guitar lay under my bed

in Emilys house, rotting away because I stopped using it a very long time ago.

I decided to change that. I looked for the perfect strings that would match my guitar and bought

them. Jacob wasnt there as I left the shop so I waited for him. He probably couldnt find a

bathroom, I thought to myself.

I realized that the it grew darker and looked up, dark gray clouds covered the once blue skies. I

glared and put on my jacket. The streets were almost empty.

Hey there pretty lady. I heard an unfamiliar voice say.I turned to see a guy standing behind me, eyeing me in a manner that disgusted me. He looked

between 20 and 25, his hair was cut so short he was almost bald and he was half a head taller

than me.

What do you want? I demanded rudely. His eyes snapped from my body to my eyes. Just

wondering why a pretty girl like you is standing here all alone? he asked.

I looked around and saw that the streets were empty. It didnt matter I could take this guy. Im

waiting for someone. I said showing no fear towards this creepy stranger.

Is that so? He asked, taking a step closer.Stay back. I warned him.

Or what? He asked, I turned to walk away but he grabbed my wrist roughly and yanked me


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towards him.

Before I could do anything the guy let go of my wrist and I realized Jacob was standing next to me,

shaking. I peeked up at him and saw his eyes filled with anger and hate. He was glaring at the

guy.I smirked at the guy. I told you I was waiting for someone. I said.

The guy glared at me menacingly and Jacob took a step in front of me, protecting me from the

perve. He looked up at Jacob fearfully. Im sorry man. I was just looking for some fun, you know,

just teasing. Harmless. He tried to explain to Jacob.

Fun? Jacob growled with disgust, he couldnt stop shaking. If you dont leave now youll be

ending up in a hospital, or worse. Jacob then threatened through clenched teeth.

The guy believed Jacob and made a run for it, of course stumbling twice while he ran. Jacob

continued shaking, even though he was out of sight.

I didnt know what to do. Jake? I asked unsurely. He looked down into my eyes and immediately

stopped shaking. And you said you can take care of yourself. He said smiling grimly.

I scowled. Of course I can, he just got me off guard. I said and rubbed my wrist. It stung, I was

probably going to get a bruise tomorrow.

A loud clap of thunder made me jump.

Jacob frowned up at the sky. I dont think it would be a good idea to drive home in thattonight.

He said.

He was right, the rain started pouring heavily and it was almost dark. Cmon, I know a cheap

Motel we can stay in. He said. He put his arm around my shoulder and by the time we reached

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The room wasnt that bad, the most important part was that it was warm. Jacob immediately took

off his shirt and hung it on the heater for it to dry.

I did the same with my jacket.

Today wasnt that bad. I told him, he was very quiet.

He chuckled. Except for the last part. He said.It took me about ten minutes to find a bathroom, and then I had to wait in line. It was horrible.

After that it grew dark and from the look of it a storm was coming, I practically ran back to the

square and once I saw that guy grab you. It took every ounce of my self control to keep me from

attacking him. He explained.

But why? I asked.

He couldve hurt you Eva or worse. He thought grimacing.

That wasnt what I meant but I let it go. It would have never gone that far. I said shrugging.

He rolled his eyes. Its over though right? No need to think about it anymore. He said and I wasfine with that idea.

We watched some TV, from the window we could see the lightning and heard the thunder. Jacob

was on a chair and I was on the floor, neither of us wanted to wet the bed with our soaked clothes.

When did he leave you? Jacob then asked quietly.

About 9 months ago. I replied, knowing what he meant. For some reason it didnt hurt talking

about him with Jacob.

Does it still hurt? He wondered aloud.

Not when Im around you. I said quietly.

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Is that hard to believe? I asked.

He shook his head. Not really. Its the same with me. He said.

Weird. I said trying to hide my happiness, my theories were confirmed.

Yeah. He agreed.

But do you still miss him sometimes? He asked a minute later.I never really missed him. I felt more betrayed than anything else and it felt like when he left, he

took my heart with him. I felt empty and betrayed. I tried to explain.

And thats what made things worse in New York, everything reminded me of him. I whispered.

Probably hard for you in La Push too huh.

He shrugged. It used to be. Was all he said.

I stared at the TV, not paying any attention on what was showing.

