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Yanti B. Sugarda
My being floatsBetween the real and unrealA constant wish to be true
To both worlds
My true beingResides eternallyIn a dreamworld
The wish to be envelopedIn the embrace of
My eternal true love
Bringing with meThe fantasy
Of my own True LoveInto my real world
I come out of my dreamI enter my mortal self
Carrying you in my heartEverywhere you are there
You are everywhereWhenever I need youI need not be lonely
You Are Everywhere
End of the dayTrickle of tears swept awaySoft strokes of the fingers
Lingering on lashes of silky gray
End of the dayKeeping the tears at bayClinging to hopes of love
Existing in a land far away
End of the dayWistful longings come to stay
Dwelling in deep crevicesWhere sweet memories lay
End of the dayHopes not to end in dismayPeace brought forth to reignVivid dreams in full array
Evening Glow
Yanti B. Sugarda
If I could leave this worldIf I could dream
I would be in a landWhere angels and flowers dwell
My true love by my sideHolding my hand
Walking down the pathThe path of everlasting love
I would have searched my heartThe inner sanctuary
Of which deepest dimensionsHeaven gave my soul to carry
The lost love has transfusedInto the depths of immortalityThe keepers of love and truthSent such beauty to eternity
Love is foreverNever lost, never diminished
In the misty land of angelsKept eternally unblemished
Love is eternal
My Flower Dream
Yanti B. Sugarda
Yanti B. Sugarda
If your are really close,Then my spirit will be able
To touch you and feel your warmthWherever I go and whatever I do
If you really feel for me,Then I can always count on you
To share any joy or sadnessThat fills my heart
If you really care for me,Then I know you will never hurt me
If your are true,I will feel it
If you are not true,I hope that you will tell me frankly,
For I will not demandWhat you will not willingly offer me.
If You Are There
In the middle of the nightSleeping restlesslyDreaming dreamsI should not haveWishing thingsI could not have
The passions and longingsThe tenderness and sweet caresses
Are there yet unreachable
Something seems amissEmptiness returns
Fear grips my heartLoneliness looms
Standing beside the bed
I am jolted out of sleepWith sudden realization
In The Middle Of The Night
Yanti B. Sugarda
I come out of my dreamI enter my mortal self
Carrying you in my heart Everywhere you are there
When I am afraidYou are there
In my darkest hoursProtecting me from my fears
When I am trying to sleepYou embrace me
Whispering words of loveSending me into my dreams
You are everywhereWhenever I need youI need not be lonely
You are always there for me
Out Of My Dream
Yanti B. Sugarda
Sometimes one wondersWhy people
Have the tendencyTo cover themselves in shields
Of aloofness, of avoidance,Of disinterest, of forced vivacity
Of pretentiousness
Are there woundsAlong the path of life
That have not yet healed?
Are there remembered unpleasantnessesThat should not be allowed
To reoccur ?
Yes, we meetA lot of fearful people
The victims of past pains
I would like to openThese shields
It is not going to hurtBecause I would like to be
A FRIEND
The Fear Of Getting Hurt
Yanti B. Sugarda
In the land of the spheresWhere mists and vapours flow
Layers upon layersOf spiritual lights aglow
The lights of love angelsCrisscrossing among the halosSwift wings in every direction
Releasing cupid's arrows
The flash of longingCalls beyond the misty waves
In vain calling outTo search for the love knaves
The loss of loveLamented in despair
The broken pieces recapturedTime and space cannot repair
Yanti B. Sugarda
The Land Of Lost Love
When the virtual illusionsEnter reality
When daydreamsBecome vivid tangibles
When fantasiesBecome too real
There is no more sanctuaryThe unreal has brushed
The realThe unreal has burned
The realThe unreal has impinged
Upon the real
Where is one to flee?
Dreams have changedTaking on a tangible shape
Driven by force and passionUntrue to the dream
I am unwaryI am the victim
Of my own dreamsAnd fantasies
What message
When The Unreal Becomes Real
Yanti B. Sugarda
Before you look at mePlease look into me
Appearances belie the soulAppearances don't show
my weeping heart
My appearanceIs what other people see
My surface selfMy superficial self
I cannot see myselfI see what others tell me
How I lookPrevents peopleFrom seeing me
The real me
Tell meWhat do you see
Can you not feel my soul, ever?
