ChangeI watched you change. Change like the burning fire changes its colors

from glowing orange to sensational blue, like the sea that sweeps everything in its tides in the tenth of a second, like the caterpillar that

grows its wings hiding in its quiet shell, like the human who once laughs with lively joy but gets crushed by the horrific mysteries of life and cuts deep in the veins but the flowing blood is only a reflection of a bleeding

heart, like the blood that gushes out in unspoken desperation after moving in a fixed rhythm in it's homely body for years. I watched you

change. Change from a sweet murmur of love into a malicious beast chasing my soul, trying to hold so tightly, I was sure to suffocate, sure to lose myself,

sure to bleed, to lose trust. Because I watched you change. Change into that irreversible knife who once believed in everything I

was, everything I wanted to be, everything I felt. Everything. I don't know why I had to watch you change. But I did.