Well its been a long day and Im beat. He said stretching. You dont mind if I sleep in my

boxers? Theyre the only things dry right now. He asked. Not at all. I thought but said. Only ifyou have to

You can wear my shirt, theyre probably dry right now. He then told me. I grabbed his shirt from

the heater and changed in the bathroom, leaving my bra and panties on.

I got in the bed next to him, he warmed it up nicely and it was so cozy.

You know what Eva? He said after turning off the lights.

What? I wondered.

Im glad you moved to La Push. He said. I smiled.

So am I. I whispered.


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10. Hold You in My Arms

I knew Jacob was asleep once he started snoring lightly. The warmth coming from his body was

amazing and I slid a little closer to him, wanting to absorb it all.I heard the rain drops patter on the roof, it sounded like it was getting worse, the thunder and

lightning just didnt stop. Jacob suddenly put his arm around me and pulled me to him. I smelled

his earth woody scent and listened to his light snores. Again being so close to him felt right. His

warm skin felt really good on mine.

Slowly the sound of the storm became faint and I drifted into unconsciousness.

I woke up the next morning having Jacobs arm still around me, he looked comfortable enough. I

realized he was still in his boxers and a different feeling coursed through my veins. I shook it off.

Stupid teenage hormones. I thought frustrated at myself. Ive never felt this way about Damian.

I tried to free myself from his grip which woke him up. He grinned seeing me in his arms. Morning

sweetheart. He teased. I rolled my eyes. You can let go of me now, we should start driving back

to La Push. I muttered, I hoped he didnt notice my uneven breathing.

He tightened his hold around me and I couldnt move at all. Im actually comfortable this way.

He murmured, his lips on my hair. My heart almost leaped out of my chest.I couldnt look up at him, I knew what would happen if I did and I just wasnt ready for that yet.

Why are you so warm? I brought up an entirely different subject. This worked; he released his

hold on me and got up. He shrugged not wanting to answer the question. I didnt bother him any


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further with it, if he wasnt ready to tell me what he is then so be it.

In the bathroom I changed out of his large shirt and into my finally dry clothes. I then gave him his

shirt back.

The ride back to La Push was quiet, Jacob seemed troubled and I guessed that it had something todo with this morning.

I turned on the radio and started looking for a good station, I didnt like the awkward quietness

between us. There was only one with good frequency so I left it on that station.

The song that was playing sounded so familiar. I listened to it carefully and froze remembering

where I knew that song from. I stiffly turned off the radio. I was listening to that. Jacob then said,

turning it on again.

I bit my lip not wanting to tell Jacob why I didnt want to listen to this song. I hugged myself

intending to hold myself together in case I fell apart. The memory came flooding back.

So youre afraid of heights huh? Damian asked as we watched the Ferris Wheel turn, Charlotte

and Cole were already on it and making out. We were sitting on the bench facing each other and

listening to the music that was playing on the speakers. A little bit. I admitted.

He chuckled. Did you have to move here or was it your choice? I was curious.I wanted to move here. I like being in new places and meeting new people. He said.

That means you probably move around a lot. I guessed.

Yeah, more than the average person, but I never liked a place as much as I did here. He said.


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Whys that? I asked, curiosity was burning in my eyes and he chuckled once more.

Interesting people. His eyes twinkled once he said that.

One Republic started playing on the speakers. Wanna dance? He asked. I looked at him waitingfor him to crack a grin, showing that he was just kidding around.

Please? He smiled making the butterflies flutter in my belly.

Sure. I managed to say.

He took my hand and led me to a quiet place where little people were around. There he wrapped

his arms around me and placed his chin on top of my head.

Now I stared at you

From across the room

Until both my eyes were faded

I was in a rush

I was out of luck

Now I'm so glad that I waited

Well you were almost there

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They say love ain't fair

But I'm doing fine...

And youve lived here all your life? Damian asked as we moved slowly to the rhythm of the

song. Yeah pretty much, but I dont think Im a city girl at heart. I said, against his chest, I could

hear his heartbeat.

Why not? He wondered.

I shrugged, Im not comfortable being here I guess, I always have the feeling like I need to be

somewhere else but I have no idea where.

Well I hope you dont move soon. He teased.

Suddenly Alyssa and her sisters Dawn and Loretta walked past us, glaring at me menacingly.

Alyssas eyes held mine to hers, I couldnt look away.

Cause I swear it's you

I swear it's you

I swear it's you that I've waited for

The song went on.