Yanti B. Sugarda
Look Into Me
In the middle of the nightI sit awake in subdued lightWishing with all my might
To once again be able to writeFrom the depths of my heart
It was an awakening sensationTo find a caring companion
Entering into my lonely dominionPromising to reach a union
Of two souls lost by separation
But in this empty surroundingAs I muse among those sleeping
Fearing my dreams are disappearingInto a deep pit of longing
Beyond the reaches of understanding
I feel the need to recallThe closeness we had, without a wall
Union almost complete, not allWondering what powers I must callTo have the unity I seek be eternal
I seek closeness and unityTo make my nights be filled
with serenityTo let me be able to sleep
in peaceYanti B. Sugarda
Deep Night Musing
End of the dayTrickle of tears swept awaySoft strokes of the fingers
Lingering on lashes of silky gray
End of the dayKeeping the tears at bay
Clinging to hopes of loveExisting in a land far away
End of the dayWistful longings come to stay
Dwelling in deep crevicesWhere sweet memories lay
End of the dayHopes not to end in dismayPeace brought forth to reignVivid dreams in full array
Yanti B. Sugarda
Evening Glow
I am an emotional person. I express my emotions.
Through my words, through my poems.
My emotions would sometimes Be seen as irrational,
Such as the concept of dream world and earth world .
Yes, perhaps I tend to be irrational, But there always is a logic in my irrationality.
Basically my logic is intact.
I think I am a logical thinker. Emotional, sometimes irrational,
But always logical.
Yanti B. Sugarda
Emotions And Logic
I climb out of my shellMy shell of normal reality
To explore myselfWho I really am
What I really want
Am I asleep all this time?If I am asleep, I want to know
Am I awake all this time?If I am awake, I want to know
What heights am I capable of?What depths can I explore?
Is my present lifeThe life for me
Or is there another worldWaiting for me?
Yanti B. Sugarda
Exploration
The surge of warmth, like a warm breezeEncompassing my senses,
evaporating the chili breath of the cold winds,originating from the unmoving, stone-cold earth
The warmth of you, the warmth emanating fromyour body, your lips,
your soul, your smile, your eyes, your armsThe warmth of the fire burning in your heart
The frozen feelings, cold as iceStart to unfreeze,
melting down in drops and trickles of molten loneliness
to disappear forever into the shadows of the grey fogs
Vanish forever, all coldness, darkness and dampness
enemies and nightmares the winds of loneliness blown away into
nothingnessby the everlasting fierce breath of your enduring
love
Yanti B. Sugarda
Fierce Breath Of Love
You tend to accept me And be tolerant of me and my views
I am not quite sure your acceptance of meIs not some sort of compromise
Repressing your own needs And submerging yourself into my wishes
I believe that this kind of compromise Would be felt as obligatory in the end
It would be a good reason For falling out of love.
On the other extreme, I tend to be a bit harsh
Always trying to find weak spots Which could harm our relationship
Not believing that this love could last
I tend to have misgivingsAbout the genuineness of our relationship
Despite its transformationInto my dreamworld
I am ruthless in my bluntness
Searching for proofOf the endurance of your love Preparing myself for the worst Not able to endure the reality
Yanti B. Sugarda
Exploration
Your love and careYour embrace and kissesI hold dear in my heart
Forever and ever
I can feel the beatingOf your heart on mineI can feel your warmth
On my cold fingers
If you hold me closeAnd love me truly
I will never feel aloneI will never feel afraid
Please hold me tightStay in my dreams
Please always be with meForever
Yanti B. Sugarda
Your Love And Care
Are you reaching my soul, and finding
who I really am? Are you realizing how I really feel?
Souls cannot connectto each other on earth
without the use of words.
But words have its limitations. Direct connection between the souls
should be achieved, without words.
If we don't have
access through words, we should be able to feel other souls
without words.
we should connectthrough our spirits.
If you really feel deeply
Yanti B. Sugarda
From Soul To Soul
Have you ever thoughtHow our souls came to be here
On earth and not somewhere else?
Have you ever thoughtHow we came into being?
Who, what, where we were before?
Have you ever thoughtWhy we exist here on earth
Inside the human form of our existence?
Have you ever thoughtWhat blood relation really is
What human contacts are all about?
Have you ever thought How our destiny is determined
If it is determined without our help?
Have you ever thoughtIf each soul is alone independently
Or is it perpetually linked with other souls?
Have you ever thoughtIf the universe is our playgroundOr are we stranded only on earth?
Yanti B. Sugarda
Have You Ever Thought?
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