Eva? Damian says. I didnt answer, Alyssas emerald eyes were almost glowing.


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Eva? Damian says my name, stroking my cheek.

Eva?! Jacobs husky voice sounded worried. I was back to the present, the car wasnt moving

anymore and I was in Jacobs arms. I noticed I was trembling and crying. The chorus in the song, it

wasnt meant for Damian and I, I realized now that exactly at that moment Alyssa came to viewand he saw her, it was them who were meant to be together.

Stupid song. I muttered angrily, Jacob wasnt supposed to see me like this. Are you ok? Jacob

asks, still worried.

Bad memory. I replied, not wanting to into his eyes. Cause of the song? He asked.

I nodded. Im sorry, you werent supposed to ever see me that way. I apologized.

He didnt answer, he tightened his hold around me and soon enough the trembling stopped.

I wont let anyone hurt the way he did Eva. He vowed. I didnt know what to say so I kept quiet.After a few minutes of silence I whispered. Lets go home.

11. Cant Stop This Thing We Started

Eva are you done yet? Jacob complained from outside the bathroom door. I giggled.

After arriving home our moods changed immediately. We both wanted to take a shower but I got

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It was nice under the shower, the running hot water unclenched all my tensed muscles and I felt

relaxed. Few more minutes! I called back.

After a while Jacob stopped complaining and I finished showering. I changed into the usual large T-

shirt and jeans.

Jacob was in the living room watching TV. Finally! He said, grinning widely. I sat down next to

him. I couldnt help it, it was soooo relaxing. I said grinning back.

I really like youre smile. He said out of nowhere, his chocolate brown eyes piercing mine.

I felt my cheeks burn. Thanks, I guess. I said awkwardly. He chuckled. Now its your turn. He

said, smiling at me mischievously. I laughed. Hmm you want me to tell you what I like about you?Thats going to be hard.

Because theres too much? He asked hopefully.

Too little. I teased.

He frowned disapprovingly. Ok ok. I gave in. I thought about it quickly. There was honestly too

much I liked about him but I didnt want to admit that. Youre not that bad looking. I said flatly.

His smile widened in delight, I loved nothing more than making him smile.

That wasnt too hard now was that? he asked. I shrugged. He then ruffled my hair. Alright, my

turn to shower. He walks off to the bathroom.I sighed and stared at the TV, instead of paying attention on the movie that was turned on I

thought about Jacob. I thought about how I loved his presence, how his smile made me want to

smile, how easily he can make me happy, how the butterflies were uncontrollable whenever he


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touched me and how he can make my heart skip a beat.

It was different with Damian. With Damian I never felt complete like I did with Jacob and Damian

had never been able to make me smile on my worst days.

Could it be that I was in love with Jacob Black? That he was the reason I never felt like I belonged

in New York? Was he the reason I moved here?

It made so much sense.

Eva? Jacob said from next to me, I was startled by how close he was, I didnt even notice him sit

down next to me. His hair was wet and his chocolate brown eyes were full of questions.

So what do you want to do today?

I shrugged honestly not knowing what I was up for. Beach? He suggested. I smiled. The weatherwas still beautiful outside.

On our way to the beach he took my hand and we walked together like a couple in love.

We didnt say much, we walked silently on the path both in deep thought.

Once we arrived at the beach Jacob asked me about my parents. Have you heard from your

parents since you arrived?

I shrugged. I think my dad and Emily talked once, but my dad didnt want to talk to me yet. Ithink hes afraid I might force him to take me back there.

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Not yet. Ill talk to him sometime. I said.

And your mom?

I sighed. She died when I was five. I told him.

Oh Eva, Im sorry. He replied.

It was a long time ago, I dont remember her much. I admitted.

We were quiet for a while, not knowing what to say.

So whats your dad like? He then asked.

Hes cool and very easy to live with. Hes funny and smart but protective. I explained, I realized

then how much I missed my dad, I think I will give him a call sometime soon.

Do you miss New York? He asked after another pause.

I thought about the crowded sidewalks, the noisy streets and polluted air. Not at all. I said.

How about your friends? he asked.

I dont miss anything about that place. I replied flatly. That part of my life is over.

Im sorry, I didnt mean to offend you. He then apologized.

I looked at him, his chocolate brown eyes piercing mine, making my heart race. Other than my

Dad, everything thats in New York ceases to mean anything to me anymore. I started a new life

here. I told him honestly.

Alright. I was just curious.He said looking towards the horizon.

I inched a little closer to him and laid my head on his shoulder. I wanted to be with Jacob, I realized

that now but the only thing that was stopping me was my fear. That the same thing was going tohappen, that maybe if Bella wants him, hell leave me for her. I dont know if I would survive that.

I noticed how Jacobs breathing became uneven. Eva? he then whispered in his husky voice.

I lifted my head to look into his eyes and all of a sudden his lips crashed onto mine. My worries,


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my fears and my past disappeared and I threw my arms around him, crushing myself closer to

him, his long arms wrapped around my waist and he deepened the kiss.

Also my breathing became uneven and soon enough I was too wrapped up in the kiss that I almost

forgot to breathe. Slowly I pulled away gasping for air.

He didnt let go of me though, he pressed his forehead against mine.I know this is going to sound completely irrational since I just met you, but Im in love with you

Eva. Ive been in love with you since the very moment I saw you. He said leaning away from me

to look into my eyes.

It was in his eyes and I felt it, he spoke nothing but the truth.

I love you too Jake. I whispered.

Yeah I know its too soon and I shouldnt have kissed you but could it wait. What? his eyes

widened in surprise.

I smiled, my heart swelling with care and love for this boy.Im in love with you too Jacob Black, I dont know how you did it but you helped me out of the

pain I was drowning in, in a matter of a couple of days. You complete me, Ive never in my whole

life felt so right than when Im with you. I said. I knew I sounded so over sentimental but the

words I spoke were the truth and realizing it now made me feel better.

He smiled at me and kissed me softly, sending shivers down my spine.

So where does that leave us? He asked letting me go and I leaned my head on his shoulder

again.

Friends who are in love with each other? I suggested, jokingly.Not a chance. He almost growled.

I laughed. Ugh fine. Then Ill have to be your girlfriend. I gave in, faking disappointment. He

grinned. I know you want me. He teased.


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He intertwined his warm fingers with mine and he kissed me once more, my heartbeat didnt

return to its normal rate yet.

The rest of the day we spent sitting on the beach, talking about non important things. We were

both jumping with joy in the inside; nothing mattered more at that moment. I completely forgot

about everything else, nothing except for Jacob seemed to matter to me at this moment.

When we arrived home we helped each other with the cooking. We decided to make Spaghetti

Carbonara, he did most of the cutting while I did all of the cooking. Every chance he got he would

put his arms around me or kiss me and I loved each time he did.

After we finished eating we both relaxed on my bed. He played with my hair as I laid on his warm

chest, listening to his heartbeat.

I then realized how tired I was. Eva? Jacob whispered. Hmm? My eyes lids were getting heavier

by the second. Can I sleep here tonight?I mumbled Course Jake. Before falling asleep with his warm body pressed against mine.

12. Do you want to party with me?

I felt warm fingers graze softly against my cheek and my eyes fluttered open. Jacob was gazing

into my eyes with so much sincerity and love, my heart almost leaped out of my chest.

Morning. I grumbled. Morning love. He said, giving me a quick kiss on my lips. I sat up andstretched. What do you want for breakfast? I asked.

Anything. He replied, still laying on the bed.

Pancakes? I suggested.


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Sounds great.

He then stood up and it was only then I realized that he was only wearing boxers. I ripped my eyes

off his well built upper body and stared into his eyes. He smiled impishly.

What? he asked almost innocently.

Do you always sleep half naked? I asked.Yes. He replied quickly.

I rolled my eyes. Does it bother you?

Not at all. I replied winking at him. He laughed. Cmon lets go make some pancakes. He said

taking hands and pulling me up.

In the kitchen we started preparing our breakfast. It was getting quiet so I decided to have some

fun. Jake... I said in a seductive voice, pressing my body against his.

He looked down at me surprised but didnt pull away. Since were now together and all, I was

wondering when we are gonna I sighed, pretending I was too shy to continue the sentence.You know I continued, looking into his eyes and smiling mischievously.

He gulped nervously. We can umm when youre ready.

The look on his face was priceless and I burst out laughing. I cant believe you fell for that.

I said through laughs. Instead of getting angry he just grinned. Im going to get you for that. He

playfully growled and I made a run for it. He caught me in the living room and threw me gently on

the couch. There he started tickling me. No! Jake! I almost screamed through giggles. Sto-op! I

shrieked but he continued.

Happy Birthday Jacob! We suddenly hear Quil yell; he came into the room and cleared his throat.Jacob stopped tickling me at once and just grinned at his friends. Embry, Paul, Jared, Quil and Seth

were all standing there, staring at me in amazement.

Its your birthday? I asked Jacob confused, ignoring the stunned looks the other guys were giving


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me. Jacob smiled at me embarrassedly. Yeah, Im turning 18 today. He said. I immediately

hugged him tightly. Happy Birthday Jake! Why didnt you tell me? I asked, giving him a peck on

his lips.

It wasnt important. He muttered, before I could say anything Paul butt in. Umm did we miss

something?I blushed, I totally forgot they were there listening to our short exchange. Jacob grinned smugly.

Gentlemen I would like to introduce you to the new and improved Eva White. He joked.

I playfully slapped his head.

You guys are together? Embry asked looking at me.

I nodded shyly.

Thats great! Jared said enthusiastically.

Jacob let go of you and all of you went to the kitchen to continue eating breakfast. Theres going

to be a huge party tonight at Old Bens Barn tonight. You guys in? Quil asked eying the both of

us. Jacob looked at me questioningly. Well Im in, but I dont know about Jake over here. I said.

Jake grinned. Me too. Is that all you guys are here for? He asked almost rudely. Paul rolled his

eyes. Geez Jake we just wanted to greet you a happy birthday man. Seth said, offended.

Cmon you guys, you know how it is, first love and all. Well see you guys later. Paul said,

standing up to leave.

See you guys. I said.

That was rude of you. I stated after the boys left. Is it wrong to want to spend alone time with

you? He demanded. You get to be alone with me this whole week. I retorted.

Well see them later anyway, right now I just want it to be me and you. He said taking my hands


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and kissing them, sending shivers down my spine.

I smiled.

Suddenly the phone rang. I went to go answer it. Hello? I said cheerfully. Can I speak to Eva

please? I heard my dads voice from the other end of the line. Dad? I asked surprised.

Eva? Is that you? How are you honey? He asked also surprised.He sounded as if he got caught off guard. I giggled. Im great. How bout you? I replied.

He didnt answer right away. Im better now honey. Ive been worrying about you. Emily told me

that you werent doing so good but that seemed to have changed. You sound like your old self!

He exclaimed also sounding cheerful.

Yeah well its this place and Ive had a little help from a special someone. I said, Jacob was

watching me intently and I winked at him. He grinned.

Really? Who? He asked, surprised again.

His name is Jacob Black. I couldnt believe myself, I just got together with Jake yesterday, not tomention met him only a few days ago and now I was already telling my dad about him. Jacob

didnt seem to mind.

Well from the sound of it, this Jacob Black seems to be treating you right. My dad replied.

He is. I said smiling.

When am I gonna see you again dad? I asked.

Im not sure yet honey, but Ill try to visit as soon as I can. I got to go to work now, it was good

hearing from you. He said, sounding a bit sad.

It was nice hearing from you too dad. Take care.You too hon. Bye. He said and hung up.

Wow you told youre dad about me. Jacob said while grinning widely.


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I bit my lip. Was it too soon? I asked unsurely.

Not at all. He said.

The rest of the day we spent in the house, although the weather was nice we just lounged on the

living room couch talking about anything and everything, the more I learned about Jacob the more

proud I was to call him mine.After dinner, Jacob went quickly home to change into something more suitable for the party we

were going to, while I took a shower.

I stood in front of my dresser not knowing what to wear. It was a party, I hadto dress up but I

didnt know if the partys here were like the ones in New York.

I decided that since it was Jacobs birthday I was going to wear a dress. I chose my dark purple

halter party dress with black sandals.

I blow dried my hair and applied a bit of makeup, by the time I was finished the door bell rang.

I opened the door and Jacob mouth dropped once he saw me. I giggled, pleased at his reaction.

You look he was lost for words. amazing. He finished.

He was wearing a white beater with a blue checkered flannel shirt and jeans. Youre not looking

so bad yourself Mr. Black. I complimented.

Instead of answering he took me in his arms and kissed me passionately. Eagerly I wrapped my

arms around his neck and crushed myself closer to him, once again my heart pounded erratically,

it was almost embarrassing.

He then

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